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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
<3 CHARLEEN.L
The Lady: Charleen
Big day: 20 May
My way of living: . Live . Laugh . Love .
Trademark: Being myself, don't care about how people look at you .
Loves being: Herself, unique, extraordinary
Living in peace lala land
CIGARETTE & MUSIC is my life .
Addicted to: Day dreaming, vain-ing, cam-whoring, shopping and movies .
My world: Family, nicotine, party, cute boys, F1, ink, studs, soccer, music, fashion, make up & sweet stuffs .
readers.
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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<3 CHARLEEN.L
The Lady: Charleen
Big day: 20 May
My way of living: . Live . Laugh . Love .
Trademark: Being myself, don't care about how people look at you .
Loves being: Herself, unique, extraordinary
Living in peace lala land
CIGARETTE & MUSIC is my life .
Addicted to: Day dreaming, vain-ing, cam-whoring, shopping and movies .
My world: Family, nicotine, party, cute boys, F1, ink, studs, soccer, music, fashion, make up & sweet stuffs .
readers.
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
I am s0 scare that its true .
I am trying my best ...
I am trying my very best t0 salvage ...
The care and c0ncern is n0t there .
Run baby run .
Sometimes love comes around, it knocks you down, just get back up when it knocks you down."You've fallen hard and but you forced yourself back into the game of love. Good for you! You find that each new relationship is better than the last--as it should be! We have to move up in life!
My qu0te
"Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get."You have a pretty mellow and easy going outlook on life. You are ready for any curveball that life throws at you."
I'm n0t feeling happy at all . ): Sighs . Why is this s0 ?
I feel like giving up, really giving up .
J, miss y0u s0 much ~ ! D0ing fine ? If 0nly ...
What am i thinking ab0ut ? That n0t the way it sh0uld turned 0ut t0 be .
X0x0 l0ve .
C
St0machache . Damn, damn, damn . PMS ? I guess n0t, perhaps is the f00d i eat, the vegetables i put inside my maggie mee just n0w . Yucks .
I've the fear 0f having s0mething and l0sing it later .
I rather n0t having at all, i rather just dream ab0ut it .
Cause its like the w0rst nightmare ever, i d0n't wish t0 happen 0n me .
I might l00k happy but i'm struck with unhappiness 0n the inside .
Nic0tine is my best friend .
I h0pe i can get my pay by t0m0rr0w . I need m0ney sia . L0ls .
X0x0 l0ve .
C
X0x0 l0ve .
C
S0rry f0r n0t updating, was w0rking, back t0 my unhappiness again .
I slept at 4 am this m0rning . And wake up at ar0und 11 am . What the heck .
J0b hunting again .
Watching m0vies 0nline, catching midnight m0vie t0night . :))
H0ld me tight and never let me g0 .
X0x0 l0ve .
C
I feel s0 damn happy, share my j0y . (=
Xoxo love .
C
B0ring at h0me . I can't stay at h0me, i'll have headache if i stay at h0me . Spinning headache n0w again . T0tally suck !
Craving f0r KFC . (: Fast f00d cravings, fast f00d addicti0n . =)
Dying . Feel n0 strength at all .
Ate KFC and fried rice at night . S0 happy . (: Ha0 kai xin w0rs ! =D
C
Terrible headache .
Spinning like hell . Must be the lack 0f sleep, i guess . I can't sleep well . I d0ubt i will sleep well again t0night .
I wish y0u were here with me t0night .
I wanna watch the f0ll0wing m0vies:
Land 0f the l0st
Transf0rmers: Revenge 0f the Fallen
The Haunting In C0nnecticut
Ice Age 3
I l0ve y0u, man
X0x0 l0ve .
I've s0 much wanted t0 say, n0t sure sh0uld i v0ice it 0ut . H0w i wish i c0uld v0ice it 0ut t0 y0u .
I'm n0t s0me 0ther girl y0u see 0n the streets, friendly and nice . I'm being me . Unfriendly and nasty . (; That me . I'm feeling really stress inside . I d0 h0pe y0u understand what i am trying t0 say and what i am thinking ab0ut with0ut asking me .
0nly g0d understands me .
I guess i'm just being rand0m here , hahas .
Friendster acc0unts deleted . (:
MSN me instead .
C
Sighs feels s0 freaking tired . Nearly br0ke . Withdraw 5o bucks but n0w left ar0und 3o bucks ?
Meet up with my friends yesterday, finally .
Went f0r the interview as well, h0pefully i can get the j0b . But never pin my h0pes t00 much .
First, i meet Zhen Ling Mummie, sm0ke with her as well, we shared m0ney t0 buy cigarette .
Meet her at Far East Plaza t0 fix her PSP and we g0 see whether my b0ss lady was there, went t0 chat with my "neighb0ur" there . MIss them s0 damn much ! (: But luckily she's n0t there, if n0t sure will pick a fight with her .
Then we take train d0wn t0 Bugis t0 meet Shar0 Jie Jie, then meet Hui Zhen Mei Mei, have s0me small chats ab0ut 0ur life and etc .
Next Pei Pei meet us at 0ur 9 pm ? Very late . We g0 t0 Raffles City ...
Was p0ssible t0 g0 view the scenary at the Esplanade but we have s0me heart t0 heart at Starbucks C0ffee there instead, we chat ab0ut 0ur life and etc . Sm0ke and chit chat .
Drink c0ffee . Went h0me at ar0und 11 pm plus, every0ne was catching the last train h0me, Pei Pei and me walk t0 Esplanade there t0 take bus, luckily we catch 0ur last bus 0n time . Reached h0me at 12.3o pm . Chat with Zhen Ling till 2 am plus . But i can't sleep s0 plug in my MP3 t0 listen t0 s0e music and i'm dead beat ! Turn in at 3.45 am . Seri0usly i can't sleep at all, n0w y0u kn0w h0w seri0us i suffer ins0mnia fr0m . Thinking ab0ut a l0t 0f things . Happy and sad things . Unhappiness mem0ries .
Really enj0y the meet 0ut . (: L0ve l0ve y0u guys ! =) MEET UP AGAIN S00N !
Can't wait t0 see y0u again .
T0day's a Saturday yet i am at h0me ? Feel s0 l0nely . ):
M0vies t0night, any0ne ?
There's a list 0f m0vies i wanna watch, wh0's free t0 watch with me ?
J, are y0u free ? Pls c0me back s00n ! Miss y0u deep deep . "L0ve y0u big big . " Heh !
0r sing k t0night ... ?
C
Wish me g00d luck f0r the interview later ! (: Thanks !
L0ve y0u peeps !
Especially y0u, J .
Y0u're missed, J .
C
Wait f0r y0u .
Baby, i'll wait f0r y0u .
I'll be waiting .
Will I ever feel this good sober?
Tell me, No no no no no pain
How do i feel this good sober?
I stare up at the starsI wonder just where you areYou feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)Was it something I said?Or something I never did?Or was I always in the way?(Was it something I did?)Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
I sing,"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get upI need your loving hands to come and pick me upAnd every night I miss youI can just look upand know the stars areholdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"
Party's 0ver .
J, miss ya ! (:
C
Well t0day is Thursday and guess what ? Yesterday which is a Wednesday, is my last day at w0rk, i supp0se t0 w0rk till t0day but b0ss called and ask f0r sales then he ask me t0 hand 0ver the keys t0 the Aunty d0wnstairs, then i ask him, "s0 t0day is my last day ?" He replied "ya" . Sighs . I sh0uld be happy, but i'm n0t . T0tally speechless, will miss the f00d and pe0ple there, that s0 sure ! (:
Its hard t0 get a j0b n0wadays, i 'm stress ab0ut this .
Must start hunting f0r j0b n0w .
I actually predicted that s0mething bad will happen, cause my left eye lid keep jumping, but i didn't expect is this . ): Sighs, what am i g0nna d0 next ?
I'll be very free fr0m t0day 0nwards till i find a j0b and started w0rking . Y0u're free t0 date me 0ut ! =)
The guys you tend to like are your close guy friends and sometimes are already in relationships. You want the best for people. Even if you don't get what you think is right, you're always accepting and happy for whatever other people get. You're the kind of person who sees the best in people. A test i d0 in FACEB00K, quite true, but i always met bad guys . I always ended up with a jerk and a br0ken heart .
I've l0st everything . I have g0t n0thing n0w .
Feel like singing n0w . Singing K .
I've send a numer0us 0f resume but i g0t n0 resp0nse .
I miss H0ng K0ng Cafe . (:
I miss late night m0vies .
I miss having supper !
I miss party-ing till high ~ !
I did a lil' small sh0pping when i was w0rking, was hunting f0r eye lash glue, in fact i br0ught three ! I'm s0 crazy ab0ut them .
By the way yesterday when i was 0n my way h0me, this cute ang m0 c0me and appr0ach me, i already n0tice him when i was inside the bus, in fact he even smile t0 me . He is really h0t l00king sia, sh0uld have g0tten his number instead, he even says if we g0t time we can have a drink, but we never exchange c0ntacts lehs . Cute ang m0 ! =) The 0ne typically every0ne l0ved .
J will be s0 jeal0us, i can sense y0ur jeal0usly n0w . (: L0ls . (L)
J is my "s0ul mate" . G00d friend always . Indeed .
N0 matter what i d0 and say, n0thing will change the fact . In fact i've already given up 0n this pers0n . Just think ab0ut that pers0n . I w0n't say 0r d0 anything, neither d0 i will tell y0u my feelings and h0w i feel . Y0ur heart bel0ngs t0 s0me0ne else n0w . Y0ur msn nick really make me feel sad . H0w i wish that pers0n is me . ):
CART00NS, is my all time fav0urite ! (:
L0VE, L0VE ~
J, I MISS Y0U ! (: C0me back s00n !
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it
I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you
Wishing I was by your side
Cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you thatI'll love you the rest of my life
When I'm with youI'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you
Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
WHAT HURTS THE M0ST . Suits my m00d n0w . ): The lyrics really very sad .
Pr0mises are meant t0 be br0ken .
I guess i like my life t0 be care-free . I l0ve freed0m and i've s0rt 0ut my mind .
I've g0t an answer, i kn0w what i am g0ing t0 d0 next .
I d0n't stand any heartbreaking, any tears fl0wing, any sadness and unhappiness anym0re . I just want my sad l0ve s0ngs . I just want t0 be me ! I just want t0 be happy ! (:
Theref0re i am giving myself 6 m0nths t0 tw0 years n0t thinking and talking ab0ut relati0nships . (: I kn0w i can d0 it !
C
Watching M0nster inc n0w . Damn funny and cute, really make my day ! (:
L0ls i keep 0n laughing sia . (:
The little girl inside is s0 cute !
Watching Finding nem0 n0w . Funny and cute t00 !
I l0ve cart00ns s0 much ! =D
It makes me feels very happy . Wh0 says cart00ns are just f0r kids ? =p
I wanna seek f0r medical s00n . I suffer fr0m seri0us ins0mnia . I can't sleep .
Dark eye circles and eye bags . 0h h0ly sh*t . =x
C
Feeling extremely m00dy, lifeless and bl0ated . All thanks t0 the PMS .
I feel very sleepy but i just can't sleep at all .
My medicine is n0t dr0wny en0ugh . I am feeling slightly better n0w . F0r pe0ple wh0 care, thanks f0r y0ur c0ncerns . (; Y0u are l0ved ! =x
I am watching cart00n n0w ! (: The Incredibles .
Watching m0nster inc next . (:
I want my future s0n l00k like Jack Jack fr0m "The Incredibles" . :) He's s0 freaking cute, cans ?
I've s0 much t0 say, but s0 little time . N0 time f0r bl0gging n0w, s0rry t0 have aband0n y0u, dear bl0g . (: Y0u kn0w h0w much i need y0u .
I wanna watch m0vie . Any0ne free ? L0ls .
Meet up s00n my dear c0llege friends ! F0r a drink, sing-ing, heart t0 heart talk and laughing ! (:
J0b hunting in pr0cessing ...
Pls wait ...
Upl0ading ...
1oo % .
Y0u can start w0rking n0w . =D
L0LS .
Acting a retard here !
Where are y0u when i needed y0u m0st ? Where are y0ur c0ncerns ? Y0u might be enj0ying y0urself with 0thers and here i am suffering 0n my 0wn . It hurts s0 much t0 see h0w much y0u d0n't care . Fr0m the day y0u decided t0 leave, i've already numb everything .
J, if y0u are here y0u definite will send me h0me . I feel very sick and sleepy at w0rk these days at w0rk, feel like i am dying . Sh0uldn't have w0rk as i have MC . I h0pe y0u d0n't MIA again . I miss th0se days when y0u send me 0n and 0ff t0 w0rk and even send me h0me and s0metime we will even have supper and etc . Y0u're the best damn thing ever ! (: Thanks a l0t f0r being there always and always ! 0ur "friendship" is the best gift g0d gave me ! =)
I h0pe i can get a resp0nse fr0m y0u s00n, J . I miss y0u s0 damn much ! And i am very w0rry ab0ut y0u . Are y0u 0kays ? Y0u kn0w i l0ve and care and miss y0u ! (: Y0u kn0w that ! L0ve l0ve y0u ! Missing y0u everyday !
I find faceb00k very b0ring n0w . I wanna cl0se d0wn that acc0unt .
I think i will give myself 6 m0nths t0 2 years n0t talking and thinking ab0ut relati0nships, very sick and tired 0f it .
Used t0 being single, anyway .
It d0esn't makes any differences even if i am attached .
0h, that is s0mething i wanna vent it 0ut ...
My w0rk place there was this girl she w0rk in C0llage, keep staring at me everytime i walk pass her sh0p, cause her sh0p is quite near t0 the t0ilet, s0 0f c0urse i will walk there lahs !
She c0mplainted t0 my ex c0lleague saying that i keep 0n dia0 her everytime i walk pass her sh0p, hell0, excuse me, she is the 0ne keep l00king at meand the way she stares at pe0ple is like th0se why-y0u-dress-until-like-that and l00king-d0wn 0n pe0ple type s0 i d0n't like it at all . I mean wh0 likes it anyway ? And 0h pls, f0r g0dness sake, she's n0t even pretty AT ALL, why w0uld i b0ther t0 l00k at her ?
She even tell the aunty w0rking 0pp0site her sh0p, and whenever i walk pass their sh0p and happen t0 stand 0utside f0r chit-chatting, they will l00k at me and g0ssip ab0ut me . But i keep quiet and l00k at them .
Whatever ! Anway, i'm leaving the place s00n . I'm n0t g0nna see them again ! (:
C
I want t0 watch the stars in the skies, will y0u be there ?
Interview later, wish me luck, 0kays ?
Visit the d0ct0r just n0w, feeling sick, still . Mummie bring me, c0st a BIG 47 bucks, eh . Is daddie's m0ney . Given MC f0r t0m0rr0w, but i still will g0 t0 w0rk .
But i am meeting my friends at nights, still ! I miss them s0 much !
T00 bad, Hui Zhen is unable t0 make it last minute, Shar0 have t0 g0 KL, and Henry g0t guard duty . SIGHS ):
0nly meeting Zhen Ling with her bf .
S0me things 0nce l0st, y0u will never get t0 find it back again .
Maybe i sh0uld cut my hair really sh0rt and be a butch 0r lesbian .
If time can reverse back, i'll still kn0w y0u, but as a friend, at least we will still be able t0 talk n0w .
As l0ng as y0u think y0u're happy d0ing what y0u d0 and y0u think y0u're feeling happy ab0ut it, just g0 ahead, well, i 0nly can say till n0w i'm happy with my decisi0n and i w0n't have any regrets in life .
We 0nly live 0nce . And never, ever take things f0r granted, things will be different if y0u d0n't cherish it fr0m the start .
I think i am like a glass, alth0ught i've cracks all 0ver me, i'm being br0ke a l0t 0f times, but i kn0w there are always pe0ple trying t0 fix me up by matching all the pieces t0gether t0 glue it back, but n0 matter h0w glue, i'll always have cracks, s0 its better n0t t0 fix me anym0re .
H0pe y0u all understand what i am trying say here . (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mv-Ekm1y2hQ
This is really sad k0rea s0ng, alth0ught i d0n't kn0w k0rean, but i can tell its a really sad l0ve s0ng, the MV is sad t00 .
Alth0ught they l0ve each 0ther but they are n0t t0gether and i think the guy is very n0ble, he d0nated his eyes t0 the girl wh0 d0ne blind .
L0ve, d0es n0t mean y0u have t0 be with that pers0n, as l0ng as y0u kn0w that the pers0n is happy, y0u'll be happy t00 . Y0u're willing t0 d0 everything f0r him/her . And that true l0ve . (:
I w0n't be 0nline at this m0ment .
Maybe i am trying t0 run away fr0m the fact, maybe i am n0t, i'm just sick and tired 0f all this .
C
Sick, very sick . Flu . I g0nna sleep early t0night . I can't take it anym0re .
Really very, very tired .
And very sick .
J, if y0u were here y0u kn0w h0w much i have been thru .
J, IMSSY0U ! :)
N0 m0re LITTLE MISS UNHAPPY, i want t0 be LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE . (:
Time f0r a change . =)
SECRET L0VER .
I wanna travel lehs ! But H1N1 is affecting my m00d sia . Better n0t g0 n0w, after the H1N1 is g0ne f0r g00d i might c0nsider g0ing 0verseas .
Bake me a heart shaped cup cake/muffin in red/pink c0l0ur, pretty pls ?
Waka-waka, pet s0ciety 0n faceb00k .
0lny games there interest me .
I really meant n0thing t0 y0u in y0ur heart .
L0ve is n0t in the air ! (:
N0 m0re h0pes pining .
Everything is 0ver and f0rg0tten .
I w0n't talk ab0ut it anym0re .
Its time f0r me t0 f0rget the past and m0ve 0n ! I'll never turn back anym0re !
MR T wr0te that in his MSN, this explains h0w i feel and i am g0ing t0 d0 this t00 !
GET WELL S00N ! =)
Bring me t0 the d0c !
If i never visit the d0c, i might die . ): Just feel very scare, disease is very danger0us !
C
It hurts s0 much t0 see h0w much y0u d0n't even care . Y0u're n0t s0rry .
His w0rds breaks my heart s0 muchhhhhhhhh . Everything he said really like a needle pierce thru my heart deep, t00 much w0unds till i can't say much .
I finally see the true side 0f him n0w ! I th0ught i w0n't be sad ever again .
I w0n't even b0ther t0 entertain him anym0re ! I w0n't cry f0r y0u again !
A jerk like him d0n't deserve my l0ve anym0re . Its t00 late t0 ap0l0gize .
I th0ught he is different fr0m 0ther guy, but he's the same ! ): SIGHS s0 disapp0inted .
I th0ught i w0uld be able t0 be a g00d and nice gf, i tried but i kn0w the truth bef0re i can d0 it .
I even planned his birthday celebrati0n, we w0uld have a dinner . My present f0r him will y0u a card i design and draw myself, a cake/c00kies i bake myself and my wh0le heart !
Seri0usly everytime when i see him 0nline, my heart beat very fast but n0w i d0n't wish t0 see him s0 much .
I will n0t cry in fr0nt 0f any0ne, cause i'm hiding it inside . But that is a limit t0 h0w much my heart can take . But i w0n't c0mmit suicide f0r such a m0nster !
Fr0m the day i disc0ver y0u are cheating behind y0ur GF and me, my heart dies 0n y0u . Y0u went MIA, with0ut explaining, meeting me when y0u say want, but y0u never did . What is the use 0f just talking it and n0t d0ing it ? It's useless then . Y0u never text and call me anym0re, and this is y0ur way 0f saying y0u l0ve me ? When y0u l0ve a pers0n, y0u d0n't care ab0ut her ? N0t even a text message f0r y0u . I d0n't exist in y0ur w0rld at all . I didn't flirt at all, i'm n0t s0me0ne wh0 flirts and i'm seri0us in relati0nship, but y0u t00k me and this relati0nship f0r granted . I w0uld take this relati0nship as a less0n learnt ! Y0u t00k things f0r granted, y0ur gf f0r granted t00 ! I always been wanting t0 kn0w this, have y0u ever l0ved me ? Have y0u ever treated me as y0ur GF bef0re ? But n0w i kn0w the answer .
I'll live str0nger than yesterday and pr0ve t0 him that i'll be " happy" .
I d0 care, but n0thing can change the fact ab0ut anything .
If 0nly things went the way i was wishing f0r, it w0uld be different n0w .
But its n0t, after all i am just a third party, a inn0cent thirs party, i say i'm inn0cent is because this guy cheated 0n me !
He d0n't bel0ng t0 me in the beginning, n0w and the future at all .
Fr0m the day we knew each 0ther he already bel0ng t0 s0me0ne's else .
Actually i have a l0t wanna say . But i guess that's n0thing much left f0r me t0 say and kn0w anym0re . I d0n't wish t0 hear fr0m y0u again . I 0nly h0pe that y0u can delete me in MSN cause i d0n't wanna see 0nline anym0re . Pls d0n't appear again . A girl with a br0ken smile .
H0pe they can last l0ng then ! (: I'll be happy f0r the b0th 0f y0u . N0 use hating y0u . But i w0n't f0rgive y0u . I'm n0t that type 0f f0rgive and f0rget pers0n . Y0u will be f0rg0tten ! (:
LAST L0NG L0NG WITH Y0UR GF !
BEST WISHES & ALL THE BEST, MR N ! =)
FAREWELL ; G00DBYE ; F0REVER !
=D Feel s0 happy letting it 0ut .
I guess i must end it with a BIG smile .
Guess what i really catch a c0ld .
SICK n0w . ): FLU . JIALAT .
W0rk's fine, sales have been pretty fine ever since b0ss lady asked me t0 l00k f0r new j0b, as the days is appr0aching, i get tired 0f the j0b, miss the pers0n there m0re badly, hate t0 leave there s0 much, my eye candy is there t00 ! Hmmm, that is n0thing in this w0rld that y0u can't live with0ut with . Even l0ve .
But i met a funny cust0mer, she th0ught the st0re g0t n0 fitting r00m, 0nly see mirr0rs .
Then she t0ld her friend that she is getting the t0p, and i asked her what type 0f payment is she giving, she replied: 'NETS.' Then i swipe her nets, tw0 times declined, then she g0t n0 ch0ice have t0 use her debt card cum nets then here c0mes the funny part, her friend say: 'y0u d0n't tell me y0u f0rget that y0u d0n't kn0w signature already ?' She say n0 lahs, and we all laughed ! Maybe y0u d0n't find it funny, y0u have t0 really be there cause she is s0 funny !
If i'm married with kids in the future, i just want 0ne kid and is en0ugh f0r me, best is b0y, actually b0y 0r girl i still will l0ve and d0te them . Can dress up f0r them !
I'm s0 wanted t0 be called MUMMY ! S0 sweet and cute !
I want t0 plan a daily healthy MENU f0r my kid in the future, if he/she d0n't f0ll0w the menu and eat healthier i will banned them fr0m watching televisi0n, visiting the playgr0und, and eat sweets ! The last 0ne is s0 unhealthy . L0ls . Cause i'm a very unhealthy pers0n, i d0n't excercise and i super l0ve t0 eat junk and fast f00d ! (: I can even eat it everyday with0ut feeling sick ! JUNK F00D is my l0ves ; FAST F00D is my addicit0n ! =)
I'm a natural fan 0f z0diac signs and what they represents c0ncern me . (:
I'm very int0 it . =)
W00h00, J is c0ming back in a week's time ~ !
MISS Y0U BIG BIG !
HUG Y0U BIG BIG !
L0VE Y0U BIG BIG !
L0LS ~ !
Faster c0me back and g0 0ut with me, play with me lehs ! (:
H0pe y0u see this !
And i kn0w y0u miss me !
FACEB00K, faceb00k, FACEb00k, faceB00K, fAcEb00K, FaCeB00k ~ !
C
I'm feeling h0t, fever, i guess .
I'm tired, really tired, n0t en0ugh sleep, perhaps .
I want t0 sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp !
L00king f0r j0bs in vain . HAHAZ !
MY LIPS LIKE SUGAR .
THIS CANDY G0T Y0U SPRUNG .
Call me y0ur SUGAR .
I'M SWEET LIKE .
CALL ME Y0UR SUGAR .
CANDY ADDICTI0N . <3
J, I MISS Y0U ! (: C0ME BACK AND MEET ME S00N !
C
I'M L00KING F0R HIM, Y0U KN0W WHERE T0 FIND HIM ? (:
MR HAPPY !
LOVE, I D0N'T NEED THAT ANYM0RE ! (:
Seri0usly i think i sh0uldn't have 0nline t0day, at least my heart w0n't bleeds s0 badly n0w .
Its really hurting inside . I ______ him !
C
I receive a really bad news t0day . N0t sure sh0uld i cry 0r be happy ?
N0, y0u guys must be thinking its relati0nship pr0blem, n0 its n0t .
I already given 0n l0ve .
Its ...
Sh0uld i 0r sh0uld i n0t say ?
Maybe i'll say it 0ut n0w .
I'll be w0rking at my current w0rk place till this m0nth 15th .
15th will be my last day, till i say g00dbye .
B0ss lady said that she wanna cut d0wn c0st, and business is n0t g00d recently s0 she wanna take care 0f the sh0p herself .
Must start l00king f0r new j0b les .
SIGHS ): I'll miss the pe0ple and f00d there ! I l0ve th0se friendly, nice pe0ple wh0m i kn0w there !
J0bless after that . STRESS ~ !
Y0u d0n't l00k like y0u care at all . ); SIGHS ):
I knew it .
I predict that this will happen and it did .
Well i have n0thing m0re t0 say .
MAY I L0VE Y0U ?
C
0h my, 0h my .
I'm feeling sick .
L0LS .
M0re fast f00d, pls . L0ls .
Kill me with a knife .
C
Sighs ):
Sales is n0t better than last week .
Disapp0inted .
B0ss lady was very fierce just n0w, she just hang up the ph0ne .
I l0ve faceb00k's games ! (:
i L0VE PARTY, i want t0 party next wed !
C
Z0uk having event t0night, g0t c00l DJ, wish i was there ! ):
T00 tired f0r anything .
Seri0usly i feel like quitting, i'm n0t happy at all .
I feel i am getting sick s00n . Thr0at n0t feeling well .
I d0n't like when pe0ple tried t0 act friendly t0 me, when i d0n't even kn0w y0u at all ! (:
J, y0u're s0 funny and cute ! (: Miss ya !
Take care, 0kays . L0ve, l0ve . ;D
Well , why is it that people enjoy flirting ? i don't get the ideas . what the point in hurting someone ? what the point in telling someone i love you and then hurt her/him at the end ? what will you yourself get ? nothing ! why do some people enjoy doing this ? this world is really .. cold blooded . i wouldn't have eyes to see , nor words to share . what goes around comes around .
So what even if you get a good looking him/her ? if the heart is not good ? is it durable ? what matter is a good heart not a good look . a heart that is good would defintely follow you everywhere and go through all up's and down with you .
I f0und this in s0me0ne's bl0g . True ! (: That pers0n just g0t cheated t00 ! SIGHS ): We're in the same b0at !
Wish me g00d luck f0r the sales t0m0rr0w ! (:
Pray hard f0r me ! L0ls .
I thinked ab0ut y0u again . :)
C
I've already c0me up with a decisi0n, even if i am n0t using l0gging 0n t0 the net 0ften, i w0n't give up bl0gging, typing my th0ughts and life and etc . Bl0gger is my best friend !
Sales is really bad these days .
T0day's sales is 0 .
Nice results sia .
I saw s0me0ne i really hate in my life, MR T .
My ex bf, s0me0ne wh0 hurt me really deep .
Let me tell y0u h0w c0ward he is, he dares t0 cheat 0n me, saying he l0ve me and etc, i actually believed in what he says, and d0n't dare t0 face me and d0n't even dare t0 talk t0 me .
He's n0t the 0nly 0ne .
Let me black list s0me 0f the idi0t heartbreaking that really br0ke my heart, a l0t .
MR A, MR T.N, MR T & MR N .
0kays, they're either cheating 0n me 0r they're lying ab0ut being single, they actually have GF !
I'm the idi0t here, naive en0ugh ? I th0ught they really seri0us in me and l0ve me, but they d0n't, at all, n0t even 0ne bit . Very fcuking sad . N0b0dy understands this type 0f feelings, and i've en0ugh . I've been cheated f0r m0re than 4 times and by 4 pers0n !
I SWEAR i'm n0t g0ing t0 get my heart br0ken again . They're the 0ne wh0 is playing with my feelings, n0t me, i'm seri0us ab0ut them ... But happiness is just n0t 0n my side .
G0d always give me happiness and take it all away fr0m me in the end .
If 0nly ...
If 0nly ...
If 0nly ...
If 0nly ...
If 0nly ... Y0u didn't lie .
If 0nly ... Y0u're n0t attached .
N0 m0re if 0nly . I 0nly can say that its 0ver . That all .
Why d0 my heart feel s0 painful, like as thr0ught s0me0ne just br0ke my heart ?
I can't sleep at all every night . ):
Seri0us ins0mnia, perhaps i sh0uld see a d0ct0r .
I kept a l0t 0f things inside, i prefer n0t t0 reveal it 0ut . It's n0t safe in this w0rld . Every0ne is n0t safe . Trust n0b0dy .
I've s0 much t0 tell y0u . (: I MISS Y0U !
H0pe t0 see y0u again !
C
0ne last final g00dbye ;
0ne last final kiss ;
0ne last final w0rd ;
0ne last final p0st ;
L0ve ; every0ne needs it .
Maybe ?
N0t me anym0re .
But d0 they kn0w what it really feels like ? L0VE, i d0n't need that anym0re .
0ff t0day . B0red at h0me ! Th0ught 0f g0ing sh0pping but i am lazyyyy ! Wait till next week's 0ff day l0rs .
FB is n00b, 0r i am n00b ? L0ls . I d0n't kn0w h0w t0 use FB .
Restaurant City, pet s0ciety, what's next ?
Save m0ney, m0ney .
C
A pers0n like y0u d0esn't deserve my l0ve at all .
A pers0n like y0u d0esn't deserved t0 be hated !
I will pretend i d0n't kn0w y0u in my life .
Pls st0p MSN-ING & visiting my bl0g . (:
I want a new life n0w . I'll be healing my heart t00 . Unless my heart is heal if n0t i w0n't be 0nline .
I want t0 sh0p desperately, but sad n0 m0ney . L0ls .
I sh0uld find s0me0ne t0 supp0rt me instead huhs ? G00d idea .
I w0n't be 0nline anym0re .
C0ntact me by my m0bile instead .
Last p0st ever .
I'll p0st again when i feel like d0ing it .
Miss me if y0u can ! HAHAS ! (:
G00DBYE EVERY0NE, I'LL MISS Y0U GUYS ! (:
PS . MIA .
C
0kays sales is sucks t0day . 0nly 55 bucks . Sunday w0rst, 0nly 30 bucks . I remember Saturday sales is the best i've ever d0ne, and i freaking happy that day till i knew s0me really heart breaking news . Shall n0t menti0n anym0re, fr0m n0w 0n i want a new life ! F0rget the sadness . Back t0 t0pic, Saturday sales is 926.6o bucks . (:
I'm m00dy . SIGHS ):
I finally manage t0 finish my l0llip0p i kept f0r m0nths 0r years ? 0h did i menti0n that its inside my fridge f0r very l0ng ? L0ls . My t0ngue bleeds and hurts after i finish that l0llip0p .
Final w0rds . Last w0rds .
I d0ubt i will fall in l0ve with any0ne again .
I gave him my heart but he destr0yed everything in just 0ne day .
He sh0uldn't have d0ne it in the first place if y0u l0ve me .
Once your heart is broken the pain will remain forever, it might not to all people but usually before the pain it's gone you already suffered the worst possible feelings.
But your heart will turn apart and rip your soul once someone poke a needle on it by cheating, or just simply falling out of love or you lost your loved one or family members who died in the war or other natural disaster that caused you pain. So how will you handle the situation and then fix your broken heart then? Of course, you cannot saw your heart in order to feel better again and you cannot drag someone either to help you out if you yourself is not willing to accept the truth. Relationship has deeper pain compared to your broken arms so knowing how to fix your broken heart is really important in your daily life activities. When someone just broke up on you, your job is nothing and seems everything is nonsense to you but if you know how to fix that situation then you will feel better in any bad situation in your relationship or in life.
There is no quick fix or magic pills that can heal a broken heart. However time can help heal your heart if that time is spent in a positive way. Days, weeks, and years can go by but if you are submerged in the past or living in denial, your heart will never heal.
Actually i didn't want t0 0nline t0day, but i just have a l0t 0f things inside my mind, i just need t0 vent it 0ut here . H0w i wish i am n0t 0nline t0day . I sh0uldn't have . His w0rds hurts, like a milli0n, zilli0n needles pierce thru my heart . Y0ur wish is granted . (: G00DBYE F0REVER !
Ins0mnia again . Chui . Whenever i listen t0 sad s0ngs, my tears will start t0 r0ll d0wn my cheeks, i am str0ng, i am n0t g0nna shed a tear anym0re !
PS . I HATE GREEN & GUYS WH0 PLAY BASKETBALL ~ !
C
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
The diary...
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 ( 6/30/2009 02:43:00 PM )
I am s0 scare that its true .
I am trying my best ...
I am trying my very best t0 salvage ...
The care and c0ncern is n0t there .
Run baby run .
Sometimes love comes around, it knocks you down, just get back up when it knocks you down."You've fallen hard and but you forced yourself back into the game of love. Good for you! You find that each new relationship is better than the last--as it should be! We have to move up in life!
My qu0te
"Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get."You have a pretty mellow and easy going outlook on life. You are ready for any curveball that life throws at you."
I'm n0t feeling happy at all . ): Sighs . Why is this s0 ?
I feel like giving up, really giving up .
J, miss y0u s0 much ~ ! D0ing fine ? If 0nly ...
What am i thinking ab0ut ? That n0t the way it sh0uld turned 0ut t0 be .
X0x0 l0ve .
C
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The diaryHEH
Monday, June 29, 2009 ( 6/29/2009 01:05:00 PM )
St0machache . Damn, damn, damn . PMS ? I guess n0t, perhaps is the f00d i eat, the vegetables i put inside my maggie mee just n0w . Yucks .
I've the fear 0f having s0mething and l0sing it later .
I rather n0t having at all, i rather just dream ab0ut it .
Cause its like the w0rst nightmare ever, i d0n't wish t0 happen 0n me .
I might l00k happy but i'm struck with unhappiness 0n the inside .
Nic0tine is my best friend .
I h0pe i can get my pay by t0m0rr0w . I need m0ney sia . L0ls .
X0x0 l0ve .
C
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The diary0H
Sunday, June 28, 2009 ( 6/28/2009 08:18:00 PM )
Transf0rmers is a must see m0vie ! Damn nice can ~ !
G0t sad and funny part t00 . I think i'll give a 9/1o . (:
I wanna watch m0re m0vies ~ !
N0thing special t0 update .
I h0pe i can get a j0b ASAP !
H0pefully can watch m0vie 0r sing k with my friends again !
Miss them .
J, i miss y0u, s0 l0ng never hear fr0m y0u .
I really h0pe that y0u're d0ing fine . (:
Faceb00k is s0 laggy .
Epecially when i play th0se games .
LISTEN T0 Y0UR HEART .
G0t sad and funny part t00 . I think i'll give a 9/1o . (:
I wanna watch m0re m0vies ~ !
N0thing special t0 update .
I h0pe i can get a j0b ASAP !
H0pefully can watch m0vie 0r sing k with my friends again !
Miss them .
J, i miss y0u, s0 l0ng never hear fr0m y0u .
I really h0pe that y0u're d0ing fine . (:
Faceb00k is s0 laggy .
Epecially when i play th0se games .
LISTEN T0 Y0UR HEART .
X0x0 l0ve .
C
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The diaryRIP MR MICHAEL JACKS0N .
Friday, June 26, 2009 ( 6/26/2009 02:37:00 PM )
S0rry f0r n0t updating, was w0rking, back t0 my unhappiness again .
I slept at 4 am this m0rning . And wake up at ar0und 11 am . What the heck .
J0b hunting again .
Watching m0vies 0nline, catching midnight m0vie t0night . :))
H0ld me tight and never let me g0 .
RIP MR MICHAEL JACKS0N . (:
Y0u're l0ved and remembered . =D
Die at the age 0f 5o .
X0x0 l0ve .
C
Labels: RIP MR MICHAEL JACKS0N .
The diary
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ( 6/23/2009 11:34:00 AM )
If i were a b0y, i'll treasure the pers0n i l0ve with0ut hurting the pers0n, i want t0 let the girl 0f my dream t0 enj0y happiness everyday .
Xoxo love .
C
The diary:))
Monday, June 22, 2009 ( 6/22/2009 05:22:00 PM )
I feel s0 damn happy, share my j0y . (=
Xoxo love .
C
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The diaryStruck at h0me .
Sunday, June 21, 2009 ( 6/21/2009 02:10:00 PM )
B0ring at h0me . I can't stay at h0me, i'll have headache if i stay at h0me . Spinning headache n0w again . T0tally suck !
Craving f0r KFC . (: Fast f00d cravings, fast f00d addicti0n . =)
Dying . Feel n0 strength at all .
Ate KFC and fried rice at night . S0 happy . (: Ha0 kai xin w0rs ! =D
C
Labels: Struck at h0me .
The diary(:
Saturday, June 20, 2009 ( 6/20/2009 07:51:00 PM )
Terrible headache .
Spinning like hell . Must be the lack 0f sleep, i guess . I can't sleep well . I d0ubt i will sleep well again t0night .
I wish y0u were here with me t0night .
I wanna watch the f0ll0wing m0vies:
Land 0f the l0st
Transf0rmers: Revenge 0f the Fallen
The Haunting In C0nnecticut
Ice Age 3
I l0ve y0u, man
X0x0 l0ve .
I've s0 much wanted t0 say, n0t sure sh0uld i v0ice it 0ut . H0w i wish i c0uld v0ice it 0ut t0 y0u .
I'm n0t s0me 0ther girl y0u see 0n the streets, friendly and nice . I'm being me . Unfriendly and nasty . (; That me . I'm feeling really stress inside . I d0 h0pe y0u understand what i am trying t0 say and what i am thinking ab0ut with0ut asking me .
0nly g0d understands me .
I guess i'm just being rand0m here , hahas .
Friendster acc0unts deleted . (:
MSN me instead .
C
Labels: (:
The diaryRAND0M .
( 6/20/2009 01:16:00 PM )
Sighs feels s0 freaking tired . Nearly br0ke . Withdraw 5o bucks but n0w left ar0und 3o bucks ?
Meet up with my friends yesterday, finally .
Went f0r the interview as well, h0pefully i can get the j0b . But never pin my h0pes t00 much .
First, i meet Zhen Ling Mummie, sm0ke with her as well, we shared m0ney t0 buy cigarette .
Meet her at Far East Plaza t0 fix her PSP and we g0 see whether my b0ss lady was there, went t0 chat with my "neighb0ur" there . MIss them s0 damn much ! (: But luckily she's n0t there, if n0t sure will pick a fight with her .
Then we take train d0wn t0 Bugis t0 meet Shar0 Jie Jie, then meet Hui Zhen Mei Mei, have s0me small chats ab0ut 0ur life and etc .
Next Pei Pei meet us at 0ur 9 pm ? Very late . We g0 t0 Raffles City ...
Was p0ssible t0 g0 view the scenary at the Esplanade but we have s0me heart t0 heart at Starbucks C0ffee there instead, we chat ab0ut 0ur life and etc . Sm0ke and chit chat .
Drink c0ffee . Went h0me at ar0und 11 pm plus, every0ne was catching the last train h0me, Pei Pei and me walk t0 Esplanade there t0 take bus, luckily we catch 0ur last bus 0n time . Reached h0me at 12.3o pm . Chat with Zhen Ling till 2 am plus . But i can't sleep s0 plug in my MP3 t0 listen t0 s0e music and i'm dead beat ! Turn in at 3.45 am . Seri0usly i can't sleep at all, n0w y0u kn0w h0w seri0us i suffer ins0mnia fr0m . Thinking ab0ut a l0t 0f things . Happy and sad things . Unhappiness mem0ries .
Really enj0y the meet 0ut . (: L0ve l0ve y0u guys ! =) MEET UP AGAIN S00N !
Can't wait t0 see y0u again .
T0day's a Saturday yet i am at h0me ? Feel s0 l0nely . ):
M0vies t0night, any0ne ?
There's a list 0f m0vies i wanna watch, wh0's free t0 watch with me ?
J, are y0u free ? Pls c0me back s00n ! Miss y0u deep deep . "L0ve y0u big big . " Heh !
0r sing k t0night ... ?
C
Labels: Rand0m .
The diaryC AND J .
Friday, June 19, 2009 ( 6/19/2009 03:05:00 PM )
Wish me g00d luck f0r the interview later ! (: Thanks !
L0ve y0u peeps !
Especially y0u, J .
Y0u're missed, J .
C
Labels: C AND J .
The diarySing, sang, sung .
Thursday, June 18, 2009 ( 6/18/2009 04:41:00 PM )
Wait f0r y0u .
Baby, i'll wait f0r y0u .
I'll be waiting .
Will I ever feel this good sober?
Tell me, No no no no no pain
How do i feel this good sober?
I stare up at the starsI wonder just where you areYou feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)Was it something I said?Or something I never did?Or was I always in the way?(Was it something I did?)Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
I sing,"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get upI need your loving hands to come and pick me upAnd every night I miss youI can just look upand know the stars areholdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"
Party's 0ver .
J, miss ya ! (:
C
The diary(L)
( 6/18/2009 12:24:00 AM )
Well t0day is Thursday and guess what ? Yesterday which is a Wednesday, is my last day at w0rk, i supp0se t0 w0rk till t0day but b0ss called and ask f0r sales then he ask me t0 hand 0ver the keys t0 the Aunty d0wnstairs, then i ask him, "s0 t0day is my last day ?" He replied "ya" . Sighs . I sh0uld be happy, but i'm n0t . T0tally speechless, will miss the f00d and pe0ple there, that s0 sure ! (:
Its hard t0 get a j0b n0wadays, i 'm stress ab0ut this .
Must start hunting f0r j0b n0w .
I actually predicted that s0mething bad will happen, cause my left eye lid keep jumping, but i didn't expect is this . ): Sighs, what am i g0nna d0 next ?
I'll be very free fr0m t0day 0nwards till i find a j0b and started w0rking . Y0u're free t0 date me 0ut ! =)
The guys you tend to like are your close guy friends and sometimes are already in relationships. You want the best for people. Even if you don't get what you think is right, you're always accepting and happy for whatever other people get. You're the kind of person who sees the best in people. A test i d0 in FACEB00K, quite true, but i always met bad guys . I always ended up with a jerk and a br0ken heart .
I've l0st everything . I have g0t n0thing n0w .
Feel like singing n0w . Singing K .
I've send a numer0us 0f resume but i g0t n0 resp0nse .
I miss H0ng K0ng Cafe . (:
I miss late night m0vies .
I miss having supper !
I miss party-ing till high ~ !
I did a lil' small sh0pping when i was w0rking, was hunting f0r eye lash glue, in fact i br0ught three ! I'm s0 crazy ab0ut them .
By the way yesterday when i was 0n my way h0me, this cute ang m0 c0me and appr0ach me, i already n0tice him when i was inside the bus, in fact he even smile t0 me . He is really h0t l00king sia, sh0uld have g0tten his number instead, he even says if we g0t time we can have a drink, but we never exchange c0ntacts lehs . Cute ang m0 ! =) The 0ne typically every0ne l0ved .
J will be s0 jeal0us, i can sense y0ur jeal0usly n0w . (: L0ls . (L)
J is my "s0ul mate" . G00d friend always . Indeed .
I keep thinking ab0ut this pers0n everyday, missing him like nuts . D0es he kn0w ? N0, n0t y0u, J . :( D0n't be sad, cause i will always "l0ve" y0u . But he is always the 0ne wh0 d0n't care .
N0 matter what i d0 and say, n0thing will change the fact . In fact i've already given up 0n this pers0n . Just think ab0ut that pers0n . I w0n't say 0r d0 anything, neither d0 i will tell y0u my feelings and h0w i feel . Y0ur heart bel0ngs t0 s0me0ne else n0w . Y0ur msn nick really make me feel sad . H0w i wish that pers0n is me . ):
I must st0p thinking ab0ut y0u, w0rry ab0ut y0u sickly .
Truely deeply madly . =)
The 0ne wh0m y0u l0ve m0st will always be the 0ne wh0 hurts y0u m0st .
I h0pe y0u find y0ur happiness s00n ! And be happy always like y0u always did .
Happiness is when the pers0n y0u l0ve f0und happiness .
D0esn't mean if y0u're in a relati0nship with that pers0n y0u're happy .
I 0nly pretended n0t t0 kn0w . I d0n't wish t0 be in the st0ry .
And i'm pretending t0 be happy, i'm n0t feeling happy at all ...
L0ve is g0ne ...
G0d created man t0 have sex and he created w0men t0 l0ve .
That why the needs is t0tally different in a R/S .
That why man always think ab0ut sex when in a R/S .
That why man l00ks at pretty girl .
They g0t the fantasize alm0st every minute .
That why w0men needs t0 take care 0f the family at h0me .
That why w0men have t0 give birth .
That why w0men are scare 0f l0sing her l0ved 0ne .
Get the p0int ?
Its scientific .
I really hate guys wh0 cheated 0n their partners .
I really hate l0ve cheaters !
Can't they just be faithful t0 just 0ne girl ?If 0nly i f0und s0me0ne like this, i d0n't mind giving up living my life a few years sh0rter .
Faithful guys are hard t0 find, i think they 0nly exists in the 0ther planet .
PS. Missing y0u m0re and m0re everyday . The feeling grew str0nger .
C
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The diary......
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ( 6/17/2009 01:27:00 AM )
CART00NS, is my all time fav0urite ! (:
L0VE, L0VE ~
J, I MISS Y0U ! (: C0me back s00n !
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it
I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you
Wishing I was by your side
Cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you thatI'll love you the rest of my life
When I'm with youI'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you
Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
WHAT HURTS THE M0ST . Suits my m00d n0w . ): The lyrics really very sad .
Pr0mises are meant t0 be br0ken .
I guess i like my life t0 be care-free . I l0ve freed0m and i've s0rt 0ut my mind .
I've g0t an answer, i kn0w what i am g0ing t0 d0 next .
I d0n't stand any heartbreaking, any tears fl0wing, any sadness and unhappiness anym0re . I just want my sad l0ve s0ngs . I just want t0 be me ! I just want t0 be happy ! (:
Theref0re i am giving myself 6 m0nths t0 tw0 years n0t thinking and talking ab0ut relati0nships . (: I kn0w i can d0 it !
C
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The diaryC.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ( 6/16/2009 12:16:00 AM )
Watching M0nster inc n0w . Damn funny and cute, really make my day ! (:
L0ls i keep 0n laughing sia . (:
The little girl inside is s0 cute !
Watching Finding nem0 n0w . Funny and cute t00 !
I l0ve cart00ns s0 much ! =D
It makes me feels very happy . Wh0 says cart00ns are just f0r kids ? =p
I wanna seek f0r medical s00n . I suffer fr0m seri0us ins0mnia . I can't sleep .
Dark eye circles and eye bags . 0h h0ly sh*t . =x
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The diary0H S0 RAND0M .
Monday, June 15, 2009 ( 6/15/2009 01:54:00 AM )
Feeling extremely m00dy, lifeless and bl0ated . All thanks t0 the PMS .
I feel very sleepy but i just can't sleep at all .
My medicine is n0t dr0wny en0ugh . I am feeling slightly better n0w . F0r pe0ple wh0 care, thanks f0r y0ur c0ncerns . (; Y0u are l0ved ! =x
I am watching cart00n n0w ! (: The Incredibles .
Watching m0nster inc next . (:
I want my future s0n l00k like Jack Jack fr0m "The Incredibles" . :) He's s0 freaking cute, cans ?
I've s0 much t0 say, but s0 little time . N0 time f0r bl0gging n0w, s0rry t0 have aband0n y0u, dear bl0g . (: Y0u kn0w h0w much i need y0u .
I wanna watch m0vie . Any0ne free ? L0ls .
Meet up s00n my dear c0llege friends ! F0r a drink, sing-ing, heart t0 heart talk and laughing ! (:
J0b hunting in pr0cessing ...
Pls wait ...
Upl0ading ...
1oo % .
Y0u can start w0rking n0w . =D
L0LS .
Acting a retard here !
Where are y0u when i needed y0u m0st ? Where are y0ur c0ncerns ? Y0u might be enj0ying y0urself with 0thers and here i am suffering 0n my 0wn . It hurts s0 much t0 see h0w much y0u d0n't care . Fr0m the day y0u decided t0 leave, i've already numb everything .
J, if y0u are here y0u definite will send me h0me . I feel very sick and sleepy at w0rk these days at w0rk, feel like i am dying . Sh0uldn't have w0rk as i have MC . I h0pe y0u d0n't MIA again . I miss th0se days when y0u send me 0n and 0ff t0 w0rk and even send me h0me and s0metime we will even have supper and etc . Y0u're the best damn thing ever ! (: Thanks a l0t f0r being there always and always ! 0ur "friendship" is the best gift g0d gave me ! =)
I h0pe i can get a resp0nse fr0m y0u s00n, J . I miss y0u s0 damn much ! And i am very w0rry ab0ut y0u . Are y0u 0kays ? Y0u kn0w i l0ve and care and miss y0u ! (: Y0u kn0w that ! L0ve l0ve y0u ! Missing y0u everyday !
I find faceb00k very b0ring n0w . I wanna cl0se d0wn that acc0unt .
I think i will give myself 6 m0nths t0 2 years n0t talking and thinking ab0ut relati0nships, very sick and tired 0f it .
Used t0 being single, anyway .
It d0esn't makes any differences even if i am attached .
0h, that is s0mething i wanna vent it 0ut ...
My w0rk place there was this girl she w0rk in C0llage, keep staring at me everytime i walk pass her sh0p, cause her sh0p is quite near t0 the t0ilet, s0 0f c0urse i will walk there lahs !
She c0mplainted t0 my ex c0lleague saying that i keep 0n dia0 her everytime i walk pass her sh0p, hell0, excuse me, she is the 0ne keep l00king at meand the way she stares at pe0ple is like th0se why-y0u-dress-until-like-that and l00king-d0wn 0n pe0ple type s0 i d0n't like it at all . I mean wh0 likes it anyway ? And 0h pls, f0r g0dness sake, she's n0t even pretty AT ALL, why w0uld i b0ther t0 l00k at her ?
She even tell the aunty w0rking 0pp0site her sh0p, and whenever i walk pass their sh0p and happen t0 stand 0utside f0r chit-chatting, they will l00k at me and g0ssip ab0ut me . But i keep quiet and l00k at them .
Whatever ! Anway, i'm leaving the place s00n . I'm n0t g0nna see them again ! (:
C
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The diaryC0mplicated .
Friday, June 12, 2009 ( 6/12/2009 02:15:00 PM )
I want t0 watch the stars in the skies, will y0u be there ?
Interview later, wish me luck, 0kays ?
Visit the d0ct0r just n0w, feeling sick, still . Mummie bring me, c0st a BIG 47 bucks, eh . Is daddie's m0ney . Given MC f0r t0m0rr0w, but i still will g0 t0 w0rk .
But i am meeting my friends at nights, still ! I miss them s0 much !
T00 bad, Hui Zhen is unable t0 make it last minute, Shar0 have t0 g0 KL, and Henry g0t guard duty . SIGHS ):
0nly meeting Zhen Ling with her bf .
S0me things 0nce l0st, y0u will never get t0 find it back again .
Maybe i sh0uld cut my hair really sh0rt and be a butch 0r lesbian .
If time can reverse back, i'll still kn0w y0u, but as a friend, at least we will still be able t0 talk n0w .
As l0ng as y0u think y0u're happy d0ing what y0u d0 and y0u think y0u're feeling happy ab0ut it, just g0 ahead, well, i 0nly can say till n0w i'm happy with my decisi0n and i w0n't have any regrets in life .
We 0nly live 0nce . And never, ever take things f0r granted, things will be different if y0u d0n't cherish it fr0m the start .
I think i am like a glass, alth0ught i've cracks all 0ver me, i'm being br0ke a l0t 0f times, but i kn0w there are always pe0ple trying t0 fix me up by matching all the pieces t0gether t0 glue it back, but n0 matter h0w glue, i'll always have cracks, s0 its better n0t t0 fix me anym0re .
H0pe y0u all understand what i am trying say here . (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mv-Ekm1y2hQ
This is really sad k0rea s0ng, alth0ught i d0n't kn0w k0rean, but i can tell its a really sad l0ve s0ng, the MV is sad t00 .
Alth0ught they l0ve each 0ther but they are n0t t0gether and i think the guy is very n0ble, he d0nated his eyes t0 the girl wh0 d0ne blind .
L0ve, d0es n0t mean y0u have t0 be with that pers0n, as l0ng as y0u kn0w that the pers0n is happy, y0u'll be happy t00 . Y0u're willing t0 d0 everything f0r him/her . And that true l0ve . (:
I w0n't be 0nline at this m0ment .
Maybe i am trying t0 run away fr0m the fact, maybe i am n0t, i'm just sick and tired 0f all this .
C
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The diary=) (=
Thursday, June 11, 2009 ( 6/11/2009 08:04:00 PM )
Sick, very sick . Flu . I g0nna sleep early t0night . I can't take it anym0re .
Really very, very tired .
And very sick .
J, if y0u were here y0u kn0w h0w much i have been thru .
J, IMSSY0U ! :)
N0 m0re LITTLE MISS UNHAPPY, i want t0 be LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE . (:
Time f0r a change . =)
SECRET L0VER .
I wanna travel lehs ! But H1N1 is affecting my m00d sia . Better n0t g0 n0w, after the H1N1 is g0ne f0r g00d i might c0nsider g0ing 0verseas .
Bake me a heart shaped cup cake/muffin in red/pink c0l0ur, pretty pls ?
Waka-waka, pet s0ciety 0n faceb00k .
0lny games there interest me .
I really meant n0thing t0 y0u in y0ur heart .
L0ve is n0t in the air ! (:
N0 m0re h0pes pining .
Everything is 0ver and f0rg0tten .
I w0n't talk ab0ut it anym0re .
Its time f0r me t0 f0rget the past and m0ve 0n ! I'll never turn back anym0re !
MR T wr0te that in his MSN, this explains h0w i feel and i am g0ing t0 d0 this t00 !
GET WELL S00N ! =)
Bring me t0 the d0c !
If i never visit the d0c, i might die . ): Just feel very scare, disease is very danger0us !
C
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The diary...
( 6/11/2009 12:10:00 AM )
It hurts s0 much t0 see h0w much y0u d0n't even care . Y0u're n0t s0rry .
His w0rds breaks my heart s0 muchhhhhhhhh . Everything he said really like a needle pierce thru my heart deep, t00 much w0unds till i can't say much .
I finally see the true side 0f him n0w ! I th0ught i w0n't be sad ever again .
I w0n't even b0ther t0 entertain him anym0re ! I w0n't cry f0r y0u again !
A jerk like him d0n't deserve my l0ve anym0re . Its t00 late t0 ap0l0gize .
I th0ught he is different fr0m 0ther guy, but he's the same ! ): SIGHS s0 disapp0inted .
I th0ught i w0uld be able t0 be a g00d and nice gf, i tried but i kn0w the truth bef0re i can d0 it .
I even planned his birthday celebrati0n, we w0uld have a dinner . My present f0r him will y0u a card i design and draw myself, a cake/c00kies i bake myself and my wh0le heart !
Seri0usly everytime when i see him 0nline, my heart beat very fast but n0w i d0n't wish t0 see him s0 much .
I will n0t cry in fr0nt 0f any0ne, cause i'm hiding it inside . But that is a limit t0 h0w much my heart can take . But i w0n't c0mmit suicide f0r such a m0nster !
Fr0m the day i disc0ver y0u are cheating behind y0ur GF and me, my heart dies 0n y0u . Y0u went MIA, with0ut explaining, meeting me when y0u say want, but y0u never did . What is the use 0f just talking it and n0t d0ing it ? It's useless then . Y0u never text and call me anym0re, and this is y0ur way 0f saying y0u l0ve me ? When y0u l0ve a pers0n, y0u d0n't care ab0ut her ? N0t even a text message f0r y0u . I d0n't exist in y0ur w0rld at all . I didn't flirt at all, i'm n0t s0me0ne wh0 flirts and i'm seri0us in relati0nship, but y0u t00k me and this relati0nship f0r granted . I w0uld take this relati0nship as a less0n learnt ! Y0u t00k things f0r granted, y0ur gf f0r granted t00 ! I always been wanting t0 kn0w this, have y0u ever l0ved me ? Have y0u ever treated me as y0ur GF bef0re ? But n0w i kn0w the answer .
I'll live str0nger than yesterday and pr0ve t0 him that i'll be " happy" .
I d0 care, but n0thing can change the fact ab0ut anything .
If 0nly things went the way i was wishing f0r, it w0uld be different n0w .
But its n0t, after all i am just a third party, a inn0cent thirs party, i say i'm inn0cent is because this guy cheated 0n me !
He d0n't bel0ng t0 me in the beginning, n0w and the future at all .
Fr0m the day we knew each 0ther he already bel0ng t0 s0me0ne's else .
Actually i have a l0t wanna say . But i guess that's n0thing much left f0r me t0 say and kn0w anym0re . I d0n't wish t0 hear fr0m y0u again . I 0nly h0pe that y0u can delete me in MSN cause i d0n't wanna see 0nline anym0re . Pls d0n't appear again . A girl with a br0ken smile .
H0pe they can last l0ng then ! (: I'll be happy f0r the b0th 0f y0u . N0 use hating y0u . But i w0n't f0rgive y0u . I'm n0t that type 0f f0rgive and f0rget pers0n . Y0u will be f0rg0tten ! (:
LAST L0NG L0NG WITH Y0UR GF !
BEST WISHES & ALL THE BEST, MR N ! =)
FAREWELL ; G00DBYE ; F0REVER !
=D Feel s0 happy letting it 0ut .
I guess i must end it with a BIG smile .
=D
Guess what i really catch a c0ld .
SICK n0w . ): FLU . JIALAT .
W0rk's fine, sales have been pretty fine ever since b0ss lady asked me t0 l00k f0r new j0b, as the days is appr0aching, i get tired 0f the j0b, miss the pers0n there m0re badly, hate t0 leave there s0 much, my eye candy is there t00 ! Hmmm, that is n0thing in this w0rld that y0u can't live with0ut with . Even l0ve .
But i met a funny cust0mer, she th0ught the st0re g0t n0 fitting r00m, 0nly see mirr0rs .
Then she t0ld her friend that she is getting the t0p, and i asked her what type 0f payment is she giving, she replied: 'NETS.' Then i swipe her nets, tw0 times declined, then she g0t n0 ch0ice have t0 use her debt card cum nets then here c0mes the funny part, her friend say: 'y0u d0n't tell me y0u f0rget that y0u d0n't kn0w signature already ?' She say n0 lahs, and we all laughed ! Maybe y0u d0n't find it funny, y0u have t0 really be there cause she is s0 funny !
If i'm married with kids in the future, i just want 0ne kid and is en0ugh f0r me, best is b0y, actually b0y 0r girl i still will l0ve and d0te them . Can dress up f0r them !
I'm s0 wanted t0 be called MUMMY ! S0 sweet and cute !
I want t0 plan a daily healthy MENU f0r my kid in the future, if he/she d0n't f0ll0w the menu and eat healthier i will banned them fr0m watching televisi0n, visiting the playgr0und, and eat sweets ! The last 0ne is s0 unhealthy . L0ls . Cause i'm a very unhealthy pers0n, i d0n't excercise and i super l0ve t0 eat junk and fast f00d ! (: I can even eat it everyday with0ut feeling sick ! JUNK F00D is my l0ves ; FAST F00D is my addicit0n ! =)
I'm a natural fan 0f z0diac signs and what they represents c0ncern me . (:
I'm very int0 it . =)
W00h00, J is c0ming back in a week's time ~ !
MISS Y0U BIG BIG !
HUG Y0U BIG BIG !
L0VE Y0U BIG BIG !
L0LS ~ !
Faster c0me back and g0 0ut with me, play with me lehs ! (:
H0pe y0u see this !
And i kn0w y0u miss me !
FACEB00K, faceb00k, FACEb00k, faceB00K, fAcEb00K, FaCeB00k ~ !
C
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The diarySUGAR, SUGAR, SUGAR .
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 ( 6/09/2009 01:35:00 AM )
I'm feeling h0t, fever, i guess .
I'm tired, really tired, n0t en0ugh sleep, perhaps .
I want t0 sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp !
L00king f0r j0bs in vain . HAHAZ !
MY LIPS LIKE SUGAR .
THIS CANDY G0T Y0U SPRUNG .
Call me y0ur SUGAR .
I'M SWEET LIKE .
CALL ME Y0UR SUGAR .
CANDY ADDICTI0N . <3
J, I MISS Y0U ! (: C0ME BACK AND MEET ME S00N !
C
The diaryMR HAPPY
( 6/09/2009 01:09:00 AM )
I'M L00KING F0R HIM, Y0U KN0W WHERE T0 FIND HIM ? (:
MR HAPPY !
LOVE, I D0N'T NEED THAT ANYM0RE ! (:
Seri0usly i think i sh0uldn't have 0nline t0day, at least my heart w0n't bleeds s0 badly n0w .
Its really hurting inside . I ______ him !
C
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The diaryHMMM
Monday, June 8, 2009 ( 6/08/2009 11:53:00 PM )
I receive a really bad news t0day . N0t sure sh0uld i cry 0r be happy ?
N0, y0u guys must be thinking its relati0nship pr0blem, n0 its n0t .
I already given 0n l0ve .
Its ...
Sh0uld i 0r sh0uld i n0t say ?
Maybe i'll say it 0ut n0w .
I'll be w0rking at my current w0rk place till this m0nth 15th .
15th will be my last day, till i say g00dbye .
B0ss lady said that she wanna cut d0wn c0st, and business is n0t g00d recently s0 she wanna take care 0f the sh0p herself .
Must start l00king f0r new j0b les .
SIGHS ): I'll miss the pe0ple and f00d there ! I l0ve th0se friendly, nice pe0ple wh0m i kn0w there !
J0bless after that . STRESS ~ !
Y0u d0n't l00k like y0u care at all . ); SIGHS ):
I knew it .
I predict that this will happen and it did .
Well i have n0thing m0re t0 say .
MAY I L0VE Y0U ?
C
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The diaryI'M TIRED
Sunday, June 7, 2009 ( 6/07/2009 11:52:00 PM )
0h my, 0h my .
I'm feeling sick .
L0LS .
M0re fast f00d, pls . L0ls .
Kill me with a knife .
C
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The diaryRand0ms
Saturday, June 6, 2009 ( 6/06/2009 11:52:00 PM )
Sighs ):
Sales is n0t better than last week .
Disapp0inted .
B0ss lady was very fierce just n0w, she just hang up the ph0ne .
I l0ve faceb00k's games ! (:
i L0VE PARTY, i want t0 party next wed !
C
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The diaryGet the p0int ?
Friday, June 5, 2009 ( 6/05/2009 11:42:00 PM )
Z0uk having event t0night, g0t c00l DJ, wish i was there ! ):
T00 tired f0r anything .
Seri0usly i feel like quitting, i'm n0t happy at all .
I feel i am getting sick s00n . Thr0at n0t feeling well .
I d0n't like when pe0ple tried t0 act friendly t0 me, when i d0n't even kn0w y0u at all ! (:
J, y0u're s0 funny and cute ! (: Miss ya !
Take care, 0kays . L0ve, l0ve . ;D
Well , why is it that people enjoy flirting ? i don't get the ideas . what the point in hurting someone ? what the point in telling someone i love you and then hurt her/him at the end ? what will you yourself get ? nothing ! why do some people enjoy doing this ? this world is really .. cold blooded . i wouldn't have eyes to see , nor words to share . what goes around comes around .
So what even if you get a good looking him/her ? if the heart is not good ? is it durable ? what matter is a good heart not a good look . a heart that is good would defintely follow you everywhere and go through all up's and down with you .
I f0und this in s0me0ne's bl0g . True ! (: That pers0n just g0t cheated t00 ! SIGHS ): We're in the same b0at !
Wish me g00d luck f0r the sales t0m0rr0w ! (:
Pray hard f0r me ! L0ls .
I thinked ab0ut y0u again . :)
C
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The diarySAD ):
( 6/05/2009 12:07:00 AM )
I've already c0me up with a decisi0n, even if i am n0t using l0gging 0n t0 the net 0ften, i w0n't give up bl0gging, typing my th0ughts and life and etc . Bl0gger is my best friend !
Sales is really bad these days .
T0day's sales is 0 .
Nice results sia .
I saw s0me0ne i really hate in my life, MR T .
My ex bf, s0me0ne wh0 hurt me really deep .
Let me tell y0u h0w c0ward he is, he dares t0 cheat 0n me, saying he l0ve me and etc, i actually believed in what he says, and d0n't dare t0 face me and d0n't even dare t0 talk t0 me .
He's n0t the 0nly 0ne .
Let me black list s0me 0f the idi0t heartbreaking that really br0ke my heart, a l0t .
MR A, MR T.N, MR T & MR N .
0kays, they're either cheating 0n me 0r they're lying ab0ut being single, they actually have GF !
I'm the idi0t here, naive en0ugh ? I th0ught they really seri0us in me and l0ve me, but they d0n't, at all, n0t even 0ne bit . Very fcuking sad . N0b0dy understands this type 0f feelings, and i've en0ugh . I've been cheated f0r m0re than 4 times and by 4 pers0n !
I SWEAR i'm n0t g0ing t0 get my heart br0ken again . They're the 0ne wh0 is playing with my feelings, n0t me, i'm seri0us ab0ut them ... But happiness is just n0t 0n my side .
G0d always give me happiness and take it all away fr0m me in the end .
If 0nly ...
If 0nly ...
If 0nly ...
If 0nly ...
If 0nly ... Y0u didn't lie .
If 0nly ... Y0u're n0t attached .
N0 m0re if 0nly . I 0nly can say that its 0ver . That all .
Why d0 my heart feel s0 painful, like as thr0ught s0me0ne just br0ke my heart ?
I can't sleep at all every night . ):
Seri0us ins0mnia, perhaps i sh0uld see a d0ct0r .
I kept a l0t 0f things inside, i prefer n0t t0 reveal it 0ut . It's n0t safe in this w0rld . Every0ne is n0t safe . Trust n0b0dy .
I've s0 much t0 tell y0u . (: I MISS Y0U !
H0pe t0 see y0u again !
C
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The diary;
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 ( 6/03/2009 05:13:00 PM )
0ne last final g00dbye ;
0ne last final kiss ;
0ne last final w0rd ;
0ne last final p0st ;
L0ve ; every0ne needs it .
Maybe ?
N0t me anym0re .
But d0 they kn0w what it really feels like ? L0VE, i d0n't need that anym0re .
0ff t0day . B0red at h0me ! Th0ught 0f g0ing sh0pping but i am lazyyyy ! Wait till next week's 0ff day l0rs .
FB is n00b, 0r i am n00b ? L0ls . I d0n't kn0w h0w t0 use FB .
Restaurant City, pet s0ciety, what's next ?
Save m0ney, m0ney .
C
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The diaryLast ...
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 ( 6/02/2009 02:03:00 AM )
A pers0n like y0u d0esn't deserve my l0ve at all .
A pers0n like y0u d0esn't deserved t0 be hated !
I will pretend i d0n't kn0w y0u in my life .
Pls st0p MSN-ING & visiting my bl0g . (:
I want a new life n0w . I'll be healing my heart t00 . Unless my heart is heal if n0t i w0n't be 0nline .
I want t0 sh0p desperately, but sad n0 m0ney . L0ls .
I sh0uld find s0me0ne t0 supp0rt me instead huhs ? G00d idea .
I w0n't be 0nline anym0re .
C0ntact me by my m0bile instead .
Last p0st ever .
I'll p0st again when i feel like d0ing it .
Miss me if y0u can ! HAHAS ! (:
G00DBYE EVERY0NE, I'LL MISS Y0U GUYS ! (:
PS . MIA .
C
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The diary0h s0 rand0m
( 6/02/2009 12:11:00 AM )
0kays sales is sucks t0day . 0nly 55 bucks . Sunday w0rst, 0nly 30 bucks . I remember Saturday sales is the best i've ever d0ne, and i freaking happy that day till i knew s0me really heart breaking news . Shall n0t menti0n anym0re, fr0m n0w 0n i want a new life ! F0rget the sadness . Back t0 t0pic, Saturday sales is 926.6o bucks . (:
I'm m00dy . SIGHS ):
I finally manage t0 finish my l0llip0p i kept f0r m0nths 0r years ? 0h did i menti0n that its inside my fridge f0r very l0ng ? L0ls . My t0ngue bleeds and hurts after i finish that l0llip0p .
Final w0rds . Last w0rds .
I d0ubt i will fall in l0ve with any0ne again .
I gave him my heart but he destr0yed everything in just 0ne day .
He sh0uldn't have d0ne it in the first place if y0u l0ve me .
Once your heart is broken the pain will remain forever, it might not to all people but usually before the pain it's gone you already suffered the worst possible feelings.
But your heart will turn apart and rip your soul once someone poke a needle on it by cheating, or just simply falling out of love or you lost your loved one or family members who died in the war or other natural disaster that caused you pain. So how will you handle the situation and then fix your broken heart then? Of course, you cannot saw your heart in order to feel better again and you cannot drag someone either to help you out if you yourself is not willing to accept the truth. Relationship has deeper pain compared to your broken arms so knowing how to fix your broken heart is really important in your daily life activities. When someone just broke up on you, your job is nothing and seems everything is nonsense to you but if you know how to fix that situation then you will feel better in any bad situation in your relationship or in life.
There is no quick fix or magic pills that can heal a broken heart. However time can help heal your heart if that time is spent in a positive way. Days, weeks, and years can go by but if you are submerged in the past or living in denial, your heart will never heal.
Actually i didn't want t0 0nline t0day, but i just have a l0t 0f things inside my mind, i just need t0 vent it 0ut here . H0w i wish i am n0t 0nline t0day . I sh0uldn't have . His w0rds hurts, like a milli0n, zilli0n needles pierce thru my heart . Y0ur wish is granted . (: G00DBYE F0REVER !
Ins0mnia again . Chui . Whenever i listen t0 sad s0ngs, my tears will start t0 r0ll d0wn my cheeks, i am str0ng, i am n0t g0nna shed a tear anym0re !
PS . I HATE GREEN & GUYS WH0 PLAY BASKETBALL ~ !
C
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Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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Ink my Wrist/hand =D
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Re-pierce naval piercing Slimming down
Ink my Wrist/hand =D
Car/bike license
Soul mate (Buddy)
Toy poodle
Family & friends to be safe, healthy & happy always
Better skin & good complexion
HAPPINESS stay by my side always
Being HAPPY always
Taiwan 2010
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