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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

The diary0H S0 RAND0M .

Monday, June 15, 2009 ( 6/15/2009 01:54:00 AM )

Feeling extremely m00dy, lifeless and bl0ated . All thanks t0 the PMS .
I feel very sleepy but i just can't sleep at all .
My medicine is n0t dr0wny en0ugh . I am feeling slightly better n0w . F0r pe0ple wh0 care, thanks f0r y0ur c0ncerns . (; Y0u are l0ved ! =x
I am watching cart00n n0w ! (: The Incredibles .
Watching m0nster inc next . (:
I want my future s0n l00k like Jack Jack fr0m "The Incredibles" . :) He's s0 freaking cute, cans ?

I've s0 much t0 say, but s0 little time . N0 time f0r bl0gging n0w, s0rry t0 have aband0n y0u, dear bl0g . (: Y0u kn0w h0w much i need y0u .

I wanna watch m0vie . Any0ne free ? L0ls .
Meet up s00n my dear c0llege friends ! F0r a drink, sing-ing, heart t0 heart talk and laughing ! (:

J0b hunting in pr0cessing ...
Pls wait ...
Upl0ading ...
1oo % .
Y0u can start w0rking n0w . =D
L0LS .
Acting a retard here !

Where are y0u when i needed y0u m0st ? Where are y0ur c0ncerns ? Y0u might be enj0ying y0urself with 0thers and here i am suffering 0n my 0wn . It hurts s0 much t0 see h0w much y0u d0n't care . Fr0m the day y0u decided t0 leave, i've already numb everything .
J, if y0u are here y0u definite will send me h0me . I feel very sick and sleepy at w0rk these days at w0rk, feel like i am dying . Sh0uldn't have w0rk as i have MC . I h0pe y0u d0n't MIA again . I miss th0se days when y0u send me 0n and 0ff t0 w0rk and even send me h0me and s0metime we will even have supper and etc . Y0u're the best damn thing ever ! (: Thanks a l0t f0r being there always and always ! 0ur "friendship" is the best gift g0d gave me ! =)
I h0pe i can get a resp0nse fr0m y0u s00n, J . I miss y0u s0 damn much ! And i am very w0rry ab0ut y0u . Are y0u 0kays ? Y0u kn0w i l0ve and care and miss y0u ! (: Y0u kn0w that ! L0ve l0ve y0u ! Missing y0u everyday !

I find faceb00k very b0ring n0w . I wanna cl0se d0wn that acc0unt .

I think i will give myself 6 m0nths t0 2 years n0t talking and thinking ab0ut relati0nships, very sick and tired 0f it .
Used t0 being single, anyway .
It d0esn't makes any differences even if i am attached .

0h, that is s0mething i wanna vent it 0ut ...
My w0rk place there was this girl she w0rk in C0llage, keep staring at me everytime i walk pass her sh0p, cause her sh0p is quite near t0 the t0ilet, s0 0f c0urse i will walk there lahs !
She c0mplainted t0 my ex c0lleague saying that i keep 0n dia0 her everytime i walk pass her sh0p, hell0, excuse me, she is the 0ne keep l00king at meand the way she stares at pe0ple is like th0se why-y0u-dress-until-like-that and l00king-d0wn 0n pe0ple type s0 i d0n't like it at all . I mean wh0 likes it anyway ? And 0h pls, f0r g0dness sake, she's n0t even pretty AT ALL, why w0uld i b0ther t0 l00k at her ?
She even tell the aunty w0rking 0pp0site her sh0p, and whenever i walk pass their sh0p and happen t0 stand 0utside f0r chit-chatting, they will l00k at me and g0ssip ab0ut me . But i keep quiet and l00k at them .
Whatever ! Anway, i'm leaving the place s00n . I'm n0t g0nna see them again ! (:

C

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