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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

The diary0h s0 rand0m

Tuesday, June 2, 2009 ( 6/02/2009 12:11:00 AM )

0kays sales is sucks t0day . 0nly 55 bucks . Sunday w0rst, 0nly 30 bucks . I remember Saturday sales is the best i've ever d0ne, and i freaking happy that day till i knew s0me really heart breaking news . Shall n0t menti0n anym0re, fr0m n0w 0n i want a new life ! F0rget the sadness . Back t0 t0pic, Saturday sales is 926.6o bucks . (:
I'm m00dy . SIGHS ):

I finally manage t0 finish my l0llip0p i kept f0r m0nths 0r years ? 0h did i menti0n that its inside my fridge f0r very l0ng ? L0ls . My t0ngue bleeds and hurts after i finish that l0llip0p .

Final w0rds . Last w0rds .
I d0ubt i will fall in l0ve with any0ne again .
I gave him my heart but he destr0yed everything in just 0ne day .
He sh0uldn't have d0ne it in the first place if y0u l0ve me .

Once your heart is broken the pain will remain forever, it might not to all people but usually before the pain it's gone you already suffered the worst possible feelings.
But your heart will turn apart and rip your soul once someone poke a needle on it by cheating, or just simply falling out of love or you lost your loved one or family members who died in the war or other natural disaster that caused you pain. So how will you handle the situation and then fix your broken heart then? Of course, you cannot saw your heart in order to feel better again and you cannot drag someone either to help you out if you yourself is not willing to accept the truth. Relationship has deeper pain compared to your broken arms so knowing how to fix your broken heart is really important in your daily life activities. When someone just broke up on you, your job is nothing and seems everything is nonsense to you but if you know how to fix that situation then you will feel better in any bad situation in your relationship or in life.
There is no quick fix or magic pills that can heal a broken heart. However time can help heal your heart if that time is spent in a positive way. Days, weeks, and years can go by but if you are submerged in the past or living in denial, your heart will never heal.

Actually i didn't want t0 0nline t0day, but i just have a l0t 0f things inside my mind, i just need t0 vent it 0ut here . H0w i wish i am n0t 0nline t0day . I sh0uldn't have . His w0rds hurts, like a milli0n, zilli0n needles pierce thru my heart . Y0ur wish is granted . (: G00DBYE F0REVER !

Ins0mnia again . Chui . Whenever i listen t0 sad s0ngs, my tears will start t0 r0ll d0wn my cheeks, i am str0ng, i am n0t g0nna shed a tear anym0re !

PS . I HATE GREEN & GUYS WH0 PLAY BASKETBALL ~ !

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