* ;CHARLEEN.L ; Happiness is all I ever wanted . (:

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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

The diaryP0st f0r 0ne week .

Monday, September 28, 2009 ( 9/28/2009 10:50:00 PM )

Capric0rn (22 Dec - 1 Jan )

Sagittarius (22 N0v - 21 Dec )

Sc0rpi0 (23 0ct - 21 N0v )

Libra (23 Sep - 22 0ct )

Virg0 ( 23 Aug - 22 Sep )

Le0 ( 23 Jul - 22 Aug )

Cancer (21 Jun - 22 Jul )

Gemini ( 21 May - 20 Jun )

Taurus ( 20 Apr - 20 May )

Aries ( 21 Mar - 19 Apr )

Pisces ( 19 Feb - 20 Mar )

Aquarius (1 Jan - 18 Feb )

I find all this is very cute, s0 decided t0 p0st it here . ((:

21 Sep
Sales wasn't always g00d 0n M0nday .
Try n0t t0 l00k very sians at w0rk .
Even if I'm, have t0 pretend t0 be happy .
Alm0st l0st my life in a car accident, all thanks t0 a inc0nsiderate driver wh0 0vercut the bus driver's line . At first, I th0ught the bus driver kn0cked int0 a cat 0r g0d and even pe0ple d0wn . But actually its n0t, but luckily he step 0n the brake 0n time, if n0t s0mething unpredictable might happen . I was carrying sh0es p0ssible t0 transfer t0 my 0utlet h0me, s0 it's hard f0r me t0 balance myself pr0perly when accident happens . But I have a big blue black 0n my leg and it turn red, can see the veins, its hurts whenever I tried pressing it . he bl00d cl0ts, I guess . And it's damn Hari Raya . After Hari Raya, my life hasn't been better . I hate Hari Raya, s0 unlucky day f0r me . I swear that this year is my w0rst year ever . I alm0st g0t killed in the car accident, alm0st g0t kn0cked d0wn by car, fall in and 0ut 0f l0ve, l0st my j0b twice, br0ther being naughty . W0rst year ever . But luckily its t0wards the end 0f the year s00n, appr0aching year 2010 in just tw0 m0nths' time .

F0ur m0re m0nths' t0 Chinese New Year and Valentine Day, falls 0n 14 Feb, happen t0 be my In Charge's birthday .

Seven m0re m0nths' t0 my birthday and this time I'm even 0lder . ):

22 Sep
The w0unds I've yesterday hurts, affect my w0rk, I can't even kneel and even climb t0 take sh0es . It hurts .
Went h0me late, cause 0f an0ther inc0nsiderate l0rry parked at the side 0f the r0ad, bl0cking th way f0r the 0ther vehicle way t0 g0 . Reach h0me at ar0und 11 pm . Quite late, cause n0rmally I reach h0me at ar0und 10 pm plus . Damn th0se pe0ple wh0 never m0ve int0 the rear 0f the bus, causing 0ther pe0ple t0 g0 h0me late, they can m0ve in but bl0ck the way .

23 Sep
Sales have been really bad, 0nly 200 plus bucks and it's very quiet . Keep pushing, but cust0mer is either n0t buying 0r th0se wh0 wants t0 buy d0esn't g0t their sizes . H0w disapp0inting .

24 Sep
Luckily sales is average t0day, manage t0 d0 slightly better than the last few days . Been wanting t0 g0 clubbing, it been m0nths since I g0 . N0b0dy is steady, ask already, get same replied, n0 m0ney 0r pretend I never text them . Act blur pe0ple really fake . If y0u d0n't feel like g0ing, just let me kn0w, I hate it when pe0ple beat ar0und the bush . And I n0 l0nger wanted t0 c0ntact all 0f my friends . Cause whenever I'm sad 0r unhappy, n0b0dy kn0ws, and n0b0dy is there f0r me, I'm n0t l00king f0rward t0 a friendship happen this way .

25 Sep
Waiting f0r pay day . Life is alm0st the same just like the past . I w0n't want the l0ve back since I've already decided t0 give my heart t0 him . It been weeks 0r m0nth since we are separated . I've d0ne a g00d deed . Feels very happy . Gave up my seat t0 a elderly . Even helped himn t0 the seat . I guess a l0t 0f pe0ple especially Singap0rean will pretend t0 sleep 0r carry the newspaper 0r b00k they are reading higher than give up their seat t0 s0me0ne wh0 needs it m0re . Inc0ndsiderate pe0ple ! S0 angry ! ): Sales's n0t g00d f0r a Friday . Bus is quite empty when g0ing h0me, manage t0 get a seat . But the air c0n is freezing c0ld . Due t0 F1, every0ne went t0 catch F1 . Freaking tired . Even since 6 Sep, been waking been at 7.45 am everyday 0ther than 0ff days, f0r m0rning and full shift . Wanted t0 earn m0re m0ney when I still can, have already get used t0 it especially it can help t0 numb my w0unds, n0 matter h0w tired I'm, its w0rth it .

26 Sep
Em0, 0ut 0f sudden will think 0f unhappy m0ments again . Especially th0se times when we spend 0ur time 0utside Taka, we will play with each 0ther, talk, laugh t0gether and even kissed . I n0 w0ndered l0ngs f0r him . N0 l0nger think as much as bef0re . N0 l0nger want t0 see him . But my heart, still l0ve him ? I d0n't kn0w and I d0n't wish t0 kn0w the answer, cause it n0 l0nger imp0rtant t0 me . But every m0rning, I get heart ache, I d0n't kn0w why, perhaps because I already g0t used t0 see his message whenever I wake up . The feeling 0f wanting t0 see the message is there . N0w I g0t g0ne . Can't get used . I wish up0n the stars f0r him t0 be happy always . I h0pe he will never kn0w all the things I bl0gged here . =) L0ve truely hurts, w0rds fr0m him kills .

27 Sep

Sales is n0t g00d .

N0 matter what pe0ple say I want t0 be with y0u, but y0u still ch00se 0thers .
L0st with0ut y0u . D0n't let me g0 .
A mixture 0f s0ng lyrics . N0 0ther meaning, d0 n0t mean anything 0r refering t0 any0ne here .
Em0, em0, em0 . (: Life is back t0 a square 0ne .
New ph0ne, blackberry, any0ne ? Buy 0ne f0r me . =) L0ls .

28 Sep
0ff day 0n a M0nday is really sucky, I d0n't usually like M0nday 0ff, n0 ch0ice, cause Wednesday having st0ck take . Went t0 Bugis al0ne . Em0 .
And went h0me a few h0urs later .
Br0ught a few items, a t0p f0r Mummy, tw0 pairs 0f canvas sh0es, cap, sh0es f0r w0rk, sh0rts f0r sleeping . And n0t f0rgetting, I g0t my eyebr0w trimmed . Wa, I spend a l0t . My m0ney is g0ne, again . Sp0tted tw0 vintage bags I l0ve and wanted s0 much, and guess what its the c0l0ur I been l00king f0r, vintage br0wn, s0 0bsessed with it, g0nna get them 0n my upc0ming Sunday 0ff day . (:
N0t f0rgetting t0 g0 t0 temple and pray and saw H0ng Sheng . I was chatting 0n the ph0ne just 0utside the temple when I saw him with his friends ? N0t sure wh0, just say hi and he went in . Afterwhich, left the temple and c0ntinue with the sh0pping .

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Un wanted

Un l0ved

Un missed

Un happy

Celi0* b0ys is cute . But the way they see pe0ple is s0 weird . Especially the 0ne I admired fr0m far, l0ls . His smaile and he's my cup 0f tea . He is damn cute, cans ?
By the way Mr Justin fr0m Singap0re Id0l is cute . Epecially with his geek geek spec .
Geek b0ys, y0u've capture my heart . L0ls . That's just a j0ke . But I l0ve geeks . ((;

F1 R0CKS have 0fficially ended . My her0 is Lewis Hamilt0n and he've w0n the race in the 1st place . (: And last year he was in the 3rd place, this year is a g00d year f0r him . Been supp0rting him ever since last year . 0h damn, he's s0 cute and h0t . I can't believed that he actually w0n the race ! =) Damn, damn happy ! He l00k super happy in the live tv sh0w, he even jump jump like a little kid wh0 just receive a candy . L0ls .
P0rsche, lamb0rghini, mercedes mclaren and Ferrari is h0t, damn, my all time fav0urite . F1 R0CKS SINGAP0RE . L. HAM .

I'm s0 em0 . =) That is n0thing wr0ng with being em0 . Em0 w0n't kills . 0r em0 kills ?

Types 0f cust0mers I can't stand, fact is I hate w0rking in retail lines .

: attitude pr0blem pe0ple turns me 0ff . I didn't sp0lit y0ur day, b*tch . D0n't destr0y mine .

: yaya papaya . If y0u're rich, d0n't sh0p here, sh0p in LV 0r Chanel . =) I detest rich pe0ple since y0ung ! =D

: pretend n0t hearing anything . Act deaf . At least resp0nse .

Pr0ject runway and Amercian's next t0p m0del is my fav0urite tv sh0w ! (:
Can't wait f0r p0l0 b0ys t0 be 0n tv 0n 15 0ct at channel 5 ! =) H0t b0dy . Cute face . But I can't see, cause I need t0 w0rk, w0rk, w0rk .

Bye bye f0r n0w, cause I d0 n0t kn0w when I might bl0g again, I might and might n0t bl0g .
Charleen's faceb00k acc0unt might be cl0sing d0wn s00n .

X0x0

L0ve me, Charleen . (:

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