* ;CHARLEEN.L ; Happiness is all I ever wanted . (:

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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

The diaryFINAL P0ST . FINAL G00DBYE .

Thursday, December 31, 2009 ( 12/31/2009 11:40:00 PM )

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! (:
It is a new year ahead !
2o m0re minutes will be year 2o1o !
H0pe every0ne will be safe, happy and healthy ! =)
Cheers . Peace ! =D L0VE L0VE .
Take care always . X0x0 .

Anyway, just t0 inf0rmed every0ne 0r th0se wh0 read my bl0g, I will n0t be bl0gging here anym0re 0r sh0uld I say f0r n0w . Will keep this bl0g f0r mem0ries . Well, I've m0ved !

Let this p0st end the bl0g and marks the last day 0f year 2009 . (:

X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:

Labels: FINAL P0ST . FINAL G00DBYE .

The diaryG00DBYE ?!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ( 12/29/2009 12:46:00 AM )

Seeing him 0nline again makes me happy .
But we are b0th silent, didn't chat with 0ne an0ther .
Perhaps he have already m0ve 0n with his life and have f0rg0tten me t0tally .
Its g00d .

This might BE the last time I'm bl0gging ab0ut ______ .

Anyway, tw0 m0re days and its year 2010 .
N0t much wishes just the usual wishes I make .
I h0ped pe0ple ar0und me t0 be safe, happy and healthy always ! (:

X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:

Labels: 2o1o ., him

The diaryBad m00d .

Monday, December 28, 2009 ( 12/28/2009 11:30:00 PM )

Updating bl0g late t0day cause I went 0ut in the aftern00n and did s0me sh0pping .
But was s0 pissed, sh0uld have received pay t0day but was delayed again .
Supp0se t0 g0 sh0pping but ended up buying m0re with0ut planning what t0 get bef0rehand .
Luckily I br0ught my 0ther bank ATM card al0ng if n0t die ... 0nly can see but can't buy .
I br0ught 0ne l0ng sleeve shirt f0r w0rk, black skinny jeans f0r w0rk, tunic dress, eyelash glue and earpiece f0r my I p0d t0uch .
0h ya f0rget t0 say that t0day is a special day .
Its Mummy and Sister's birthday !
Yeahs, y0u didn't heard wr0ngly .
Its THEIR birthday .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T0 MUMMY & SISTER ! (:

L0VE L0VE . <3

Can't help but think ab0ut ____ again .
Tw0 is N0T better than 0ne . After the breakup, I realize a l0t 0f things, d0esn't mean y0u stay faithful in a relati0nship y0ur partner will stay faithful t00 .
I grew str0nger c0mpare t0 bef0re .
S0 much I wanted t0 say 0ut, I guess this time I am hiding all my em0ti0ns inside . I w0n't tell any0ne fr0m n0w 0n . Its the best way 0ut this way .

X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen (:

Labels: _____ ., delayed pay, Mummy and Sister's birthday

The diaryFestive Seas0n .

Thursday, December 24, 2009 ( 12/24/2009 12:51:00 AM )

Merry Christmas t0 all !
Desprite t0day is Christmas Eve . Just wanna wish that every0ne I kn0w is happy, healthy, safe, g00d and s0und . Peace ! =)

Eye g0t infecti0n again . S0 have t0 wear glasses again . Damn .
C0mputer damn laggy . Sl0w .

S0rry I can't be perfect .
Miss hearing y0u call me baby .
L00king back at the chat l0gs we used t0 chatted till late nights th0se mem0ries is still there, my feeling still unchanged but why are y0u the 0ne wh0 changed ?
I still can't get 0ver y0u .
Y0u said that y0u are willing t0 d0 everything f0r me, will never lie t0 me, make the relati0nship w0rks, l0ve each 0ther as much as we can, y0u pr0mise me that y0u will be there f0r me but I'm al0ne n0w .
I d0n't l0ve y0u en0ugh and d0esn't treat y0u better than y0ur ex gf that why y0u're leaving me ?
I can't believe that y0u have changed .
All just bel0ngs t0 the past .
D0n't ever turn back anym0re .
Treasure y0ur life, Charleen.L !!!

X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:

Labels: Christmas, eye infecti0n, Rand0m .

The diarySh0rt p0st .

Monday, December 21, 2009 ( 12/21/2009 05:58:00 PM )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T0 DADDY ! (:

L0VE L0VE . <3

I'm staying at h0me, playing c0mputer again .

S0 sians, everytime 0ff day stay at h0me I als0 sians .

Last few years I am al0ne, last year I am al0ne and this year I'm spending my Christmas and year end al0ne again .

I guess its meant t0 be in this way .

Br0ke, waiting f0r pay .

A l0t 0f items wanting t0 buy .

I think ...

If 0nly ...

X0x0

L0ve me, Charleen . (:

Labels: Daddy birthday, spending al0ne .