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Thursday, November 12, 2009 ( 11/12/2009 09:37:00 PM )

I reserved this watch, will get it when I get my pay this c0ming 25th . (:

This is n0t bad t00 . But the w0rd U and K cann0t be seen pr0perly .

This is my l0ve ! I br0ught this ~ ! S0 in l0ve with it ! B0yfriend watch is s0 in n0w ~ !

Yell0w 0r red ?

Red 0r yell0w ?

Sh0uld I get the yell0w 0r the red 0ne ?

I l0ve b0th c0l0urs, yell0w is my fav0urite ~ !

Went f0r tw0 interviews t0day but n0 avail .

I received the c0mm0n reply .

We will called y0u if y0u're sh0rtlisted .

But 0ne 0f the interviewer say s0mething that makes me really upset .

The interviwer said: I'm afraid that I might have t0 declined this j0b applicati0n .
I feel s0 disapp0inted, and l0st that I break d0wn, really break d0wn, d0n't kn0w wh0 t0 tell . And I cried .

0ften, I always h0pe that there is always s0me0ne t0 share my g00d and bad news .

But in my mind, I c0uldn't think 0f any0ne . Except ____ .

We used t0 share everything t0gether . N0w, I c0uld tell n0b0dy .

Anyway, I'm used t0 it . Used t0 l0nely .

Guess what ?

I have already br0ught my FCUK watch h0me ~ !
S0 damn happy . Ha0 kai xin w0r ! ;D

I will be buying my sec0nd FCUK watch s00n ~ !

M0st pr0bably my next upc0ming pay !

Lately, my spending p0wer is back .

I br0ught tw0 perfumes, FCUK and CK . (:

s0 0bsessed with them and FCUK ~ !

Recently I g0t s0 many things t0 buy . Feel like ch0pping 0ff my hands . L0ls .

But I feel very happy as th0ugh I have everything in this w0rld and feel like I am the w0rld happiest pers0n ever . But th0se feeling is 0nly temp0rary, 0nce the feeling is g0ne, I feel unhappy and regretted f0r the items I br0ught .

M00d f0r party . Any0ne keen ?

Christmas party ?!!!

I th0ught 0f taking up c0urses ab0ut Design 0r Fashi0n 0r Make-up .

But have t0 make up seri0us c0nsiderati0n bef0re d0ing it .

These three are my 0nly interest . (:

Will y0u make it a wish c0me true f0r me ?

F0rget the past, let g0 0f unhappiness .

Why d0 I feel s0 uneasy ?

Th0ugh we b0th have m0ved 0n, but Ican't wait t0 think ab0ut him, like take t0day f0r eg, cause I been t0 the places that he w0rk and the places we went t0gether . Th0se mem0ries c0me back .

N0w I have t0 search f0r my happiness and smile back . I am glad that I have get 0ver . Start everything afresh .

Hence, we start 0ur life afresh, d0n't turn 0r l00k back .

I w0uld ch00se l0neliness rather than sadness .

I may l00k like having everything, but I have n0thing .

Appreciate all the little things I have . In life . Alth0ught its n0t a l0t .

Everyday 6 h0urs 0f sleep is killing me !

Restless everyday .

TV drama and newspaper everyday is a MUST ~ !

0bsessed with H0t Sh0t @ Channel U at 11.3o pm but 0nly half an h0ur .

And, and, and, The Unbeatables III !!! =D

I l0ve Li Nan Xing . (: Best Act0r Ever .

And s0me 0ther act0r and act0ress, can't remember what is their name .

I gave up my seat again . =) Feel extremely happy as th0ugh I have d0ne a g00d deed . (:

Human beings are selfish . Just think ab0ut themselves .

Instead 0f giving up their seats t0 pe0ple wh0 needs it m0re, they pretend t0 sleep 0r read .

But I d0n't need unwanted attenti0n after giving up the seat, pe0ple keep staring at me .

When I've d0ne s0mething, 0r s0mething g00d, I d0n't expect pe0ple t0 kn0w .

X0x0

L0ve me, Charleen . (:

Labels: c0urses, fcuk watch, Happiness is, i p0d, interviews, l0neliness, restless .

The diaryC0l0urful life ?

Thursday, November 5, 2009 ( 11/05/2009 05:01:00 PM )

Wo bu kuai le .
I g0t int0 a arugement with a stupid b*tch MINA .
Damn her, she sc0lded and push me first !
I was like WTF, s0 I sc0ld and push her back .
An eye f0r an eye .
~!@)(*&#$%^ All the vularities just came 0ut fr0m 0ur m0uths and the security tried t0 st0p us . They were being KP0 at the m0ment, I just d0n't care wh0 the pers0n, h0w 0ther pe0ple l00k at me, I'm very angry with her, but luckily the security were there t00, if n0t things were n0t be what I expected, maybe things may turn 0ut even uglier .
Finally I kn0w there's is pe0ple wh0 cares f0r me . S0 happy, the staff fr0m Pr0fess0r _______ I can't just wh0 they are 0r where they w0rk . (: They knew that I am being bullied s0 they were quite w0rry ab0ut me and they say I sh0uld tell them s0 that they can bring f0rk and sp00n t0 g0 scare her ! L0ls .They're s0 cute lahs .

Bl00d d0nati0n, any0ne ?
Bef0re I g0 f0r bl00d d0nati0n, I must get my full b0dy check up first .
T0 make sure that I g0t healthy bl00d . (:

http://www.sixlives.sg/
G00d English Pr0gramme .

http://www.formula1.com/video/
http://www.singaporegp.sg/
C00l and h0t .
I feel s0 retarded !

I'm g0ing sh0pping with 0ne 0f my c0lleague t0m0rr0w !
But she say there will be an0ther c0lleague g0ing with us since she is engaging s00n . T0 get her heels and make up .
I h0pe that I c0uld be a tai tai . L0ls .

Simple happiness .
Even if it just last f0r 5 mins I'm happy and c0ntented .
I want y0ur w0rth 5 milli0n bucks smile .
Give me 5 mins 0f laughter and 10 mins 0f happiness .

I remember that when I was y0ung, Mummy 0r Aunt like telling me drinking l0t 0f water will give y0u g00d c0mplexti0n, wh0 says s0 ?
Its n0t 100% true !
Excessive 0f water can kill y0u ! Due t0 water p0si0n0us .
80% 0f 0ur b0dy c0ntains water, that why we need water everyday but n0t every0ne's b0dy can take 1.5 litres 0f water everyday, take f0r eg, human with unc0mf0rtable gastric, pregnant w0men, diabetes patients, high bl00d pressure patients . They can't take t00 much water .

Bf, g0 0ne c0rner and em0 lahz .
Idi0t .
Naughty G .
W0rk hard . Play hard .
Energy, stamina and perf0rmance .
H0t h0t b0dy . =)

C0l0ur crash is very in n0w .
Dare t0 wear cl0thes l0ud and eye catching . Be b0ld .
G0ld access0ries is m0re trendy .

Just blink my eyes and happiness is g0ne .
All back t0 zer0 .
G0nna spend this year's Christmas and next year's Valentine al0ne, I guess .

G0nna reflect 0n what I've d0ne this year . And I'll type it here next time I bl0gged .
Y0ur hands in mine seems like a nice sh0w . ;D

Chicken wings ~ ! Yeahs .
Mummy is c00king chicken wings f0r me .
Been eating unhealthy .
Eat mac f0r tw0 days straight .
Will eat t0m0rr0w again . Casue I want t0 c0llect the stickers game !
If I g0nna win $50, 000 cash, I'll d0nate $10, 000 t0 certain charity ! =)

X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:

Labels: arguement, bl00d d0nati0n, c0l0urs life, charity ., Happiness is, sh0pping day, water kills

The diaryHappiness is here ?

Wednesday, May 6, 2009 ( 5/06/2009 12:03:00 AM )

C0untd0wn t0 14 m0re days t0 my birthday ! (: N0t really, really l00king f0rward t0 it .

Fated t0 l0ve y0u drama make me cry like hell but i'm addicted t0 it ! Watch fr0m the beginning again . I l0ve him 99 times, 99 marks happiness . (=

C

Labels: Happiness is