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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

The diaryHappy again (:

Thursday, October 1, 2009 ( 10/01/2009 12:59:00 AM )

L00ks funny, but I like . (:

Peace . Yeahs =)

I l0ve this . =D

CHARLEEN ;

Alth0ught this l00ks blur but I l0ve the effect 0f it . <3

29 Sep
Sales wasn't that g00d .
Keep pushing cust0mer t0 buy . Either n0 size 0r talk a l0t 0f rubbish . Sians 1/2 .
Retail j0b is getting 0n my nerves .
N0t en0ugh rest .
Really tiredddddddddd .................
W0rk is en0ugh t0 keep my mind busy fr0m thinking things I sh0uldn't think . And I've started t0 learn t0 d0 settlement at night, s0metimes I feel stress, w0rry I might get sc0lded, s0metimes I d0 get s0mething I feel unhappy ab0ut, but afraid 0f v0icing it 0ut cause I respect them and I think s0me things its better t0 remain silent . N0thing happen, n0 w0rries . Just feel speechless s0metimes . Being silent is n0t a bad thing .

30 Sep
I eat a l0t, n0t sure why, but n0t feeling very hungry .
I ate fish slice s0up f0r lunch and three chicken wings fr0m 0ld Chang Kee . S0me0ne kept saying that I'm fat, s0 sad . ): S0bs s0bs .
But luckily dinner I just ate 0ne bread name berry s0mething, can't recalled, have three strawberries 0n it, s0 cute and it tasted sweet . (:
Shall share the ph0t0s I t00k with y0u all . S00n ...
And when I reach h0me, Mummie left f00d f0r me, like again, she been keeping f00d f0r me like lately, l0ls, n0 w0nder I been gr0wing fatter .

B00, t0day is CHILDREN'S DAY . (:
I'm a adult kid, any present, any0ne ? L0ls .
St0ck taking later in the m0rning, g0nna wake up super early but I'm right here bl0gging . L0ls . I miss sleeping early, s0 that I w0n't feel tired during the day, I realize I keep yawning when I was w0rking . Super yawn a l0t 0f times again .

After regaining my single status, I kept asking myself what is l0ve, and will I meet that RIGHT pers0n again ? N0 answer, d0n't feel like thinking ab0ut it, l0ve takes time . Especially when finding and meeting the right pers0n at the c0rrect timing .Whenever I saw c0uples, I g0t this s0ur feeling inside . My eyes will even feel watery . I'm envy with 0ther people's happiness . Maybe 0ne day I'll find the c0urage t0 l0ve again .
C0ded my l0ve .
Blank my l0ve .
Fcuk my l0ve .
Free my l0ve .
L0ve me, Charleen .
F0r n0w, I HATE L0VE . L0ve is n0t in the air . Let's talk ab0ut party n0t l0ve . Let's party till dawn . Get drunk and g0 h0me . =)
Hence, life after the darkness will be sunny again, my life is back t0 n0rmal just like bef0re . Bef0re anything happen .
I finally decided n0t t0 l00k back and m0ve 0n . Never turn back again this time, y0u can d0 it, Charleen, JIA Y0U, JIA Y0U, JIA Y0U ! =) Trying t0 find my l0st smile back again .

I saw my Celi0* b0y admirer . (: He l00k s0 seri0us in his w0rk . I g0t attracted t0 his sunshine b0y smile AND his seri0usness attitude . Anyway he's just my puppy l0ve . Crush .
I hate birthday party and event that inv0lves a l0t 0f pe0ple, I dislikes cr0wds, I d0n't like mixing ar0und . I'm super anti s0cial, I w0n't talk t0 y0u if I d0n't kn0w y0u unless we can click 0r have c0mm0n t0pic t0 chat . =D Well, this is me . =)

I can be nice .
I can be rude .
I can be fun .
I can be crazy .
I can be vain .
I can be sweet .
I can be r0ugh .
I can be n0isy .
I can be quiet .
I can be pretty .
I can be cute .
I can be happy .
I can be sad .
I can be everything y0u want .
I can be everything y0u hate .
This is ME . (:

Been very quiet recently and my ph0ne is very silent f0r m0st 0f the time .
Sh0uld I cut and dye my hair ? Feels like dying natural br0wn .

0h my, the w0unds l00ks like bl00d cl0t . Disgusting, I've ph0t0s t0 pr0ve it . I d0n't dare t0 rub it cause it hurts, but I heard that rubbing it the bl00d cl0t will disappear .
Diet and m0re nic0tine . L0ls . Nic0tine is my best drug .
By the way, nice s0ng t0 rec0mmend readers here, I hate l0ve sang by claude kelly . This is a nice s0ng rec0mmended by my c0lleague, he g0t g00d taste, I l0ve this s0ngs t0 bits, my current em0ti0ns .

Breaking up is just like having the w0rst nightmare after having the best dream .

The lyrics g0es:

That if y0u knew h0w much I needed y0u, y0u'd stay, cause I hate g00dbyes .

I hate these tears in my eyes .

I hate myself f0r the way I feel ab0ut y0u everytime . I've en0ugh .

I'm sick 0f wishing he was ar0und me everyday, everynight, it's way t00 much .
I hate l0ve .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wu7nxfh8t4U

N0t his 0fficially vide0, can't find the 0riginal 0nes .

PS. I l0ve GREEN .

X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:

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