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Thursday, June 18, 2009 ( 6/18/2009 12:24:00 AM )

Well t0day is Thursday and guess what ? Yesterday which is a Wednesday, is my last day at w0rk, i supp0se t0 w0rk till t0day but b0ss called and ask f0r sales then he ask me t0 hand 0ver the keys t0 the Aunty d0wnstairs, then i ask him, "s0 t0day is my last day ?" He replied "ya" . Sighs . I sh0uld be happy, but i'm n0t . T0tally speechless, will miss the f00d and pe0ple there, that s0 sure ! (:
Its hard t0 get a j0b n0wadays, i 'm stress ab0ut this .
Must start hunting f0r j0b n0w .
I actually predicted that s0mething bad will happen, cause my left eye lid keep jumping, but i didn't expect is this . ): Sighs, what am i g0nna d0 next ?
I'll be very free fr0m t0day 0nwards till i find a j0b and started w0rking . Y0u're free t0 date me 0ut ! =)

The guys you tend to like are your close guy friends and sometimes are already in relationships. You want the best for people. Even if you don't get what you think is right, you're always accepting and happy for whatever other people get. You're the kind of person who sees the best in people. A test i d0 in FACEB00K, quite true, but i always met bad guys . I always ended up with a jerk and a br0ken heart .

I've l0st everything . I have g0t n0thing n0w .
Feel like singing n0w . Singing K .
I've send a numer0us 0f resume but i g0t n0 resp0nse .

I miss H0ng K0ng Cafe . (:
I miss late night m0vies .
I miss having supper !
I miss party-ing till high ~ !
I did a lil' small sh0pping when i was w0rking, was hunting f0r eye lash glue, in fact i br0ught three ! I'm s0 crazy ab0ut them .

By the way yesterday when i was 0n my way h0me, this cute ang m0 c0me and appr0ach me, i already n0tice him when i was inside the bus, in fact he even smile t0 me . He is really h0t l00king sia, sh0uld have g0tten his number instead, he even says if we g0t time we can have a drink, but we never exchange c0ntacts lehs . Cute ang m0 ! =) The 0ne typically every0ne l0ved .
J will be s0 jeal0us, i can sense y0ur jeal0usly n0w . (: L0ls . (L)
J is my "s0ul mate" . G00d friend always . Indeed .

I keep thinking ab0ut this pers0n everyday, missing him like nuts . D0es he kn0w ? N0, n0t y0u, J . :( D0n't be sad, cause i will always "l0ve" y0u . But he is always the 0ne wh0 d0n't care .

N0 matter what i d0 and say, n0thing will change the fact . In fact i've already given up 0n this pers0n . Just think ab0ut that pers0n . I w0n't say 0r d0 anything, neither d0 i will tell y0u my feelings and h0w i feel . Y0ur heart bel0ngs t0 s0me0ne else n0w . Y0ur msn nick really make me feel sad . H0w i wish that pers0n is me . ):

I must st0p thinking ab0ut y0u, w0rry ab0ut y0u sickly .

Truely deeply madly . =)

The 0ne wh0m y0u l0ve m0st will always be the 0ne wh0 hurts y0u m0st .

I h0pe y0u find y0ur happiness s00n ! And be happy always like y0u always did .

Happiness is when the pers0n y0u l0ve f0und happiness .

D0esn't mean if y0u're in a relati0nship with that pers0n y0u're happy .

I 0nly pretended n0t t0 kn0w . I d0n't wish t0 be in the st0ry .

And i'm pretending t0 be happy, i'm n0t feeling happy at all ...

L0ve is g0ne ...

G0d created man t0 have sex and he created w0men t0 l0ve .

That why the needs is t0tally different in a R/S .

That why man always think ab0ut sex when in a R/S .

That why man l00ks at pretty girl .

They g0t the fantasize alm0st every minute .

That why w0men needs t0 take care 0f the family at h0me .

That why w0men have t0 give birth .

That why w0men are scare 0f l0sing her l0ved 0ne .

Get the p0int ?

Its scientific .

I really hate guys wh0 cheated 0n their partners .

I really hate l0ve cheaters !

Can't they just be faithful t0 just 0ne girl ?If 0nly i f0und s0me0ne like this, i d0n't mind giving up living my life a few years sh0rter .

Faithful guys are hard t0 find, i think they 0nly exists in the 0ther planet .

PS. Missing y0u m0re and m0re everyday . The feeling grew str0nger .

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