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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

The diaryL0ve matters, rand0m facts ab0ut me . (;

Tuesday, February 3, 2009 ( 2/03/2009 12:44:00 PM )

H0w i wish i can kn0w what y0u're thinking .
What am i thinking n0w, at this m0ment ?
Have y0u ever h0pe y0u are s0me0ne else 0r envy s0me0ne else because 0f their life ? Well, s0metime i did . I really envy pe0ple with g00d life and have everything .
Just d0n't think t00 much . (:
Jeal0us 0f 0ther pe0ple l0ve and happiness .
St0ning = em0 .
Well let me tell y0u s0mething, i am thinking ab0ut y0u all day l0ng . Yes, i still think ab0ut y0u everyday . I miss y0u day and night . L0LS !
Every night i can't sleep, i will listen t0 sad s0ngs, think ab0ut y0u, and staring int0 space and st0n . Sl0wly i will bec0me em0 . Can't f0rget th0se g00d times we have spend t0gether . I miss y0u . I realy did .
I am n0t g00d en0ugh f0r y0u . Either am i the perfect 0ne f0r y0u . I finally understand everything after s0 many years .
I still think ab0ut y0u 0ver the years even 0ver the slightest thing . Every small little thing fr0m y0u i will always remember but whenever i c0me t0 think 0f it, i can't help but cry .
Y0u ch0se t0 let g0 and f0rget me, why sh0uld i dwell 0n y0u again ?
L0ve makes a pers0n g0es blind with0ut all0wing them fr0m staying at the right pathway .
Realize s0mething n0w, even if we are still t0gether n0w, we will still be separted s0meday .
Cause we are n0t meant t0 be . That why we ch0se t0 be single n0w ? H0w can y0u let g0 and f0rget s0 easily when y0u claim that y0u l0ve me last time ? 0r is it all just lies fr0m y0u ?
If i ever have a chance t0 be y0urs again, i will make every sec0nds 0f it c0unts and make y0ur day with a perfect smile and add 0n beautiful c0l0urs t0 it in 0ur next life, perhaps . (: I h0pe t0 be in y0ur arms again in my next life . The times we have is the best m0ment i ever have in my life .
If i never find a perfect dream tree, i will stay single f0r the rest 0f my life .
I d0n't want t0 live with regrets f0r hurting s0me0ne again .
Pe0ple in l0ve are blind, they can't see any0ne but just their l0ved 0nes ! (= Agree ?

Br0ught a small catuts that time, but have upl0aded the ph0t0s recently . His CUTE little name is CATUZ . NICE ? 0h, s0 rand0m . Hahaz .

Rand0m FACTS AB0UT ME (15):
1.) EXTREMELY VAIN.
2.) 0nly sh0w respect f0r elderly, can't click well with y0ungsters.
3.) Super anti-s0cial, dislikes mixing ar0und.
4.) Very em0ti0nal, s0ft hearted .
5.) Can be very quiet, n0isy and crazy .
6.) I am lazyyyyyyyyyy .
7.) Will never fall in l0ve again .
8.) HATES cheenas, ALs & ABs al0t .
9.) Is crazy 0ver CUTE & H0T guys .
10.) HATES insects and furry animals .
11.) S0me0ne wh0 likes peace a l0t, dislikes n0isy and cr0wded places .
12.) Attitude pr0blem SUCKS . Sh0rt temper (;
13.) I am FAT & SH0RT, UGLY and unp0pular . =)
14.) L0ve t0 j0ke ar0und, i like funny pe0ple .
15.) L0ve music, games, m0ney, gadgets and day dream . =DD

List 15 first, can't think 0f any at the m0ment . PS . (:

Things 0ften happen this way :
when y0u least expect it, it happens .
when y0u pray and wish f0r it t0 happen, it w0n't happen .

Just d0n't think t00 much and be happy always .
I always t0ld pe0ple t0 be happy and smile but i, myself d0n't even kn0w h0w t0 d0 it . ):

l0ves & misses
babyLEEN

Signing 0ff
huiHUI- BLURS0T0NG .

Labels: L0ve matters, rand0m facts ab0ut me . (;