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<3 CHARLEEN.L
The Lady: Charleen
Big day: 20 May
My way of living: . Live . Laugh . Love .
Trademark: Being myself, don't care about how people look at you .
Loves being: Herself, unique, extraordinary
Living in peace lala land
CIGARETTE & MUSIC is my life .
Addicted to: Day dreaming, vain-ing, cam-whoring, shopping and movies .
My world: Family, nicotine, party, cute boys, F1, ink, studs, soccer, music, fashion, make up & sweet stuffs .
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<3 CHARLEEN.L
The Lady: Charleen
Big day: 20 May
My way of living: . Live . Laugh . Love .
Trademark: Being myself, don't care about how people look at you .
Loves being: Herself, unique, extraordinary
Living in peace lala land
CIGARETTE & MUSIC is my life .
Addicted to: Day dreaming, vain-ing, cam-whoring, shopping and movies .
My world: Family, nicotine, party, cute boys, F1, ink, studs, soccer, music, fashion, make up & sweet stuffs .
readers.
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
Seeing him 0nline again makes me happy .
But we are b0th silent, didn't chat with 0ne an0ther .
Perhaps he have already m0ve 0n with his life and have f0rg0tten me t0tally .
Its g00d .
This might BE the last time I'm bl0gging ab0ut ______ .
Anyway, tw0 m0re days and its year 2010 .
N0t much wishes just the usual wishes I make .
I h0ped pe0ple ar0und me t0 be safe, happy and healthy always ! (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Updating bl0g late t0day cause I went 0ut in the aftern00n and did s0me sh0pping .
But was s0 pissed, sh0uld have received pay t0day but was delayed again .
Supp0se t0 g0 sh0pping but ended up buying m0re with0ut planning what t0 get bef0rehand .
Luckily I br0ught my 0ther bank ATM card al0ng if n0t die ... 0nly can see but can't buy .
I br0ught 0ne l0ng sleeve shirt f0r w0rk, black skinny jeans f0r w0rk, tunic dress, eyelash glue and earpiece f0r my I p0d t0uch .
0h ya f0rget t0 say that t0day is a special day .
Its Mummy and Sister's birthday !
Yeahs, y0u didn't heard wr0ngly .
Its THEIR birthday .
Can't help but think ab0ut ____ again .
Tw0 is N0T better than 0ne . After the breakup, I realize a l0t 0f things, d0esn't mean y0u stay faithful in a relati0nship y0ur partner will stay faithful t00 .
I grew str0nger c0mpare t0 bef0re .
S0 much I wanted t0 say 0ut, I guess this time I am hiding all my em0ti0ns inside . I w0n't tell any0ne fr0m n0w 0n . Its the best way 0ut this way .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen (:
Merry Christmas t0 all !
Desprite t0day is Christmas Eve . Just wanna wish that every0ne I kn0w is happy, healthy, safe, g00d and s0und . Peace ! =)
Eye g0t infecti0n again . S0 have t0 wear glasses again . Damn .
C0mputer damn laggy . Sl0w .
S0rry I can't be perfect .
Miss hearing y0u call me baby .
L00king back at the chat l0gs we used t0 chatted till late nights th0se mem0ries is still there, my feeling still unchanged but why are y0u the 0ne wh0 changed ?
I still can't get 0ver y0u .
Y0u said that y0u are willing t0 d0 everything f0r me, will never lie t0 me, make the relati0nship w0rks, l0ve each 0ther as much as we can, y0u pr0mise me that y0u will be there f0r me but I'm al0ne n0w .
I d0n't l0ve y0u en0ugh and d0esn't treat y0u better than y0ur ex gf that why y0u're leaving me ?
I can't believe that y0u have changed .
All just bel0ngs t0 the past .
D0n't ever turn back anym0re .
Treasure y0ur life, Charleen.L !!!
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Even my 0ff day I can't get t0 sleep peacefully 0r rest at h0me .
Sighs ):
Was supp0se t0 be able t0 sleep till aftern00n, perhaps ?
But was being w0ke up .
Damn .
Daddy upgrade his ph0ne line s0 I g0t new ph0ne ! =D S0 HAPPY !
Celebrated Daddy's birthday in advance . (:
He treated us 0ut t0 eat, we even invite Aunt al0ng .
After that we went t0 Sheng Si0ng t0 sh0p . =)
Daddy paid everything . Hahas .
Br0ught a l0t 0f ch0c0lates, Sister and Br0ther keep c0mplaining that I been eating unhealthy, and then n0t excerising and keep c0mplaining that I am fat !
I must diet n0w, cut d0wn 0n fast f00d, ch0c0lates and sweets !
L0ls, if 0nly I success .
I've been very g00d, why d0esn't g0d grant my wish by helping Grandpa t0 rec0ver ?
N0thing lasts .
Especially pr0mises .
Reflecti0ns 0n what I've d0ne and have happened this year:
1. Waste m0ney 0n items I d0n't need
2. Grandpa legs being amputated
3. Fall in and 0ut 0f l0ve
4. Br0ken hearted
5. Reshufflement in w0rk l0cati0n
6. Arguements
etc etc etc ...
Can't remember .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
I'm getting lazier and lazier each day t0 bl0g, cause I find n0thing interesting t0 bl0g . L0ls .
0kays, I'm s0 excited t0 g0 club t0m0rr0w, can't wait .
H0pe I w0n't be m00dy t0m0rr0w ! PMS ! ):
Last Wednesday I started t0 g0 clubbing again .
I can enj0y myself with0ut have t0 think I'm being c0ntr0lled 0r what-s0-ever . And guess wh0 I saw in the club ?
I saw my ex, the jerk .
H0w dare he g0 club with his gf (I guess) luckily I was smart, didn't patch back with him when he asked .
Still pretended n0t t0 see and kn0wn me .
The m0re I av0id seeing him, I sees him . Freaking me 0ut .
Few m0nths later I'll turning my 20s . (; Arghhhh, time really flies . I feel like I'm getting 0lder and 0lder .
Well, t0night will be my last day at N0vena Square w0rking after that I will be transfered 0ut t0 0ther place . I will n0t state the place I g0 here . Ask me if y0u wanna kn0w the asnwer .
I will miss the pe0ple I kn0wn there and the nice security I just g0t t0 kn0wn, nice friendly pe0ple . (: A bit bu she de t0 leave . But new changes is g00d f0r me .
S0re thr0at . Sick s00n .
Upl0ading my current ph0t0 s00n . =) Stay tuned !
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Deleting unkn0wns c0ntacts in MSN .
Can't make up my mind whether t0 delete ____ .
I supp0se t0 f0rget him, but here I am thinking ab0ut him again .
Silly me keep thinking that we c0uld get back t0gether again but all al0ng I'm just his spare tyre and his t0y . He just wanted a status f0r that, a GF indeed .
Why am I feeling this way again ?
Is it because I can't get 0ver him ?
I hate the way I feel n0w .
He is such a jerk, I mean l00k at the way he treated me, I am utterly disapp0inted . N0 matter what, a le0pard will never change its sp0ts and w0uld never changed .
Sighs, sighs, sighs .
Things always d0n't turn 0ut t0 be the way I wanted . N0 matter what I d0, n0 matter what I say . I shall end it all here . Given up 0n him .
En0ugh talking ab0ut it . Lets n0t talk ab0ut unhappy things .
Talk ab0ut happy things !!!
Yesterday met up with Mr Han S0ng, and he was late, I reached there early, felt panicked cause I d0n't wanna wait like a idi0t s0 kept calling him but t0 n0 avail, text him he didn't reply, such a idi0t, was supp0sed t0 catch a m0vie but the tickets at Cineleisure is selling fast s0 we decided t0 g0 t0 Plaza Sing t0 try 0ur luck instead but the h0urs there sh0wed is late t00, s0 we have 0ur dinner instead . He treat me Swensen . (: Happy happy . But I still prefer catching m0vie, its a l0ng time since I watch 0ne .
L0ve l0ve .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
0kays, I'm lazy with bl0gging lately, s0 the p0st y0u see in my bl0g is un-edited and I didn't c0l0ur my f0nt .
I have n0t yet edit my previ0us p0st .
I will edit when I g0t the m00d t0 bl0g again .
I think I must be stupid t0 trust y0ur w0rds again .
But ...
I'm being t00 s0ft-hearted .
Sighs ):
But I knew that y0u're n0t seri0us at all . S0 n0 p0int talking it anym0re . I w0n't trust y0u .
Hate myself f0r being s0ft-hearted time and time again . And always being taken f0r granted like a piece 0f sh*t .
I've decided n0t t0 buy I p0d Nan0, FCUK watch and have decided t0 fix my FCUK watch that have scratches .
Cigarette and music is my life .
0h n0, I'm craving f0r p0pc0rn and m0vies .
Damn, everything I d0 is unsuccessful, very sick and tired 0f life .
I really hate it when pe0ple was supp0se t0 meet me 0r whatever but last minute cann0t make it, I mean, wh0 likes being put aer0plane last minute . Damn pissed lahs .
I swear n0t t0 trust, believe pe0ple w0rds and n0t ask pe0ple 0ut anym0re .
Pe0ple always t00k me f0r granted and I've en0ugh !
M00d n0t g00d n0w .
Em0 .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Fcuk the bl00dy c0nnecti0n . Pr0xy and firewall, what the heck !
Damn Singtel !
I hate Singtel lahs !
First, I can't c0nnect t0 the Internet, then I can c0nnect t0 the MSN, n0w I wanted t0 visit pages like Faceb00k, Y0utube and Yah00, just can't access . I need help badly !
And I think my deskt0p kanna virus . What c0uld I d0 ?
The wh0le c0mputer just feel very laggy and sl0w .
S0 I hate using the net n0w .
Back t0 n0rmal (Internet) . Damn pissed 0ff, I typed everything 0ut and the fcuking internet c0nnecti0n went insane !
0ff t0day, went t0 visit Grandpa with Sister just n0w in the aftern00n .
It breaks my heart t0 see him like this .
B0th his legs is amputated . He keep c0mplaining that his legs is painful .
I remember last time when we are y0ung, he will n0t f0rget t0 buy l0llip0p, sweets and yakult f0r us . But s0meh0w, Mummy d0esn't like him t0 d0 that .
He d0te 0n us a l0t last time .
Regretted f0r n0t spending m0re time with him when he is able t0 walk, n0w he can 0nly use wheelchair and the saddest part is that he can't rec0gnise me and my Sister, he 0nly remember Br0ther . But Br0ther is busy with w0rk s0 he d0 n0t have time t0 see him . All his excuses . If we c0uld visit him 0ften when he is healthy, at least we c0uld catch up with him and his health . I l0ve my family a l0t . But s0metimes find it hard t0 sh0w care and c0ncern t0wards them, perhaps is because I'm t00 shy and n0t g00d at expressing myself .
What is happening t0 me ?
Why d0 I feel this way ?
My c0nfident level dr0pped . Have n0 c0nfident d0ing anything .
What 0n earth is happening t0 me ?
I can't seem t0 have any c0nfident and c0urage d0ing things .
Where have the real me g0ne t0 ?
And my c0nfident ? Why w0uld this happen t0 me ?
L0neliness can spread just like a flu .
y0u might spread it t0 y0ur friends and y0ur friends will spread t0 their friends and it will be like a cycle, with n0 ending .
S0 l0neliness kills .
N0w I kn0w the real reas0n why I'm a s0 in-secure and n0t trusting pers0n . Cause I'm l0nely .
S0metimes I feel extreme l0nely in this w0rld . As th0ugh I have n0thing .
H0pe s0meday I can be truely happy and find my happiness ! Hahaz .
Let happiness find me . (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
The diaryFINAL P0ST . FINAL G00DBYE .
Thursday, December 31, 2009 ( 12/31/2009 11:40:00 PM )
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! (:
It is a new year ahead !
2o m0re minutes will be year 2o1o !
H0pe every0ne will be safe, happy and healthy ! =)
Cheers . Peace ! =D L0VE L0VE .
Take care always . X0x0 .
Anyway, just t0 inf0rmed every0ne 0r th0se wh0 read my bl0g, I will n0t be bl0gging here anym0re 0r sh0uld I say f0r n0w . Will keep this bl0g f0r mem0ries . Well, I've m0ved !
Let this p0st end the bl0g and marks the last day 0f year 2009 . (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
It is a new year ahead !
2o m0re minutes will be year 2o1o !
H0pe every0ne will be safe, happy and healthy ! =)
Cheers . Peace ! =D L0VE L0VE .
Take care always . X0x0 .
Anyway, just t0 inf0rmed every0ne 0r th0se wh0 read my bl0g, I will n0t be bl0gging here anym0re 0r sh0uld I say f0r n0w . Will keep this bl0g f0r mem0ries . Well, I've m0ved !
Let this p0st end the bl0g and marks the last day 0f year 2009 . (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: FINAL P0ST . FINAL G00DBYE .
The diaryG00DBYE ?!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ( 12/29/2009 12:46:00 AM )
Seeing him 0nline again makes me happy .
But we are b0th silent, didn't chat with 0ne an0ther .
Perhaps he have already m0ve 0n with his life and have f0rg0tten me t0tally .
Its g00d .
This might BE the last time I'm bl0gging ab0ut ______ .
Anyway, tw0 m0re days and its year 2010 .
N0t much wishes just the usual wishes I make .
I h0ped pe0ple ar0und me t0 be safe, happy and healthy always ! (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
The diaryBad m00d .
Monday, December 28, 2009 ( 12/28/2009 11:30:00 PM )
Updating bl0g late t0day cause I went 0ut in the aftern00n and did s0me sh0pping .
But was s0 pissed, sh0uld have received pay t0day but was delayed again .
Supp0se t0 g0 sh0pping but ended up buying m0re with0ut planning what t0 get bef0rehand .
Luckily I br0ught my 0ther bank ATM card al0ng if n0t die ... 0nly can see but can't buy .
I br0ught 0ne l0ng sleeve shirt f0r w0rk, black skinny jeans f0r w0rk, tunic dress, eyelash glue and earpiece f0r my I p0d t0uch .
0h ya f0rget t0 say that t0day is a special day .
Its Mummy and Sister's birthday !
Yeahs, y0u didn't heard wr0ngly .
Its THEIR birthday .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY T0 MUMMY & SISTER ! (:
L0VE L0VE . <3
Can't help but think ab0ut ____ again .
Tw0 is N0T better than 0ne . After the breakup, I realize a l0t 0f things, d0esn't mean y0u stay faithful in a relati0nship y0ur partner will stay faithful t00 .
I grew str0nger c0mpare t0 bef0re .
S0 much I wanted t0 say 0ut, I guess this time I am hiding all my em0ti0ns inside . I w0n't tell any0ne fr0m n0w 0n . Its the best way 0ut this way .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen (:
Labels: _____ ., delayed pay, Mummy and Sister's birthday
The diaryFestive Seas0n .
Thursday, December 24, 2009 ( 12/24/2009 12:51:00 AM )
Merry Christmas t0 all !
Desprite t0day is Christmas Eve . Just wanna wish that every0ne I kn0w is happy, healthy, safe, g00d and s0und . Peace ! =)
Eye g0t infecti0n again . S0 have t0 wear glasses again . Damn .
C0mputer damn laggy . Sl0w .
S0rry I can't be perfect .
Miss hearing y0u call me baby .
L00king back at the chat l0gs we used t0 chatted till late nights th0se mem0ries is still there, my feeling still unchanged but why are y0u the 0ne wh0 changed ?
I still can't get 0ver y0u .
Y0u said that y0u are willing t0 d0 everything f0r me, will never lie t0 me, make the relati0nship w0rks, l0ve each 0ther as much as we can, y0u pr0mise me that y0u will be there f0r me but I'm al0ne n0w .
I d0n't l0ve y0u en0ugh and d0esn't treat y0u better than y0ur ex gf that why y0u're leaving me ?
I can't believe that y0u have changed .
All just bel0ngs t0 the past .
D0n't ever turn back anym0re .
Treasure y0ur life, Charleen.L !!!
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: Christmas, eye infecti0n, Rand0m .
The diarySh0rt p0st .
Monday, December 21, 2009 ( 12/21/2009 05:58:00 PM )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY T0 DADDY ! (:
L0VE L0VE . <3
I'm staying at h0me, playing c0mputer again .
S0 sians, everytime 0ff day stay at h0me I als0 sians .
Last few years I am al0ne, last year I am al0ne and this year I'm spending my Christmas and year end al0ne again .
I guess its meant t0 be in this way .
Br0ke, waiting f0r pay .
A l0t 0f items wanting t0 buy .
I think ...
If 0nly ...
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: Daddy birthday, spending al0ne .
The diaryReflecti0ns . (:
Thursday, December 17, 2009 ( 12/17/2009 04:19:00 PM )
Even my 0ff day I can't get t0 sleep peacefully 0r rest at h0me .
Sighs ):
Was supp0se t0 be able t0 sleep till aftern00n, perhaps ?
But was being w0ke up .
Damn .
Daddy upgrade his ph0ne line s0 I g0t new ph0ne ! =D S0 HAPPY !
Celebrated Daddy's birthday in advance . (:
He treated us 0ut t0 eat, we even invite Aunt al0ng .
After that we went t0 Sheng Si0ng t0 sh0p . =)
Daddy paid everything . Hahas .
Br0ught a l0t 0f ch0c0lates, Sister and Br0ther keep c0mplaining that I been eating unhealthy, and then n0t excerising and keep c0mplaining that I am fat !
I must diet n0w, cut d0wn 0n fast f00d, ch0c0lates and sweets !
L0ls, if 0nly I success .
I've been very g00d, why d0esn't g0d grant my wish by helping Grandpa t0 rec0ver ?
N0thing lasts .
Especially pr0mises .
Reflecti0ns 0n what I've d0ne and have happened this year:
1. Waste m0ney 0n items I d0n't need
2. Grandpa legs being amputated
3. Fall in and 0ut 0f l0ve
4. Br0ken hearted
5. Reshufflement in w0rk l0cati0n
6. Arguements
etc etc etc ...
Can't remember .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: 0ff days, new ph0ne ., Reflecti0ns
The diaryHAHA .
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ( 12/15/2009 01:24:00 AM )
I'm getting lazier and lazier each day t0 bl0g, cause I find n0thing interesting t0 bl0g . L0ls .
0kays, I'm s0 excited t0 g0 club t0m0rr0w, can't wait .
H0pe I w0n't be m00dy t0m0rr0w ! PMS ! ):
Last Wednesday I started t0 g0 clubbing again .
I can enj0y myself with0ut have t0 think I'm being c0ntr0lled 0r what-s0-ever . And guess wh0 I saw in the club ?
I saw my ex, the jerk .
H0w dare he g0 club with his gf (I guess) luckily I was smart, didn't patch back with him when he asked .
Still pretended n0t t0 see and kn0wn me .
The m0re I av0id seeing him, I sees him . Freaking me 0ut .
Few m0nths later I'll turning my 20s . (; Arghhhh, time really flies . I feel like I'm getting 0lder and 0lder .
Well, t0night will be my last day at N0vena Square w0rking after that I will be transfered 0ut t0 0ther place . I will n0t state the place I g0 here . Ask me if y0u wanna kn0w the asnwer .
I will miss the pe0ple I kn0wn there and the nice security I just g0t t0 kn0wn, nice friendly pe0ple . (: A bit bu she de t0 leave . But new changes is g00d f0r me .
S0re thr0at . Sick s00n .
Upl0ading my current ph0t0 s00n . =) Stay tuned !
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: changing 0f w0rk l0cati0n, clubbing, Lazier, ph0t0 upl0ading s00n ., sick, turning 0lder s00n
The diaryUntitled .
Sunday, December 6, 2009 ( 12/06/2009 12:33:00 PM )
Deleting unkn0wns c0ntacts in MSN .
Can't make up my mind whether t0 delete ____ .
I supp0se t0 f0rget him, but here I am thinking ab0ut him again .
Silly me keep thinking that we c0uld get back t0gether again but all al0ng I'm just his spare tyre and his t0y . He just wanted a status f0r that, a GF indeed .
Why am I feeling this way again ?
Is it because I can't get 0ver him ?
I hate the way I feel n0w .
He is such a jerk, I mean l00k at the way he treated me, I am utterly disapp0inted . N0 matter what, a le0pard will never change its sp0ts and w0uld never changed .
Sighs, sighs, sighs .
Things always d0n't turn 0ut t0 be the way I wanted . N0 matter what I d0, n0 matter what I say . I shall end it all here . Given up 0n him .
En0ugh talking ab0ut it . Lets n0t talk ab0ut unhappy things .
Talk ab0ut happy things !!!
Yesterday met up with Mr Han S0ng, and he was late, I reached there early, felt panicked cause I d0n't wanna wait like a idi0t s0 kept calling him but t0 n0 avail, text him he didn't reply, such a idi0t, was supp0sed t0 catch a m0vie but the tickets at Cineleisure is selling fast s0 we decided t0 g0 t0 Plaza Sing t0 try 0ur luck instead but the h0urs there sh0wed is late t00, s0 we have 0ur dinner instead . He treat me Swensen . (: Happy happy . But I still prefer catching m0vie, its a l0ng time since I watch 0ne .
L0ve l0ve .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: dinner ., Happy 0r sad ?, him, unhappiness
The diaryLifeless, restless .
Friday, December 4, 2009 ( 12/04/2009 12:49:00 AM )
0kays, I'm lazy with bl0gging lately, s0 the p0st y0u see in my bl0g is un-edited and I didn't c0l0ur my f0nt .
I have n0t yet edit my previ0us p0st .
I will edit when I g0t the m00d t0 bl0g again .
I think I must be stupid t0 trust y0ur w0rds again .
But ...
I'm being t00 s0ft-hearted .
Sighs ):
But I knew that y0u're n0t seri0us at all . S0 n0 p0int talking it anym0re . I w0n't trust y0u .
Hate myself f0r being s0ft-hearted time and time again . And always being taken f0r granted like a piece 0f sh*t .
I've decided n0t t0 buy I p0d Nan0, FCUK watch and have decided t0 fix my FCUK watch that have scratches .
Cigarette and music is my life .
0h n0, I'm craving f0r p0pc0rn and m0vies .
Damn, everything I d0 is unsuccessful, very sick and tired 0f life .
I really hate it when pe0ple was supp0se t0 meet me 0r whatever but last minute cann0t make it, I mean, wh0 likes being put aer0plane last minute . Damn pissed lahs .
I swear n0t t0 trust, believe pe0ple w0rds and n0t ask pe0ple 0ut anym0re .
Pe0ple always t00k me f0r granted and I've en0ugh !
M00d n0t g00d n0w .
Em0 .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: lazy ., my facts ., s0ft-hearted
The diaryThis is life .
Thursday, December 3, 2009 ( 12/03/2009 02:01:00 PM )
Fcuk the bl00dy c0nnecti0n . Pr0xy and firewall, what the heck !
Damn Singtel !
I hate Singtel lahs !
First, I can't c0nnect t0 the Internet, then I can c0nnect t0 the MSN, n0w I wanted t0 visit pages like Faceb00k, Y0utube and Yah00, just can't access . I need help badly !
And I think my deskt0p kanna virus . What c0uld I d0 ?
The wh0le c0mputer just feel very laggy and sl0w .
S0 I hate using the net n0w .
Back t0 n0rmal (Internet) . Damn pissed 0ff, I typed everything 0ut and the fcuking internet c0nnecti0n went insane !
0ff t0day, went t0 visit Grandpa with Sister just n0w in the aftern00n .
It breaks my heart t0 see him like this .
B0th his legs is amputated . He keep c0mplaining that his legs is painful .
I remember last time when we are y0ung, he will n0t f0rget t0 buy l0llip0p, sweets and yakult f0r us . But s0meh0w, Mummy d0esn't like him t0 d0 that .
He d0te 0n us a l0t last time .
Regretted f0r n0t spending m0re time with him when he is able t0 walk, n0w he can 0nly use wheelchair and the saddest part is that he can't rec0gnise me and my Sister, he 0nly remember Br0ther . But Br0ther is busy with w0rk s0 he d0 n0t have time t0 see him . All his excuses . If we c0uld visit him 0ften when he is healthy, at least we c0uld catch up with him and his health . I l0ve my family a l0t . But s0metimes find it hard t0 sh0w care and c0ncern t0wards them, perhaps is because I'm t00 shy and n0t g00d at expressing myself .
What is happening t0 me ?
Why d0 I feel this way ?
My c0nfident level dr0pped . Have n0 c0nfident d0ing anything .
What 0n earth is happening t0 me ?
I can't seem t0 have any c0nfident and c0urage d0ing things .
Where have the real me g0ne t0 ?
And my c0nfident ? Why w0uld this happen t0 me ?
L0neliness can spread just like a flu .
y0u might spread it t0 y0ur friends and y0ur friends will spread t0 their friends and it will be like a cycle, with n0 ending .
S0 l0neliness kills .
N0w I kn0w the real reas0n why I'm a s0 in-secure and n0t trusting pers0n . Cause I'm l0nely .
S0metimes I feel extreme l0nely in this w0rld . As th0ugh I have n0thing .
H0pe s0meday I can be truely happy and find my happiness ! Hahaz .
Let happiness find me . (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: c0nfident level dr0pped, fcuking c0nnecti0n, grandpa legs being amputated, happiness find me ., l0neliness
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