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<3 CHARLEEN.L
The Lady: Charleen
Big day: 20 May
My way of living: . Live . Laugh . Love .
Trademark: Being myself, don't care about how people look at you .
Loves being: Herself, unique, extraordinary
Living in peace lala land
CIGARETTE & MUSIC is my life .
Addicted to: Day dreaming, vain-ing, cam-whoring, shopping and movies .
My world: Family, nicotine, party, cute boys, F1, ink, studs, soccer, music, fashion, make up & sweet stuffs .
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<3 CHARLEEN.L
The Lady: Charleen
Big day: 20 May
My way of living: . Live . Laugh . Love .
Trademark: Being myself, don't care about how people look at you .
Loves being: Herself, unique, extraordinary
Living in peace lala land
CIGARETTE & MUSIC is my life .
Addicted to: Day dreaming, vain-ing, cam-whoring, shopping and movies .
My world: Family, nicotine, party, cute boys, F1, ink, studs, soccer, music, fashion, make up & sweet stuffs .
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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
Its o9.o9.o9 .
But I'm n0t happy .
Remind 0f s0me0ne, makes me think I've g0t n0thing left .
Pe0ple ch00se this day t0 get marry while I was being left al0ne yesterday fr0m n0w 0nwards .
Bl0g h0pping ar0und .
Back t0 bl0gging .
Sh0uld I use bl0gger 0r LiveJ0urnal ?
Th0ught 0f finding new j0b .
C0nfused . Sh0uld I ? Can't make up my mind .
0ff day . (:
Sister treated me and Mummie t0 Swensen .
She even say this last night . I'm s0 g0ing t0 Swensen . =)
L0ls .
Nice f00d . Even t00k ph0t0 0f the f00d . Shall p0st it 0ne day . Sister t00k my camera with her .
Deleted repeated messages . Pls p0st just 0nce . Click g0 f0r 0nce, cause its lag . (=
I f0und all the sad and meaningful lyrics t0 p0st here .
Find it interesting . Kinda 0f feelings I'm feeling right n0w . The em0ti0ns I been thru .
When I'm With Y0u .
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you
Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Wishin I was by your side
Cuz when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life
When I'm with you I'll make every second count
Cuz I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you
Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
L0ve F00l .
Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
You love me no longer, I know
And maybe there is nothing
That I can do to make you do
So I cry, I pray, and I beg
Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Leave me, leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you
Lately I have desperately pondered
Spent my nights awake an I wonder
What I could have done in another way
To make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
As long as you don't go
Love me, love me
Fool, fool me
Love me, love me I can't care about anything but you
Take A Bow .
Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
And the award for the best liar goes to you
For makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out
How about a round of applause
A standin' ovation
Tongue Tied .
Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again
Hate That I Love You .
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so..
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that
I Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you so--
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
L00k What Y0u've D0ne .
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Big Girls Don't Cry .
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you
like a child misses their blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, Dont cry, Dont cry
The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps til I'm full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they
And I forseek the dark ahead if I stay
I'll be your best friend
And you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cuz I wanna hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers
and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center,clarity, peace, serenity
I Will Be .
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, coz you're here with me
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Coz without you I can sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah...And without you I don't know what I'll do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, did you see?
You're all I need
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
G00dbye .
Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted,
In a corner crying, pardon me if I don't show it
I don't care if I never see you again I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone
Cut my hair 'cuz it reminded me of you
I know you like the long 'do,
Had to switch my attitude up
Thinkin' of changing up how I ride, No more
On the passenger side too bad
You miss out on the way that I drive it
I don't care if I never see you again I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone
Baby Don't Go .
Meanwhile I'm sittin at home, all alone
Tryin to keep myself from goin crazy
When I'm in the house, when I think about
When I see you out, when I hear about {T-Pain}
I want my baby back! {'Lo-so}
And I thought it would be easybut it's hard for me to let you GO~!
(Baby don't) GO! (Baby don't) go!(Baby don't) go (baby don't) {y'all know what this is}
Now I'm better than your ex, gon' be better than your next
Baby Screwed Up so you better be from Tex-as
It's okay to lose your pride over someone you love
Don't lose someone you love though over your pride
Stick wit'cha entree and get over your side
We break up to make up at Jacob's baby
Her parents fought too, I'm the makeup baby
Wake up baby, love'll have you open though
A Little T00 N0t 0ver Y0u .
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it isBut I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with HER nowI just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong,
moving on
But I see you sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with HER now
I just can't figure it out
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
G00d Girls G0ne Bad .
Easy for a good girl to go bad
And once we gone
Best believe we gone forever
Don’t be the reason
Don’t be the reason
You better learn how to treat us right
Cuz once a good girl goes bad
We die forever
It’s getting out of control
Finally I can’t take no more
He finds a letter on the stairs
Saying this is the end
I packed my bag and left with your best friend
Cry .
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
Battlefield .
Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field
One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
Why does love always feel like..
Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag,
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..
Why does love always feel like...
Why does love always feel like...
A battlefield, a battlefield..
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for
When You're Gone .
I always needed time on my own
I never thoughtI'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like yearswhen I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to knowis missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to says get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were meant for each other
I keep foreverI know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
Yesterday .
I just cant believe your gone
still waitin for mornin to come
when i see if the sun will rise,
in the way that your by my side
well we got so much in store
tell me what is it im reaching for
when were through building memories
i'll hold yesterday in my heartin my heart
they can take tomorrow
and the plans we made
they can take the music
that we never play
all the broken dreams
take everything
just take it away, but they can
never have yesterday
they can take the future
that we'll never know
they can take the places
that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,but they can never have yesterday
you always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
heaven knows what the future holds,
or least where the story goes
I never believed untill now
I know i'll see you again im sure
no its not selfish to ask for more
one more night one more day
one more smile on your face
but they cant take yesterday
they can take tomorrow
and the plans we made
they can take the music
that we never playall the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future
that we'll never know
they can take the places
that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,but they can never have yesterday
I thought our days would last forever
but it wasnt our destiny
cause in my mind we had so much time,but i was so wrong
no i can believe that
I can still find the strenghin the moments we made
I'm lookin back on yesterday
Always Be My Baby
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly
'Cause I known in my heart
Our love will never die, no
You'll always be a part of me
I'am part of you indefinitely
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
I ain't gonna cry, no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
Unfaithful .
Story of my life
Searching for da right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
I'm Y0urs .
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
Thinking 0f Y0u .
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on where do I go
I guess second best is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
I was disgusted with myself
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
Never Say Never .
Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without and just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of, together all the while
You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go
We're pulling apart
And coming together again and again
We're pulling apart
But we pull it together
Pull it together again
S0ber .
When it's good, then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, never again
Broken down in agony just tryna find a fit
What Hurts The M0st .
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain
of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words
that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
C0mplicated .
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And you turning into
Honestly, you promised me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
Y0u F0und Me .
And all I needed was a call
It never came
To the corner of Firs tand Amistad
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.
But in the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing hope
The only one who's ever known
Who I am, Who I'm not, Who I want to be
No way to know
Never Let Y0u G0 .
The rain, just never seems to bring the joy,
I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part the hold you left the mark all that
I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breatha part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,I'd never let you go
Ap0l0gize .
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah yeah
I loved you with the fire red
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa
Please D0n't Leave Me .
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is....broken
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean itI mean it, I promise
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.
L0ve Hurts .
Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt and it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'Cause without love I won't survive
Love hurts, love hurts
Without love I won't survive
0ver Y0u .
Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I felt as if I was in way to deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
We Bel0ng T0gether .
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I did nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
I didn't know you
I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody else
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
If you think you're lonely now
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell
I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
We belong together
Because 0f Y0u .
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that s weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it s empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Always Getting 0ver Y0u .
You could never see it through my eyes
And I'm too tired to try
So don't call and say your coming back for me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
And don't lie and say your over me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
L0ve St0ry .
And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princessIt's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said,"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head?
I don't know what to think-"He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,"Marry me, Juliet.
You'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
N0 B0undaries .
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever when you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on!
Bleeding L0ve .
Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
P.S . I'm Still N0t 0ver Y0u .
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
So many things
I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
Bye Bye .
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
I Stay In L0ve .
Baby, I stay in love with you
Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby I
Try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well'
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all
What I wanna do is
Ride shot-gun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
N0b0dy .
You Know I still Love You Baby
And it will never change
I want nobody nobody But You
I want nobody nobody But You
Y0u're N0t S0rry .
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
Looking so innocent,I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you babyLike I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh
You're not sorry no no ohhh
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
RAND0M
Yesterday was the ending and t0day is the beginning I start 0ver again . Y0u kn0w I can't . I'm n0t satisfy with the ending . I was expecting a happy ending between y0u and me . But whatever l0st is l0st, the feeling cann0t bring back anym0re . St0p acting like y0u care, st0p acting like y0u still l0ve me, st0p all this . Cause I kn0w this is ending y0u expected . I grant y0ur wish . The real reas0n y0u d0n't wanna see me is because y0u've been meeting her and decided t0 be with her when I act like a stupid idi0t f00l keep l0nging f0r y0u back . All that acting . Say y0u n0t free, Daddie ask y0u g0 h0me, Mummie call y0u, every Sat and Sun n0t free anym0re als0 all are just lies . I was very right fr0m the beginning . My sixth sense is very accurate and I believe in it a l0t, a l0t . I t00k nearly tw0 and a half years t0 get 0ver 0ld w0unds and the hurt my ex d0ne t0 me, and y0u t00k just weeks and even days t0 bl0wn me d0wn again . L0st the match . It's really hard f0r me t0 stand up and be str0ng again .
I'm s0 used t0 be having y0u by my side . Andn0w everything was cleared . There are certain Saturday (th0se when y0u didn't meet and c0ntact me) I th0ught we are still t0gether . And I will started t0 wait f0r y0ur message and even ph0ne calls ab0ut the meet up at night, and later after that I realize its just my illusi0n . The 0nly time y0u pick me up after w0rk is when I'm still w0rking in Ngee Ann City . 0nly that 0ne time y0u waited f0r me 0utside my sh0p . I was really surprise t0 see y0u 0utside my sh0p waiting f0r me . And after that I meet y0u at Cineleisure Cheers after w0rk with0ut fail . Everything changed after y0u went 0ut field, and I'm being transfer t0 0ther 0utlet, y0u kn0w I really h0pe I can see y0u 0utside my sh0p waiting f0r me instead 0f meeting y0u at t0wn .
If y0u really l0ve me, and is faithful, y0u w0n't be able t0 resist 0ther girls . But y0u did . Disapp0inting fact . I can take it when I get diapp0inted by y0u but I cann0t accept the fact that y0u're leaving, f0r g00d . Y0u destr0y the g00d imgine 0f y0u in my heart . When I realize I l0ve y0u deeply that is when y0u ch00se t0 let g0 . Am0ng all my ex, y0u're the 0nly 0ne I l0ve and care m0st and which hurt me the m0st .
When l0ve c0mes, grab it and let it g0 . I saw y0u, I th0ught I saw h0pe but then it was just a dream .
I h0pe I w0n't turn back n0 m0re . It's nice having y0u 0nce .
N0 message received, n0 call received .
H0ping f0r a miracle, but it seems that in my w0rld that is n0 miracle . Waiting f0r y0ur call . I never g0t the chance again .
Cause th0se em0ti0ns is t00 deep f0r me t0 hang 0n t0 .
Letting it 0ut w0uld be better . All th0se mem0ries is t00 deep f0r me t0 h0ld 0n .
I'm fighting hard f0r my happiness . All I can d0, I've already d0ne and tried . Instead I'm paying a price f0r it, a big price . Pride is g0ne . I was struggling . I've l0st this war . This is the biggest w0und I've received . And rejecti0n . But I still face it . At least I did . Unlike y0u, despite me being a girl fear rejecti0n still face it and what d0 y0u d0 ? Y0u hide and c0ward ar0und . This is my final time and chance t0 say all this . When I d0n't l0ve y0u s0 deeply, y0u say that I'm n0t l0ving . When I l0ve y0u wh0leheartly y0ur way 0f returning it is hurt me and I'm left with N0THING .
L0ve y0u deep deep, miss y0u big big, miss saying that t0 y0u .
Y0u make me wanna l0ve again after s0 many years . Y0u bring my laughter back which I l0st ar0und tw0 years ag0 . Y0u f0und my laughter again after s0 l0ng . Y0u're the 0nly pers0n that make me wanna l0ve and trust again . But yet, y0u're being cruel t0 take everything fr0m me . Y0u destr0yed everything . D0 y0u fcuking care ?
Maybe what y0u want in a R/S is sex 0r 0ther things, n0t l0ve, I just want l0ve . We t0tally d0 nt0 have that in this R/S .
Trust and lack 0f sense 0f security is an0ther weakness in 0ur R/S t00 .
I was very calm when I text and call y0u . H0ping t0 hear s0mething different . H0w I wish I g0t en0ugh c0urage t0 tell y0u h0w I feel 0ver the ph0ne . My heart still haven changed a bit, still beats very fast
Until I replied y0u s0mething if y0u l0ve me why w0uld y0u n0t wanting t0 meet me and c0ntact me ? And I d0n't wanna drag this 0n, I just want it t0 end peacefully .
I was very calm when y0u say y0u currently g0t s0me0ne already .
After hearing it, my heart pass me the message saying that I still l0ve y0u . But was breaking d0wn deep inside .
But I guess its n0t w0rth it anym0re, despite I'm trying t0 salvage this R/S . At least I kn0w I've tried and I've t0 let g0 n0w .
And like what I say, I w0n't disturb y0u anym0re . Means I w0n't, ever again .
After y0u left me, I didn't watch m0vie and g0 t0wn f0r nearly 0ne m0nth ?
N0w I finally kn0w s0mething . In a R/S, it d0es n0t mean y0u l0ve and trust that pers0n wh0leheartly, y0u will get the same thing in return . I w0n't be s0 SERI0US and w0n't be seri0us in R/S and trusting pe0ple again . The trust is l0st, f0r g00d . The fact is it is n0t trust we are lack 0f, we lack 0f misc0mmunicati0n . We always kept quiet whenever we g0t s0mething in mind but d0es n0t tell each 0ther . If 0nly we c0mmunicate en0ugh, we w0n't be in this state n0w, PERHAPS ?
Perhaps I will even stay single f0r a very l0ng time 0r even the rest
Guess this time I'll leave quietly . Disappear f0r g00d .
Treasure th0se mem0ries . Y0're always 0n my mind . I hate myself f0r being s0ft hearted . I hate myself f0r l0ving y0u . I hate myself f0r n0t d0ing anything fr0m st0pping y0u t0 leave . I hate myself f0r being like this . I hate myself f0r being s0 timid and weak here . I hate myself f0r being adamant . I hate myself . I hate myself t0 the c0re .
I need t0 pick up my em0ti0ns and stay str0ng again .
Life still g0es 0n . It's n0t the end 0f the day f0r me .
Even y0u have decided t0 left me, I'll give y0u my blessings f0r y0u and her .
I d0n't want t0 t0wn, I d0n't want t0 g0 h0me late, I d0n't want t0 watch m0vies, everything 0f this makes me thinks 0f y0u . Till n0w, y0u're the 0nly pers0n I l0ve the m0st am0ng all my ex bf and hurt me m0re than what my ex d0ne t0 me . And willing t0 f0rgive and f0rget and think a l0t and be brave 0f .
Perhaps I'll f0rget y0u sl0wly .
Perhaps she is a l0t better than me, a l0t l0ving than me, a l0t prettier than me, a l0t perfect than me and everything y0u ever wanted in a girl and relati0nship . I g0t n0thing m0re t0 say . Y0u g0t y0ur new life, I 0nly c0uld give y0u my blessing . As l0ng as y0u're happy, I'll be happy f0r y0u t00 . Cause I l0ve y0u, and I want y0u t0 be REALLY HAPPY . And n0t pretending t0 be happy . Since y0u can d0 a l0t f0r her and she c0uld d0 s0 much f0r y0u and I can't d0ne anything f0r y0u . T0 y0u, I'm such a useless pers0n, such a failure . I always try my best t0 ... But I'm never g00d en0ugh ...
All I was h0ping f0r was a miracle that never exist .
Even y0u say this y0urself, the l0ve between me and y0u, y0u and her is different . All this while, I l0ve y0u f0r wh0 y0u are, I did n0t expect y0u t0 change .
But s0meh0w, I still expect f0r s0mething that w0n't happen 0r exist anym0re . But I kn0w we just can't be t0gether anym0re . We can't be what each 0ther wanted t0 be . 0ur expecti0ns in this R/S is t0tally different . When y0u're lying, what are y0u thinking inside y0ur heart ?
D0 y0u kn0w that the truth will be 0ut 0ne day eventually ? When y0u're telling 0ne lie, y0u're using 10 lies t0 c0ver it up . W0rth it ?
Y0u lack 0f sense 0f security and faithfulness . Y0u're just a player in R/S . Finally after d0ing s0 much, I g0t n0ne 0f y0ur l0ve . I either g0t all 0f y0ur l0ve 0r n0ne 0f y0ur l0ve . In the end, I g0t n0ne .
I guess this time it really is g00dbye .
You made it clear when y0u said that . >>>> I just d0n’t l0ve y0u n0 m0re .
N0w I kn0w l0ve is n0t imp0rtant, t0 me n0w 0nly m0ney is imp0rtant .
It is n0t meant t0 be . Numb the pain . Numb my heart . Numb me . I want t0 party till I f0rget . I wanna get drunk till I f0rget . Best is can l0st my mem0ry .
And I w0n't l00k f0rward anything fr0m y0u ANYM0RE . HAVE A G00D AND HAPPY LIFE .
I n0 l0nger interested in CUTE guys with g00d l00ks and b0ds and I h0pe I can like girls ... I wish I can be a les, instead .
L0ngest p0st ever . I swear . Last p0st ab0ut y0u .
It been a l0ng time since I went t0 watch m0vie and g0 t0wn after this messy breakup .
Maybe I did n0t d0 a l0t 0f great things f0r y0u, d0 n0t l0ve y0u a l0t like s0meb0dy did, but I still decide t0 give this R/S and y0u chances again and again .
What y0u say really still haunts me, I think ab0ut that alm0st everyday and tears will r0ll d0wn my cheeks .
I c0uld 0nly say I hate myself f0r l0ving y0u . Aishiteru, sarang haey0, i l0ve y0u, aku cinta padamu, & w0 ai ni . N0 l0nger f0und in my dicti0nary .
I'll pretend we never kn0wn each 0ther . :) Best ending f0r y0u and f0r me .
Girls 0ften d0n't mean what they say when they're angry . I'm glad and pr0ud 0f myself f0r being s0 brave t0 find the c0urage t0 tell y0u h0w I feel alth0ugh I was t0 expecting t0 tell y0u face t0 face, at least y0u w0n't see me crying in fr0nt 0f y0u . Last respect . L0ve is n0t a gift which y0u can give t0 any0ne y0u like .
EVERYTHING CAN C0ME T0 AN END . =D
G00DBYE L0VE .
G00DBYE MR N .
G00DBYE MR HAPPY .
G00DBYE BF(EX) .
G00DBYE BABY .
G00DBYE . =)
X0X0 . =)
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
The diaryL0ngest p0st ever .
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 ( 9/09/2009 02:59:00 PM )
Its o9.o9.o9 .
But I'm n0t happy .
Remind 0f s0me0ne, makes me think I've g0t n0thing left .
Pe0ple ch00se this day t0 get marry while I was being left al0ne yesterday fr0m n0w 0nwards .
Bl0g h0pping ar0und .
Back t0 bl0gging .
Sh0uld I use bl0gger 0r LiveJ0urnal ?
Th0ught 0f finding new j0b .
C0nfused . Sh0uld I ? Can't make up my mind .
0ff day . (:
Sister treated me and Mummie t0 Swensen .
She even say this last night . I'm s0 g0ing t0 Swensen . =)
L0ls .
Nice f00d . Even t00k ph0t0 0f the f00d . Shall p0st it 0ne day . Sister t00k my camera with her .
Deleted repeated messages . Pls p0st just 0nce . Click g0 f0r 0nce, cause its lag . (=
I f0und all the sad and meaningful lyrics t0 p0st here .
Find it interesting . Kinda 0f feelings I'm feeling right n0w . The em0ti0ns I been thru .
When I'm With Y0u .
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you
Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Wishin I was by your side
Cuz when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life
When I'm with you I'll make every second count
Cuz I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you
Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
L0ve F00l .
Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
You love me no longer, I know
And maybe there is nothing
That I can do to make you do
So I cry, I pray, and I beg
Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Leave me, leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you
Lately I have desperately pondered
Spent my nights awake an I wonder
What I could have done in another way
To make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
As long as you don't go
Love me, love me
Fool, fool me
Love me, love me I can't care about anything but you
Take A Bow .
Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
And the award for the best liar goes to you
For makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out
How about a round of applause
A standin' ovation
Tongue Tied .
Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again
Hate That I Love You .
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so..
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that
I Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you so--
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
L00k What Y0u've D0ne .
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Big Girls Don't Cry .
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you
like a child misses their blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, Dont cry, Dont cry
The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps til I'm full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they
And I forseek the dark ahead if I stay
I'll be your best friend
And you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cuz I wanna hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers
and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center,clarity, peace, serenity
I Will Be .
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, coz you're here with me
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Coz without you I can sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah...And without you I don't know what I'll do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, did you see?
You're all I need
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Coz you keep me from falling apart
G00dbye .
Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted,
In a corner crying, pardon me if I don't show it
I don't care if I never see you again I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone
Cut my hair 'cuz it reminded me of you
I know you like the long 'do,
Had to switch my attitude up
Thinkin' of changing up how I ride, No more
On the passenger side too bad
You miss out on the way that I drive it
I don't care if I never see you again I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone
Baby Don't Go .
Meanwhile I'm sittin at home, all alone
Tryin to keep myself from goin crazy
When I'm in the house, when I think about
When I see you out, when I hear about {T-Pain}
I want my baby back! {'Lo-so}
And I thought it would be easybut it's hard for me to let you GO~!
(Baby don't) GO! (Baby don't) go!(Baby don't) go (baby don't) {y'all know what this is}
Now I'm better than your ex, gon' be better than your next
Baby Screwed Up so you better be from Tex-as
It's okay to lose your pride over someone you love
Don't lose someone you love though over your pride
Stick wit'cha entree and get over your side
We break up to make up at Jacob's baby
Her parents fought too, I'm the makeup baby
Wake up baby, love'll have you open though
A Little T00 N0t 0ver Y0u .
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it isBut I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with HER nowI just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong,
moving on
But I see you sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with HER now
I just can't figure it out
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
G00d Girls G0ne Bad .
Easy for a good girl to go bad
And once we gone
Best believe we gone forever
Don’t be the reason
Don’t be the reason
You better learn how to treat us right
Cuz once a good girl goes bad
We die forever
It’s getting out of control
Finally I can’t take no more
He finds a letter on the stairs
Saying this is the end
I packed my bag and left with your best friend
Cry .
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
Battlefield .
Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field
One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
Why does love always feel like..
Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag,
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..
Why does love always feel like...
Why does love always feel like...
A battlefield, a battlefield..
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for
When You're Gone .
I always needed time on my own
I never thoughtI'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like yearswhen I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to knowis missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to says get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were meant for each other
I keep foreverI know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
Yesterday .
I just cant believe your gone
still waitin for mornin to come
when i see if the sun will rise,
in the way that your by my side
well we got so much in store
tell me what is it im reaching for
when were through building memories
i'll hold yesterday in my heartin my heart
they can take tomorrow
and the plans we made
they can take the music
that we never play
all the broken dreams
take everything
just take it away, but they can
never have yesterday
they can take the future
that we'll never know
they can take the places
that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,but they can never have yesterday
you always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
heaven knows what the future holds,
or least where the story goes
I never believed untill now
I know i'll see you again im sure
no its not selfish to ask for more
one more night one more day
one more smile on your face
but they cant take yesterday
they can take tomorrow
and the plans we made
they can take the music
that we never playall the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future
that we'll never know
they can take the places
that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,but they can never have yesterday
I thought our days would last forever
but it wasnt our destiny
cause in my mind we had so much time,but i was so wrong
no i can believe that
I can still find the strenghin the moments we made
I'm lookin back on yesterday
Always Be My Baby
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly
'Cause I known in my heart
Our love will never die, no
You'll always be a part of me
I'am part of you indefinitely
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
I ain't gonna cry, no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
Unfaithful .
Story of my life
Searching for da right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
I'm Y0urs .
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
Thinking 0f Y0u .
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on where do I go
I guess second best is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
I was disgusted with myself
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
Never Say Never .
Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without and just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of, together all the while
You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go
We're pulling apart
And coming together again and again
We're pulling apart
But we pull it together
Pull it together again
S0ber .
When it's good, then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, never again
Broken down in agony just tryna find a fit
What Hurts The M0st .
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain
of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words
that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
C0mplicated .
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And you turning into
Honestly, you promised me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
Y0u F0und Me .
And all I needed was a call
It never came
To the corner of Firs tand Amistad
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.
But in the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing hope
The only one who's ever known
Who I am, Who I'm not, Who I want to be
No way to know
Never Let Y0u G0 .
The rain, just never seems to bring the joy,
I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part the hold you left the mark all that
I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breatha part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,I'd never let you go
Ap0l0gize .
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah yeah
I loved you with the fire red
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa
Please D0n't Leave Me .
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is....broken
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean itI mean it, I promise
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.
L0ve Hurts .
Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt and it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'Cause without love I won't survive
Love hurts, love hurts
Without love I won't survive
0ver Y0u .
Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I felt as if I was in way to deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
We Bel0ng T0gether .
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I did nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
I didn't know you
I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody else
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
If you think you're lonely now
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell
I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
We belong together
Because 0f Y0u .
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that s weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it s empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Always Getting 0ver Y0u .
You could never see it through my eyes
And I'm too tired to try
So don't call and say your coming back for me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
And don't lie and say your over me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
L0ve St0ry .
And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princessIt's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said,"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head?
I don't know what to think-"He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,"Marry me, Juliet.
You'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
N0 B0undaries .
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever when you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on!
Bleeding L0ve .
Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
P.S . I'm Still N0t 0ver Y0u .
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
So many things
I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
Bye Bye .
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
I Stay In L0ve .
Baby, I stay in love with you
Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby I
Try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well'
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all
What I wanna do is
Ride shot-gun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
N0b0dy .
You Know I still Love You Baby
And it will never change
I want nobody nobody But You
I want nobody nobody But You
Y0u're N0t S0rry .
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
Looking so innocent,I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you babyLike I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh
You're not sorry no no ohhh
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
RAND0M
Yesterday was the ending and t0day is the beginning I start 0ver again . Y0u kn0w I can't . I'm n0t satisfy with the ending . I was expecting a happy ending between y0u and me . But whatever l0st is l0st, the feeling cann0t bring back anym0re . St0p acting like y0u care, st0p acting like y0u still l0ve me, st0p all this . Cause I kn0w this is ending y0u expected . I grant y0ur wish . The real reas0n y0u d0n't wanna see me is because y0u've been meeting her and decided t0 be with her when I act like a stupid idi0t f00l keep l0nging f0r y0u back . All that acting . Say y0u n0t free, Daddie ask y0u g0 h0me, Mummie call y0u, every Sat and Sun n0t free anym0re als0 all are just lies . I was very right fr0m the beginning . My sixth sense is very accurate and I believe in it a l0t, a l0t . I t00k nearly tw0 and a half years t0 get 0ver 0ld w0unds and the hurt my ex d0ne t0 me, and y0u t00k just weeks and even days t0 bl0wn me d0wn again . L0st the match . It's really hard f0r me t0 stand up and be str0ng again .
I'm s0 used t0 be having y0u by my side . Andn0w everything was cleared . There are certain Saturday (th0se when y0u didn't meet and c0ntact me) I th0ught we are still t0gether . And I will started t0 wait f0r y0ur message and even ph0ne calls ab0ut the meet up at night, and later after that I realize its just my illusi0n . The 0nly time y0u pick me up after w0rk is when I'm still w0rking in Ngee Ann City . 0nly that 0ne time y0u waited f0r me 0utside my sh0p . I was really surprise t0 see y0u 0utside my sh0p waiting f0r me . And after that I meet y0u at Cineleisure Cheers after w0rk with0ut fail . Everything changed after y0u went 0ut field, and I'm being transfer t0 0ther 0utlet, y0u kn0w I really h0pe I can see y0u 0utside my sh0p waiting f0r me instead 0f meeting y0u at t0wn .
If y0u really l0ve me, and is faithful, y0u w0n't be able t0 resist 0ther girls . But y0u did . Disapp0inting fact . I can take it when I get diapp0inted by y0u but I cann0t accept the fact that y0u're leaving, f0r g00d . Y0u destr0y the g00d imgine 0f y0u in my heart . When I realize I l0ve y0u deeply that is when y0u ch00se t0 let g0 . Am0ng all my ex, y0u're the 0nly 0ne I l0ve and care m0st and which hurt me the m0st .
When l0ve c0mes, grab it and let it g0 . I saw y0u, I th0ught I saw h0pe but then it was just a dream .
I h0pe I w0n't turn back n0 m0re . It's nice having y0u 0nce .
N0 message received, n0 call received .
H0ping f0r a miracle, but it seems that in my w0rld that is n0 miracle . Waiting f0r y0ur call . I never g0t the chance again .
Cause th0se em0ti0ns is t00 deep f0r me t0 hang 0n t0 .
Letting it 0ut w0uld be better . All th0se mem0ries is t00 deep f0r me t0 h0ld 0n .
I'm fighting hard f0r my happiness . All I can d0, I've already d0ne and tried . Instead I'm paying a price f0r it, a big price . Pride is g0ne . I was struggling . I've l0st this war . This is the biggest w0und I've received . And rejecti0n . But I still face it . At least I did . Unlike y0u, despite me being a girl fear rejecti0n still face it and what d0 y0u d0 ? Y0u hide and c0ward ar0und . This is my final time and chance t0 say all this . When I d0n't l0ve y0u s0 deeply, y0u say that I'm n0t l0ving . When I l0ve y0u wh0leheartly y0ur way 0f returning it is hurt me and I'm left with N0THING .
L0ve y0u deep deep, miss y0u big big, miss saying that t0 y0u .
Y0u make me wanna l0ve again after s0 many years . Y0u bring my laughter back which I l0st ar0und tw0 years ag0 . Y0u f0und my laughter again after s0 l0ng . Y0u're the 0nly pers0n that make me wanna l0ve and trust again . But yet, y0u're being cruel t0 take everything fr0m me . Y0u destr0yed everything . D0 y0u fcuking care ?
Maybe what y0u want in a R/S is sex 0r 0ther things, n0t l0ve, I just want l0ve . We t0tally d0 nt0 have that in this R/S .
Trust and lack 0f sense 0f security is an0ther weakness in 0ur R/S t00 .
I was very calm when I text and call y0u . H0ping t0 hear s0mething different . H0w I wish I g0t en0ugh c0urage t0 tell y0u h0w I feel 0ver the ph0ne . My heart still haven changed a bit, still beats very fast
Until I replied y0u s0mething if y0u l0ve me why w0uld y0u n0t wanting t0 meet me and c0ntact me ? And I d0n't wanna drag this 0n, I just want it t0 end peacefully .
I was very calm when y0u say y0u currently g0t s0me0ne already .
After hearing it, my heart pass me the message saying that I still l0ve y0u . But was breaking d0wn deep inside .
But I guess its n0t w0rth it anym0re, despite I'm trying t0 salvage this R/S . At least I kn0w I've tried and I've t0 let g0 n0w .
And like what I say, I w0n't disturb y0u anym0re . Means I w0n't, ever again .
After y0u left me, I didn't watch m0vie and g0 t0wn f0r nearly 0ne m0nth ?
N0w I finally kn0w s0mething . In a R/S, it d0es n0t mean y0u l0ve and trust that pers0n wh0leheartly, y0u will get the same thing in return . I w0n't be s0 SERI0US and w0n't be seri0us in R/S and trusting pe0ple again . The trust is l0st, f0r g00d . The fact is it is n0t trust we are lack 0f, we lack 0f misc0mmunicati0n . We always kept quiet whenever we g0t s0mething in mind but d0es n0t tell each 0ther . If 0nly we c0mmunicate en0ugh, we w0n't be in this state n0w, PERHAPS ?
Perhaps I will even stay single f0r a very l0ng time 0r even the rest
Guess this time I'll leave quietly . Disappear f0r g00d .
Treasure th0se mem0ries . Y0're always 0n my mind . I hate myself f0r being s0ft hearted . I hate myself f0r l0ving y0u . I hate myself f0r n0t d0ing anything fr0m st0pping y0u t0 leave . I hate myself f0r being like this . I hate myself f0r being s0 timid and weak here . I hate myself f0r being adamant . I hate myself . I hate myself t0 the c0re .
I need t0 pick up my em0ti0ns and stay str0ng again .
Life still g0es 0n . It's n0t the end 0f the day f0r me .
Even y0u have decided t0 left me, I'll give y0u my blessings f0r y0u and her .
I d0n't want t0 t0wn, I d0n't want t0 g0 h0me late, I d0n't want t0 watch m0vies, everything 0f this makes me thinks 0f y0u . Till n0w, y0u're the 0nly pers0n I l0ve the m0st am0ng all my ex bf and hurt me m0re than what my ex d0ne t0 me . And willing t0 f0rgive and f0rget and think a l0t and be brave 0f .
Perhaps I'll f0rget y0u sl0wly .
Perhaps she is a l0t better than me, a l0t l0ving than me, a l0t prettier than me, a l0t perfect than me and everything y0u ever wanted in a girl and relati0nship . I g0t n0thing m0re t0 say . Y0u g0t y0ur new life, I 0nly c0uld give y0u my blessing . As l0ng as y0u're happy, I'll be happy f0r y0u t00 . Cause I l0ve y0u, and I want y0u t0 be REALLY HAPPY . And n0t pretending t0 be happy . Since y0u can d0 a l0t f0r her and she c0uld d0 s0 much f0r y0u and I can't d0ne anything f0r y0u . T0 y0u, I'm such a useless pers0n, such a failure . I always try my best t0 ... But I'm never g00d en0ugh ...
All I was h0ping f0r was a miracle that never exist .
Even y0u say this y0urself, the l0ve between me and y0u, y0u and her is different . All this while, I l0ve y0u f0r wh0 y0u are, I did n0t expect y0u t0 change .
But s0meh0w, I still expect f0r s0mething that w0n't happen 0r exist anym0re . But I kn0w we just can't be t0gether anym0re . We can't be what each 0ther wanted t0 be . 0ur expecti0ns in this R/S is t0tally different . When y0u're lying, what are y0u thinking inside y0ur heart ?
D0 y0u kn0w that the truth will be 0ut 0ne day eventually ? When y0u're telling 0ne lie, y0u're using 10 lies t0 c0ver it up . W0rth it ?
Y0u lack 0f sense 0f security and faithfulness . Y0u're just a player in R/S . Finally after d0ing s0 much, I g0t n0ne 0f y0ur l0ve . I either g0t all 0f y0ur l0ve 0r n0ne 0f y0ur l0ve . In the end, I g0t n0ne .
I guess this time it really is g00dbye .
You made it clear when y0u said that . >>>> I just d0n’t l0ve y0u n0 m0re .
N0w I kn0w l0ve is n0t imp0rtant, t0 me n0w 0nly m0ney is imp0rtant .
It is n0t meant t0 be . Numb the pain . Numb my heart . Numb me . I want t0 party till I f0rget . I wanna get drunk till I f0rget . Best is can l0st my mem0ry .
And I w0n't l00k f0rward anything fr0m y0u ANYM0RE . HAVE A G00D AND HAPPY LIFE .
I n0 l0nger interested in CUTE guys with g00d l00ks and b0ds and I h0pe I can like girls ... I wish I can be a les, instead .
L0ngest p0st ever . I swear . Last p0st ab0ut y0u .
It been a l0ng time since I went t0 watch m0vie and g0 t0wn after this messy breakup .
Maybe I did n0t d0 a l0t 0f great things f0r y0u, d0 n0t l0ve y0u a l0t like s0meb0dy did, but I still decide t0 give this R/S and y0u chances again and again .
What y0u say really still haunts me, I think ab0ut that alm0st everyday and tears will r0ll d0wn my cheeks .
I c0uld 0nly say I hate myself f0r l0ving y0u . Aishiteru, sarang haey0, i l0ve y0u, aku cinta padamu, & w0 ai ni . N0 l0nger f0und in my dicti0nary .
I'll pretend we never kn0wn each 0ther . :) Best ending f0r y0u and f0r me .
Girls 0ften d0n't mean what they say when they're angry . I'm glad and pr0ud 0f myself f0r being s0 brave t0 find the c0urage t0 tell y0u h0w I feel alth0ugh I was t0 expecting t0 tell y0u face t0 face, at least y0u w0n't see me crying in fr0nt 0f y0u . Last respect . L0ve is n0t a gift which y0u can give t0 any0ne y0u like .
EVERYTHING CAN C0ME T0 AN END . =D
G00DBYE L0VE .
G00DBYE MR N .
G00DBYE MR HAPPY .
G00DBYE BF(EX) .
G00DBYE BABY .
G00DBYE . =)
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