* ;CHARLEEN.L ; Happiness is all I ever wanted . (:

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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

The diary(:

Thursday, October 29, 2009 ( 10/29/2009 12:11:00 AM )

Feel like crying that time, I f0rg0tten t0 p0st ab0ut all this .
Cause I t00k the wr0ng bus h0me and went h0me really late .
Was really em0 that day, h0ping y0u were there with me, was wearing my killer heels that day, s0 I was walking really sl0w !
I w0re my tw0 inch high heels f0r tw0 days straight, 0ut 0f sudden, I feel I've gr0w taller but my legs hurts !
The feeling is w0nderful but I get unwanted attenti0n . Hahas ~ !
M0re vintage bags, killers heels and dresses, pls ! (:

An0ther time is I supp0se t0 meet 0ut 0ne 0f my c0lleague 0ut f0r a m0vie, t0tally sp0ilt m00d sia . Th0ught she is eight-teen but she's just 17 ! Wanted t0 watch Hall0ween II but is M18 . Sians . She keep talking 0n the ph0ne and she is talking l0udly 0n the ph0ne and I feel like I've asked the wr0ng pers0n 0ut .
Depsite wearing a tw0 inch high heels, I still make a eff0rt t0 meet her and she keep c0mplaining and I never c0mplaint anything . Damn disapp0inting . M00d was ruin that day, needless t0 say .

Scared t0 hell, was h0lding the sh0p's key .
S0 there was certasin days where I've t0 0pen the sh0p early 0r al0ne .
I always g0t this scare feeling after hearing s0me eerie st0ries fr0m my previ0us in charge .
Especially few days back . Th0se feelings can't be explained .

Learning t0 f0rgive and f0rget, th0se unhapiness m0ments .
I've f0rg0tten the l0ve we 0nce have .
N0 l0nger that em0 . (:
I just want my happiness . And being happy ! I h0pe I can d0 it !
JIA Y0U, CHARLEEN ! =)

I might went MIA f0r awhile s0 I'm n0t g0ing 0nline as 0ften . 0r n0t at all .
M0ney and careers c0mes first, I'm earning my vacati0n m0ney f0r next year Taiwan's trip . (: L00king f0rward t0 it s0 much ~!

S0 n0t l00king f0rward t0 Hall0ween, can't f0rget last year's Hall0ween, that is pe0ple tried t0 scare me and they sh0cked the hell 0ut 0f me . I even sc0lded the pers0n . Scared me fr0m behind, I was like What the fish___ .

0h yeah, I'm turning int0 a adult w0rld next year . And I've received a letter fr0m Ministry 0f Health . Inf0rming me ab0ut the Human 0ran Transplant Act (H0TA) . H0TA all0ws f0r the kidneys, liver, heart and c0rneas t0 be d0nated 0ut after death . If I d0 n0t wish t0 have y0ur 0rgans rem0ved after death, I can register my 0bjecti0n with the Ministry 0f Health . Regarding this, I might d0nate my "useful" 0rgans after death . (:
I h0pe I can save lives t00 !
My way f0r c0ntributing t0 the patients wh0 needed it .

PS. I can't decide t0 get DKNY, CK 0r FCUK watches, I l0ve all ! But I just need 0ne f0r all 0utfits, perhaps I'll get the FCUK which I set my eyes 0n . =)

Y0u sure g0nna miss me after this p0st, I might n0t be 0nline f0r a l0ng time .

X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:

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