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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

The diaryW0rdy p0st .

Thursday, December 18, 2008 ( 12/18/2008 06:02:00 PM )

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HEY ~ !
Have 0ne nice s0ng t0 rec0mmend y0u pe0ple !
Save y0u sang by SIMPLE PLAN ! =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUl39kW4cug

Every0ne featured in that vide0 is a cancer surviv0r 0r is related t0 s0me0ne wh0 had cancer .

What 0riginally inspired this s0ng was Pierre's br0ther's battle with cancer. Ab0ut 3 years ag0 , Jay was diagn0sed with n0n-H0dgkin's lymphatic cancer. After 2 years 0f extremely difficult chem0therapy treatments, he learned that the cancer was g0ne f0r n0w and that he was in remission. After being t0ld he had a 50-50 chance to c0me 0ut 0f this alive, he had w0n his battle.

This s0ng was specially wr0te f0r pe0ple with cancers ! C00l ~ I l0ve this s0ng a l0t a l0t . Like the lyrics . ;D They must be very brave f0r battling with cancer, its hard but that is always h0pe when y0u try . Be p0stive, 0kays ? SMILE ! ((:

If y0u fall, stumble d0wn
I'll pick y0u up 0ff the gr0und
If y0u l0se faith in y0u
I'll give y0u strength t0 pull thr0ugh
Tell me y0u w0n't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if y0u fall y0u kn0w
I'll be there f0r y0u

I won't give up till it's overIf it takes you forever I want you to know
Pe0ple with cancer needs 0ur supp0rt, their life is t0ugh en0ugh already . Let's supp0rt them ! G0d will pray y0u ! =D ♥♥♥ ღ

Damn tired, d0ing st0cktake fr0m last night till this m0rning 8 am plus . DEAD beat . The day bef0re i didn't w0rk, i slept at 5 am in the m0rning, i must be insane . I am s00000 tired, eyes is a bit sw0llen, and thanks t0 my hands f0r rubbing them . C0ntact lens is extremely dry, special thanks t0 0ne 0f the Supervis0r Sarina f0r bringing eye dr0p and she lent it t0 me first . Luckily she bring if n0t the wh0le day i will be "crying" as my eyes is watering . The machine f0r keying the items in st0cktake is damn c00l lahs, like typing text message sia . Didn't have a chance t0 take a ph0t0 0f it . What a BIG pity sia . NEXT st0cktake will be next year December, guess i w0n't be there anym0re . The machine is t0 scan the barc0de 0f the item and we als0 type in the SKU in the machine . Really like a m0bile ph0ne but is multi functi0n and super BIG lehs ! CUTE lahs ~ !
Reach h0me at ar0und 9.15 am, sh0wer, rem0ve makeup and etc . And i am 0ff t0 bed . Sleep till ar0und 4 pm . I am still tired .
G00d news t0 share with y0u guys =d, my ph0ne d0n't kn0w what happen n0w its fine lia0s, but is a bit laggy . S0 happy, can at least save my 217 bucks instead 0f repairing it . But still very w0rry pr0blem may 0ccurs again . *T0UCH W00D* Better d0n't again . The LG m0bile ph0ne cust0mer care centre staff in Alexandra R0ad is s0 unffriendly and rude . Hate them . Whereas the staff in Viv0 City is much m0re better, 0nly s0me g0t stuck up face . See lia0s als0 du lan . But my ph0ne turns laggy n0w, my Daddie suspect is that they might have changed the parts inside with a faulty 0ne . But even that is the case, i w0n't kn0w, but this is n0t the right way t0 make sales . And that SUCKS !

I am gr0wing fatter each day, all thanks t0 all the fast f00d i ate . =) I seri0usly need a diet . I want t0 club, i want t0 dance, i want the music there .

L0nely in the blues . S0 em0 lately .
Need m0ney urgently, t0tally br0ke this m0nth, any suggesti0ns t0 earn extra cash ? Any temp j0b w0rk f0r a few days ? I need it !
Crazy 0ver music, games and great f00d . I l0ve t0 eat, if y0u have any places which sells nice f00d, let me kn0w . G00d l0bang must share ! ;d Especially night 0ut with friends, chilling, clubbing and supper always g0t n0 clue where and what t0 eat . N0 fast f00d, pls . (:

I w0n't give up till it's 0ver . I'll be there f0r y0u .

0ff t0 dinner, shall update later . (: Miss me !

L0VE y0u BIG BIG, MUMMIE & DADDIE ! <3
With ღ ANGIE .

Why is it that friendster recently pe0ple keep sending me message and wh0se website t0 0pen ? All craps des . And pe0ple fr0m weird c0untry keep adding me, it is s0 ann0ying .

The th0ughts 0f me gr0wing 0lder every year makes me scare, i have N0 plans f0r my future, i d0 n0t kn0w what i want t0 be 0r d0 in my life, just live and w0rk blindly . Life feels s0 meaningless f0r me . T0tally n0 life . W0rk, w0rk w0rk everyday . N0 time t0 club, enj0y, and play . )); SIGHS ); Feel like a failure . Still c0nsidering whether t0 quit my j0b after Chinese New Year but its very hard t0 find a j0b 0utside, s0 perhaps i just stay put first and see h0w it g0es .

0h ya, f0rg0tt0n t0 tell y0u guys that n0 matter what y0u want t0 tell me 0r ask me f0r my reply, i will n0t reply in my tagb0ard, my tagb0ard is f0r pe0ple t0 tag and n0t spam, s0 theref0re i w0n't reply anything . =) I will reply in y0ur tagb0ard .

PS. St0p seeking my attenti0n, attenti0n seeker, i will n0t give y0u the attenti0n y0u deserve .

Sweet c0uples makes me s000 jeal0us . But i still enj0y SINGLE ~ ! =) Perhaps this is a better decisi0n .
I bel0ng t0 y0u ? Dream 0n, i think . Its just my wishful thinking all al0ng . Fr0m the start, i sh0uldn't have met and c0ntact y0u . I feel like a l0ser in l0ve . Failure in everything . Y0u didn't l0ve me all al0ng, i knew it, cause i can sense it . Intitially i th0ught i c0uld change y0ur mindset and thinking but i was t0tally wr0ng . If y0u really l0ve me, y0u w0uld care and c0ncern ab0ut me and meet me . But y0u did n0thing fr0m theab0ve menti0n . S0 disapp0inted in y0u . PERHAPS, its really time t0 give up F0REVER and let g0 and f0rget .
Regret f0r n0t ink-ing my wh0le b0dy that time, 0nly ink my back and its s0 small . I ink my skin, is n0t t0 sh0w 0ff 0r saying i am a ah lian, pe0ple must be scare 0f me, i just L0VE b0dy arts, tatt00 is my L0VE . And its s0 c00l . Can't understand why n0wadays y0ungsters like t0 ink and pierce until like crazy, wanna make pe0ple scare 0f them, f0r instant, XIA0 AH LIAN & XIA0 AH BENG, little gangster . Trying t0 sh0w 0ff 0r what ? Pls lahs, its ugly, y0u are just damaging y0ur 0wn image and its n0t c00l at all ~ ! Y0u l00k yucky this way, understand ? Think twice bef0re y0u d0 anything, if n0t y0u will regret f0r life .
F0r tatt00s, i d0n't rec0mmend y0ungsters t0 d0 it s0 y0ung, when y0u get y0ur skin inked, pe0ple will l00k at y0u like 0ne kind, thinking y0u are bad girl/b0y . D0 it when y0u gets 0lder and wiser and ch00se "better designs", d0n't be a silly by ink-ing y0ur BF/GF name 0r y0u l0ve that pers0n . Y0u l00k like a cl0wd .

CUTE guys with TATT00S, dimples and nice smiles turn me 0n . Guys wh0 is a pervert h0wever turns me 0ff . GET L0ST, L0SER . Y0u d0esn't bel0ng t0 this w0rld .

Things always happen in a unexpected situati0n . Just like g00d things, its always happen in a flash 0f light . Bad things w0n't st0p . Is life really fair ? ); Negative thinkings again . Can't help but think t00 much .

Hahas, i have turn m0re naggy recently due t0 my w0rdy and l0ng p0sts . Haaz :)
After s0 much happenings, i have gr0w and l00k at things lightly . Feel i am n0 l0nger me .
F0RGIVE & F0RGET .
EVER & NEVER .

I am a m0nster . Wahahas, i g0nna eat y0u up ! Hehes .

l0ves & misses
babyLEEN

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