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The diaryDADDIE's birthday . =)

Sunday, December 21, 2008 ( 12/21/2008 09:36:00 PM )

These few days a l0t 0f things happen . Unhappiness sia . S0 unhappy .
S0 sad . S0 pissed .

SIGHS )): i JUST want a peaceful life . Grant my wish, pls . ;D

Shall n0t menti0n any further . N0t in a g00d m00d as well . M00dy and sh0rt tempered easily . And vuglar . What the FISH ~ ! D0n't pr0v0ked me again, bastard* just like y0u guys did yesterday . MF* AS*

Find it hard t0 c0ntr0l my temper at times .

Have a BIG fall these days back . Bel0w knee cap, freaking painful, i walk with a limping leg n0w . And that is this BITCH laughing at me, cursing me that i sh0uld have a BIG fall and fall t0 death ! KNN* CCB* Curse y0u back . ;)

DADDIE's birthday t0day . =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDIE .

H0pe y0u like the present i br0ught y0u . First time br0ught him present . L0l0ls .

Daddie and Aunt br0ught a l0t 0f f00d t0 eat, my daddie d0n't have the habit 0f buying and eating birthday cake every year . All the f00d they buy is s000 unhealthy ! I g0nna gain a few m0re p0unds again . SIGHS ): Fat en0ugh already sia .

Am i really happy with my life ? 0r am i just plain thinking ? Ab0ut ?!

Life is full 0f ups and d0wns . Perhaps i d0n't deserve happiness at all . ;D

Waiting and waiting . What am i waiting f0r ? Miracles ? I d0n't believe in miracles 0r g0d . But MYSELF .

Wanna start life afresh and f0rget the past, f0rget everything . Yeahs, EVERYTHING .

PS . Finally upl0aded ph0t0s . NICE ? I l0ve it s000 much ! L0l0ls . Cause its me . I AM 自恋狂 ! =) Nicely taken ? Any c0mments ? 0nly want t0 hear the p0sitive c0mments .

Save the negative 0nes f0r y0urself ! =p

MISS y0u s0000 much . SIGHS ):

Can i have him as my Christmas present, plsssss ? Mr Santa, i have give up in being naughty . GRANT my wish, will y0u ? I will l0veeeee y0u BIG BIG ~ ! ((: L0L0LS . J0KING .

Just want every0ne t0 be happy and healthy . =) 0ne small wish indeed, huhs ?

Everytime i see y0u, i th0ught i see h0pes in y0ur eyes but it is just all lies, i l0st faith in y0u, i l0st faith in everything, i l0st faith in myself . I begin n0t t0 trust any0ne . N0 0ne can trusted in this w0rld . Feel like my w0rkplace g0t a l0t 0f faker . Every0ne is wearing a mask, d0 n0t kn0w wh0 t0 trust and talk t0 . Just have t0 pretend . Every0ne is pretending, aren't we ? Feel s000 the damn l0st at times .

PS. 2 I L0VE MUMMIE & DADDIE A L0T A L0T ! With0ut them, i will die, i am such a small kid . L0VE the way i am ~ ! =)

l0ves & misses

babyLEEN

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