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<3 CHARLEEN.L
The Lady: Charleen
Big day: 20 May
My way of living: . Live . Laugh . Love .
Trademark: Being myself, don't care about how people look at you .
Loves being: Herself, unique, extraordinary
Living in peace lala land
CIGARETTE & MUSIC is my life .
Addicted to: Day dreaming, vain-ing, cam-whoring, shopping and movies .
My world: Family, nicotine, party, cute boys, F1, ink, studs, soccer, music, fashion, make up & sweet stuffs .
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I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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ramblings of a LADY
<3 CHARLEEN.L
The Lady: Charleen
Big day: 20 May
My way of living: . Live . Laugh . Love .
Trademark: Being myself, don't care about how people look at you .
Loves being: Herself, unique, extraordinary
Living in peace lala land
CIGARETTE & MUSIC is my life .
Addicted to: Day dreaming, vain-ing, cam-whoring, shopping and movies .
My world: Family, nicotine, party, cute boys, F1, ink, studs, soccer, music, fashion, make up & sweet stuffs .
readers.
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
Wh0 shall i l00k up f0r 0r text in the future ?
I need s0me c0l0urs in my life . Shall n0t l00k back anym0re .
Shall n0t think ab0ut the past and y0u . I always th0ught that i can f0rget y0u easily fr0m my brain mem0ry, but isn't an easy task f0r me . Acti0n speaks l0uer than w0rds . Thinking is easy, but d0ing it is hard .
S0metimes i think back . I l0ve y0u as much as i hate y0u . I l0ve y0u as much as i l0ve myself . I l0ve y0u m0re than any0ne . I l0ve y0u as much as the stars ab0ve the sky .
S0metimes i hate y0u as much as i hate myself .
H0w much y0u l0ve y0urself is equal t0 much l0ve yu0 receive fr0m y0ur man .
I miss y0u, th0se happy m0ments and the past ab0ut us .
I might tell y0u that i am used t0 be al0ne and l0nely . But actually that is my biggest fears . Wh0 likes being al0ne and l0nely anyway ?
Instead 0f em0-ing n0wadays what i think 0f p0sting i will first type it 0ut and save it in my ph0ne and i will re-type it 0ut t0 bl0g it 0ut . This way, i w0n't be em0 and f0rget what t0 bl0g again .
But s0metimes i really wish i can cry 0ut l0ud and cry all my heart 0ut . I wish i can cry in a dark c0rner and d0n't care ab0ut the w0rld, anything and everything .
I seri0usly need help in expanding my s0cial netw0rking . I can't seem t0 mix well with pe0ple and i am scare t0 start talking . Afraid 0f saying wr0ng things . And i feel like i can't trust any0ne . Can i ever gain my c0nfident t0 trust any0ne again ? I d0n't seem t0 understand myself . What am i actually d0ing and what am i thinking ab0ut ?
SIGHS ):
Thinking wayyyyyy t00 much . The time n0w is 2.34 AM and i am right here updating my bl0g . And i am w0rking later . I can't sleep anyway . Thinking ab0ut things i sh0uldn't have think .
Well, st0p everything and 0ff t0 bed ! (=
Nights, my dear every0ne . H0pe i will have a peaceful day . Cheers ! =D
Dummy girl was here .
END .
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
The diaryL0nely life . ):
Monday, March 16, 2009 ( 3/16/2009 01:12:00 AM )
Wh0 shall i l00k up f0r 0r text in the future ?
I need s0me c0l0urs in my life . Shall n0t l00k back anym0re .
Shall n0t think ab0ut the past and y0u . I always th0ught that i can f0rget y0u easily fr0m my brain mem0ry, but isn't an easy task f0r me . Acti0n speaks l0uer than w0rds . Thinking is easy, but d0ing it is hard .
S0metimes i think back . I l0ve y0u as much as i hate y0u . I l0ve y0u as much as i l0ve myself . I l0ve y0u m0re than any0ne . I l0ve y0u as much as the stars ab0ve the sky .
S0metimes i hate y0u as much as i hate myself .
H0w much y0u l0ve y0urself is equal t0 much l0ve yu0 receive fr0m y0ur man .
I miss y0u, th0se happy m0ments and the past ab0ut us .
I might tell y0u that i am used t0 be al0ne and l0nely . But actually that is my biggest fears . Wh0 likes being al0ne and l0nely anyway ?
Instead 0f em0-ing n0wadays what i think 0f p0sting i will first type it 0ut and save it in my ph0ne and i will re-type it 0ut t0 bl0g it 0ut . This way, i w0n't be em0 and f0rget what t0 bl0g again .
But s0metimes i really wish i can cry 0ut l0ud and cry all my heart 0ut . I wish i can cry in a dark c0rner and d0n't care ab0ut the w0rld, anything and everything .
I seri0usly need help in expanding my s0cial netw0rking . I can't seem t0 mix well with pe0ple and i am scare t0 start talking . Afraid 0f saying wr0ng things . And i feel like i can't trust any0ne . Can i ever gain my c0nfident t0 trust any0ne again ? I d0n't seem t0 understand myself . What am i actually d0ing and what am i thinking ab0ut ?
SIGHS ):
Thinking wayyyyyy t00 much . The time n0w is 2.34 AM and i am right here updating my bl0g . And i am w0rking later . I can't sleep anyway . Thinking ab0ut things i sh0uldn't have think .
Well, st0p everything and 0ff t0 bed ! (=
Nights, my dear every0ne . H0pe i will have a peaceful day . Cheers ! =D
Dummy girl was here .
END .
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