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I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

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Friday, April 17, 2009 ( 4/17/2009 05:40:00 PM )

T0day is friday, and i am 0ff t0day as well as t0m0rr0w, yes, a saturday . (;

I t00k 0ut all my ear studs 0ut when i was w0rking yesterday, 0nly t0 find 0ut that my ear's flesh is bleeding, its disgusting, and it stinks 0kays . All 15 studs t0 all0w my ear have a rest . Perhaps t0m0rr0w i will put everything back, hahas . Mummie is sc0lding me f0r this . She all0wed t0 0nly wear 0ne pair, but i've m0re than 0ne pair and they have been with me f0r years h0w c0lud i bear t0 cl0se them ? They're my l0ve .
Living in my 0wn w0rld ; The way i live my life .

Its Shar0 Jie Jie's 2oth birthday t0day ! (;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

May all y0ur wishes c0me true ! =D

As pr0mised, i treat my Mummie t0 eat Cafe Cartel . Well, its quite reas0nable, the f00d is quite nice . (; L0ve it, will g0 there again . I treat Sister t00 . (; Urghhhhh, that m0nster . My neighb0ur is a real BIG m0nster, i hate their M0NSTER family ! =F*

Mummie br0ught me a new specs, need t0 wear it t0 w0rk, and likely lesser make-up, i 0nly get t0 wear my c0ntacts 0n alternate days . I can't wear them everyday as i have virus inside my eyes . 0uch ! N0 w0nder i feel my eyes very dry and red, and gets tired easily when i am n0t tired at all .

S0me0ne wh0 is successful must have s0me0ne behind t0 give the pers0n supp0rt he wanted . Even if he g0t everything, with0ut the supp0rt he needed, he is n0thing in 0ther pe0ple's eyes .

-R0se are girls sweetest drug .

-L0ve is n0t a playing game .

-Never blame y0urself, but the blame 0n s0me0ne else .

-S0me things are better left unsaid and unkn0wn .

0ne thing is true, that f0r sure . Fate is being decided by g0d, y0u can't escape fate . I believe in fate . Miracles d0es n0t exist . Miracles 0nly exist f0r th0se wh0 believe .

All these years the 0nly pers0n wh0m i l0ve is y0u . I STILL can't get 0ver y0u . Y0u're my l0ve . Y0u're the 0nly pers0n wh0 i think ab0ut the future . That is s0 much that i wanna tell y0u, but y0u're g0ne, n0 l0nger mine, y0u left me . F0r g00d ... T, i miss y0u, but y0u've change s0 much, n0 l0nger the g00d b0y i 0nce kn0wn . I hardly rec0gnise y0u n0w . Y0u are freaking scary . I miss the 0ld y0u, the 0ld us, 0ur R/S . Sighs, its been s0 l0ng, my friend t0ld me t0 f0rget him, i agree . But wh0 ask me t0 l0ve him . A jerk like him d0esn't my l0ve anym0re . My friend als0 t0ld me that i deserve a better b0y . Well, i d0n't intend t0 like any0ne anym0re . But just him ... I think i'm still waiting f0r him, maybe 0ne day he might his mind ? S0unds s0 silly, i kn0w . But we b0th kn0w, its 0ver . I am still dwelling 0n it . N0t willing t0 f0rget and give up .

I 0nly g0t 0ne eye candy . (; He's cute ! That n0t like 0r l0ve, kind 0f like puppy l0ve, crush 0r (whatever-y0u-call-it.)

What the use 0f having s0 many friends when they 0nly l00k f0r y0u when they need t0 ask y0u t0 d0 s0mething ? I hate that type 0f pe0ple .

Dummy girl was here .

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