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The diaryFALL F0R Y0U .

Thursday, September 18, 2008 ( 9/18/2008 01:22:00 PM )

CHARLEEN = CH0C0LATE ICE CREAM . L0LS . R0FL .
Kn0w that its freaking lame . LAME !
My new name ! But i like vanilla ice cream m0re ! I like unique things t00 . ((=
Perhaps I MIGHT BE changing back t0 my 0ld names like KERAIN 0r L0RRAIN .

Having ST0RE revamp t0night but i w0ke up damn early, sh0uld w0ke up late, but can't seem t0 sleep m0re . T0night will be a tiring night f0r me again . I hate revapm, d0n't kn0w why the management always put d0 these type 0f things . I did 0ne last three m0nths ag0 . They kept changing the fl00r set and keep having revamp every n0w and then .

Met up with Vayen g0rz g0rz yesterday aftern00n at 4 pm, he finally 0RD, finish his army ansd started his w0rking life, we were planning t0 watch Mirr0r but it is released t0day . Ended up watching 4bia . A h0rr0r m0vie with s0me disturbing scenes . Scared me, man ! Rated: 7/1o . We br0ught p0pc0rns and drinks t0 the m0vies . We went wind0w sh0pping ar0und bef0re the m0vie, abd went t0 my w0rkplace, been a l0t 0f sh0p including GAP, then i saw him . I pretend i didn't him and i saw him with an0ther girl, maybe his c0lleague 0r GF ? I admirer him, a admited that but what i can d0 ? Whenever i saw guys with a l0t 0f girls ar0und, i will started t0 think way t00 much, 0r prehaps i am just palin thinking way t00 much . But i kn0w y0u w0n't fall f0r me, but i have already fall f0r y0u . I hate this kind 0f feeling . Whenever i see y0u, i feel heart ache and av0id l00king at y0u . 0k, all craps again . L0LS, l0ve can't be f0rced ! Back t0 my t0pic, after the m0vie, it was 9 pm and we sat 0utside cineleisure t0 chat . He t0ld me his w0rking life and it sucks and and h0w he lived f0r his life all these while . I t0ld him mine t00 and he enc0urage me t0 quit t00 . N0w he is happy t0 quit that j0b but sad cause he have t0 find j0b again . G00d luck, br0ther . We have kn0wn each 0ther f0r tw0, three years but we d0n't really c0ntact each 0ther, we are n0t that cl0se . In fact, he is the 0nly pers0n i trusted s0 much and whenever i feel sad, i will tell him .

Tell y0u s0mething really funny . L00k, i am a typically Chinese, and pe0ple th0ught i am fr0m 0ther c0untry 0r fr0m 0ther race . D0 i really l00k like fr0m 0ther c0untry 0r 0ther race ? G0t this 0ne time i went Z0uk with 0ne 0f my girlfriend and the Phuture side and its damn packed l0rs . Guess what, cause its Wednesday, Ladies' night . =) But heard that they have change their Ladies' night t0 Thursday, i am n0t s0 sure ab0ut it t00 l0ng never been there . Always g0 M0S . The fact is i hate t0 g0 M0S . S0 many Malays, and they always ended up fighting inside the club . I am n0t being racits 0r what, i prefer t0 mix with Malays than s0 n0w i am trying very very hard t0 learnt Malay s0 i can c0mmunicate with them easily . =D 0k, back t0 my t0pic, then my girlfriend and i think 0f a trick t0 let the b0uncer t0 let us in . Guess what idea we think 0f ?
She ask me t0 pretend that i am a Japanese, just came t0 Singap0re and she wanna sh0w me what it is like inside the Phuture side . And the b0uncer agreed and said 0nly f0r a while . S0 we went inside happily . But we enj0y 0urselves l0rz, with0ut caring ab0ut any0ne else . I really miss th0se days, man !
And als0 as a Chinese, that is a l0t 0f things which i am able t0 eat . But i d0n't eat at all, in fact i hate it t0 the c0re ! Like, p0rk, spicy f00d, m00ncakes, ba gua, durian, i hate the smell . Seaf00d, cause i am allergy t0 it . I d0 n0t l00k like Chee-nas . I am n0t a MALAY, i just mix with them . I h0pe t0 l00k like Japanese . W00ts . CHI0 . ((: JAPANESE girls are very damn CHI0 & H0T l0rs .

Wa, in real life actually have a d0ll, name the L0VE D0LLS, 0r CANDY GIRLS . Think is f0r guys t0 have sex with them but they are just d0lls, when y0u t0uch them they w0n't feel pain 0r ask y0u t0 st0p . S0 wh0se guys wh0 is very pervert 0r h0rny can c0nsider buy this d0ll h0me f0r y0ur fantasy . Its n0t just a sex d0ll, y0u can even buy it h0me and d0 whatever y0u want with it . But in Singap0re we d0 n0t have this pr0duct yet, 0nly in Amercia and Japan . =) I d0 s0me research in the net ab0ut everything s0 i happen t0 see this s0 share with pe0ple in my bl0g . =x L0LS, but it is n0t f0r me lahs !

I am b0red at h0me ! S0 watching s0me vide0s and listening t0 music as well . i watched s0me cart00ns t00 like P0okem0n . Reas0n given; t00 b0red !

I am s0 int0 this s0ng n0w . >>> Fall F0r Y0u by Sec0ndhand Serenade <<<>
I'm craving f0r m0re tatt00s, tatt00s are really very addicitive .

Suddenly craving f0r K0k0 krunch . L0LS . I'm l0ving it ! Watched Mirr0r, damn scary and g0re . Yucks ! Rated: 6.5/1o . D0n't quite understand the st0ryline .

On the pr0cess l00king f0r j0b, help me keep a l00k0ut t00 lehs . Any l0bang, let me kn0w, 0k ? BIG THANKS THANKS ! =D

PS . L0ngest p0st ever .

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