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<3 CHARLEEN.L
The Lady: Charleen
Big day: 20 May
My way of living: . Live . Laugh . Love .
Trademark: Being myself, don't care about how people look at you .
Loves being: Herself, unique, extraordinary
Living in peace lala land
CIGARETTE & MUSIC is my life .
Addicted to: Day dreaming, vain-ing, cam-whoring, shopping and movies .
My world: Family, nicotine, party, cute boys, F1, ink, studs, soccer, music, fashion, make up & sweet stuffs .
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I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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<3 CHARLEEN.L
The Lady: Charleen
Big day: 20 May
My way of living: . Live . Laugh . Love .
Trademark: Being myself, don't care about how people look at you .
Loves being: Herself, unique, extraordinary
Living in peace lala land
CIGARETTE & MUSIC is my life .
Addicted to: Day dreaming, vain-ing, cam-whoring, shopping and movies .
My world: Family, nicotine, party, cute boys, F1, ink, studs, soccer, music, fashion, make up & sweet stuffs .
readers.
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
Seeing him 0nline again makes me happy .
But we are b0th silent, didn't chat with 0ne an0ther .
Perhaps he have already m0ve 0n with his life and have f0rg0tten me t0tally .
Its g00d .
This might BE the last time I'm bl0gging ab0ut ______ .
Anyway, tw0 m0re days and its year 2010 .
N0t much wishes just the usual wishes I make .
I h0ped pe0ple ar0und me t0 be safe, happy and healthy always ! (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Updating bl0g late t0day cause I went 0ut in the aftern00n and did s0me sh0pping .
But was s0 pissed, sh0uld have received pay t0day but was delayed again .
Supp0se t0 g0 sh0pping but ended up buying m0re with0ut planning what t0 get bef0rehand .
Luckily I br0ught my 0ther bank ATM card al0ng if n0t die ... 0nly can see but can't buy .
I br0ught 0ne l0ng sleeve shirt f0r w0rk, black skinny jeans f0r w0rk, tunic dress, eyelash glue and earpiece f0r my I p0d t0uch .
0h ya f0rget t0 say that t0day is a special day .
Its Mummy and Sister's birthday !
Yeahs, y0u didn't heard wr0ngly .
Its THEIR birthday .
Can't help but think ab0ut ____ again .
Tw0 is N0T better than 0ne . After the breakup, I realize a l0t 0f things, d0esn't mean y0u stay faithful in a relati0nship y0ur partner will stay faithful t00 .
I grew str0nger c0mpare t0 bef0re .
S0 much I wanted t0 say 0ut, I guess this time I am hiding all my em0ti0ns inside . I w0n't tell any0ne fr0m n0w 0n . Its the best way 0ut this way .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen (:
Merry Christmas t0 all !
Desprite t0day is Christmas Eve . Just wanna wish that every0ne I kn0w is happy, healthy, safe, g00d and s0und . Peace ! =)
Eye g0t infecti0n again . S0 have t0 wear glasses again . Damn .
C0mputer damn laggy . Sl0w .
S0rry I can't be perfect .
Miss hearing y0u call me baby .
L00king back at the chat l0gs we used t0 chatted till late nights th0se mem0ries is still there, my feeling still unchanged but why are y0u the 0ne wh0 changed ?
I still can't get 0ver y0u .
Y0u said that y0u are willing t0 d0 everything f0r me, will never lie t0 me, make the relati0nship w0rks, l0ve each 0ther as much as we can, y0u pr0mise me that y0u will be there f0r me but I'm al0ne n0w .
I d0n't l0ve y0u en0ugh and d0esn't treat y0u better than y0ur ex gf that why y0u're leaving me ?
I can't believe that y0u have changed .
All just bel0ngs t0 the past .
D0n't ever turn back anym0re .
Treasure y0ur life, Charleen.L !!!
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Even my 0ff day I can't get t0 sleep peacefully 0r rest at h0me .
Sighs ):
Was supp0se t0 be able t0 sleep till aftern00n, perhaps ?
But was being w0ke up .
Damn .
Daddy upgrade his ph0ne line s0 I g0t new ph0ne ! =D S0 HAPPY !
Celebrated Daddy's birthday in advance . (:
He treated us 0ut t0 eat, we even invite Aunt al0ng .
After that we went t0 Sheng Si0ng t0 sh0p . =)
Daddy paid everything . Hahas .
Br0ught a l0t 0f ch0c0lates, Sister and Br0ther keep c0mplaining that I been eating unhealthy, and then n0t excerising and keep c0mplaining that I am fat !
I must diet n0w, cut d0wn 0n fast f00d, ch0c0lates and sweets !
L0ls, if 0nly I success .
I've been very g00d, why d0esn't g0d grant my wish by helping Grandpa t0 rec0ver ?
N0thing lasts .
Especially pr0mises .
Reflecti0ns 0n what I've d0ne and have happened this year:
1. Waste m0ney 0n items I d0n't need
2. Grandpa legs being amputated
3. Fall in and 0ut 0f l0ve
4. Br0ken hearted
5. Reshufflement in w0rk l0cati0n
6. Arguements
etc etc etc ...
Can't remember .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
I'm getting lazier and lazier each day t0 bl0g, cause I find n0thing interesting t0 bl0g . L0ls .
0kays, I'm s0 excited t0 g0 club t0m0rr0w, can't wait .
H0pe I w0n't be m00dy t0m0rr0w ! PMS ! ):
Last Wednesday I started t0 g0 clubbing again .
I can enj0y myself with0ut have t0 think I'm being c0ntr0lled 0r what-s0-ever . And guess wh0 I saw in the club ?
I saw my ex, the jerk .
H0w dare he g0 club with his gf (I guess) luckily I was smart, didn't patch back with him when he asked .
Still pretended n0t t0 see and kn0wn me .
The m0re I av0id seeing him, I sees him . Freaking me 0ut .
Few m0nths later I'll turning my 20s . (; Arghhhh, time really flies . I feel like I'm getting 0lder and 0lder .
Well, t0night will be my last day at N0vena Square w0rking after that I will be transfered 0ut t0 0ther place . I will n0t state the place I g0 here . Ask me if y0u wanna kn0w the asnwer .
I will miss the pe0ple I kn0wn there and the nice security I just g0t t0 kn0wn, nice friendly pe0ple . (: A bit bu she de t0 leave . But new changes is g00d f0r me .
S0re thr0at . Sick s00n .
Upl0ading my current ph0t0 s00n . =) Stay tuned !
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Deleting unkn0wns c0ntacts in MSN .
Can't make up my mind whether t0 delete ____ .
I supp0se t0 f0rget him, but here I am thinking ab0ut him again .
Silly me keep thinking that we c0uld get back t0gether again but all al0ng I'm just his spare tyre and his t0y . He just wanted a status f0r that, a GF indeed .
Why am I feeling this way again ?
Is it because I can't get 0ver him ?
I hate the way I feel n0w .
He is such a jerk, I mean l00k at the way he treated me, I am utterly disapp0inted . N0 matter what, a le0pard will never change its sp0ts and w0uld never changed .
Sighs, sighs, sighs .
Things always d0n't turn 0ut t0 be the way I wanted . N0 matter what I d0, n0 matter what I say . I shall end it all here . Given up 0n him .
En0ugh talking ab0ut it . Lets n0t talk ab0ut unhappy things .
Talk ab0ut happy things !!!
Yesterday met up with Mr Han S0ng, and he was late, I reached there early, felt panicked cause I d0n't wanna wait like a idi0t s0 kept calling him but t0 n0 avail, text him he didn't reply, such a idi0t, was supp0sed t0 catch a m0vie but the tickets at Cineleisure is selling fast s0 we decided t0 g0 t0 Plaza Sing t0 try 0ur luck instead but the h0urs there sh0wed is late t00, s0 we have 0ur dinner instead . He treat me Swensen . (: Happy happy . But I still prefer catching m0vie, its a l0ng time since I watch 0ne .
L0ve l0ve .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
0kays, I'm lazy with bl0gging lately, s0 the p0st y0u see in my bl0g is un-edited and I didn't c0l0ur my f0nt .
I have n0t yet edit my previ0us p0st .
I will edit when I g0t the m00d t0 bl0g again .
I think I must be stupid t0 trust y0ur w0rds again .
But ...
I'm being t00 s0ft-hearted .
Sighs ):
But I knew that y0u're n0t seri0us at all . S0 n0 p0int talking it anym0re . I w0n't trust y0u .
Hate myself f0r being s0ft-hearted time and time again . And always being taken f0r granted like a piece 0f sh*t .
I've decided n0t t0 buy I p0d Nan0, FCUK watch and have decided t0 fix my FCUK watch that have scratches .
Cigarette and music is my life .
0h n0, I'm craving f0r p0pc0rn and m0vies .
Damn, everything I d0 is unsuccessful, very sick and tired 0f life .
I really hate it when pe0ple was supp0se t0 meet me 0r whatever but last minute cann0t make it, I mean, wh0 likes being put aer0plane last minute . Damn pissed lahs .
I swear n0t t0 trust, believe pe0ple w0rds and n0t ask pe0ple 0ut anym0re .
Pe0ple always t00k me f0r granted and I've en0ugh !
M00d n0t g00d n0w .
Em0 .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Fcuk the bl00dy c0nnecti0n . Pr0xy and firewall, what the heck !
Damn Singtel !
I hate Singtel lahs !
First, I can't c0nnect t0 the Internet, then I can c0nnect t0 the MSN, n0w I wanted t0 visit pages like Faceb00k, Y0utube and Yah00, just can't access . I need help badly !
And I think my deskt0p kanna virus . What c0uld I d0 ?
The wh0le c0mputer just feel very laggy and sl0w .
S0 I hate using the net n0w .
Back t0 n0rmal (Internet) . Damn pissed 0ff, I typed everything 0ut and the fcuking internet c0nnecti0n went insane !
0ff t0day, went t0 visit Grandpa with Sister just n0w in the aftern00n .
It breaks my heart t0 see him like this .
B0th his legs is amputated . He keep c0mplaining that his legs is painful .
I remember last time when we are y0ung, he will n0t f0rget t0 buy l0llip0p, sweets and yakult f0r us . But s0meh0w, Mummy d0esn't like him t0 d0 that .
He d0te 0n us a l0t last time .
Regretted f0r n0t spending m0re time with him when he is able t0 walk, n0w he can 0nly use wheelchair and the saddest part is that he can't rec0gnise me and my Sister, he 0nly remember Br0ther . But Br0ther is busy with w0rk s0 he d0 n0t have time t0 see him . All his excuses . If we c0uld visit him 0ften when he is healthy, at least we c0uld catch up with him and his health . I l0ve my family a l0t . But s0metimes find it hard t0 sh0w care and c0ncern t0wards them, perhaps is because I'm t00 shy and n0t g00d at expressing myself .
What is happening t0 me ?
Why d0 I feel this way ?
My c0nfident level dr0pped . Have n0 c0nfident d0ing anything .
What 0n earth is happening t0 me ?
I can't seem t0 have any c0nfident and c0urage d0ing things .
Where have the real me g0ne t0 ?
And my c0nfident ? Why w0uld this happen t0 me ?
L0neliness can spread just like a flu .
y0u might spread it t0 y0ur friends and y0ur friends will spread t0 their friends and it will be like a cycle, with n0 ending .
S0 l0neliness kills .
N0w I kn0w the real reas0n why I'm a s0 in-secure and n0t trusting pers0n . Cause I'm l0nely .
S0metimes I feel extreme l0nely in this w0rld . As th0ugh I have n0thing .
H0pe s0meday I can be truely happy and find my happiness ! Hahaz .
Let happiness find me . (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Sister claimed that this is s0-called ART . L0ls .
Wa, sh*t lahs, I accidentially dr0pped my FCUK watch and there is scratches 0n it . Damn !
S0 unlucky after I br0ught the watch, it is either that isn't any pr0tecti0n f0r the screen 0r the "diam0nds" dr0pped 0ff .
The staff must be find me very ann0ying, keep g0ing them f0r help . ):
I really l0ve this watch t0 bits, I h0pe they can d0 s0mething f0r me when I sh0w them t0m0rr0w . (:
* Pray * * Pray *
Is there somebody who still believes in love?
I know youre out there
Theres got to be somebody
I search around the world
But I cant seem to find
Somebody to love
You fall in love?
Then let me show you love
Give me the key to your heart
I can give you what you want
When youre waiting for love
And youre lookin for someone
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Ph0t0s again !!! =)
Upl0ading ph0t0s, like finally, the latest me at h0me . (:
Aunt's BIRTHDAY . (:
R0ck my happiness ; r0ck my w0rld .
Y0u are wh0 y0u hang 0ut with .
Absence makes the heart gr0w f0nder .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
W0rked m0rning yesterday was supp0se t0 g0 0ut f0r m0vie but kanna put aer0plane by pe0ple . Last minute .
Damn . Wasted . Th0ught will have a chance t0 be happy and enj0y myself .
http://www.mcdwin.com/#
See the prizes 0nline . F0r m0re inf0rmati0n, simply click 0n the link typed 0ut here . (:
http://www.weareone.sg/
Buy the leg0 bricks . And help the less f0rtunate family . =) D0 supp0rt ! Just $2/ brick .
Have n0 time f0r new sh0pping centres like Tampines 1, I0N, 0rchard Central, and the upc0ming 313 S0merset .
* Y0u left with0ut a w0rd that day, I can't accept that y0u left f0r s0me0ne else, still h0lding 0n, waiting f0r y0u, waiting f0r y0u t0 say y0u still l0ve me, but y0u never did . And w0uld did . All I left was a empty, br0ken heart .
I have n0 right t0 st0p y0ur decisi0n at that m0ment, I didn't want t0 leave y0u but either d0 I want t0 see y0u unhappy .
S0 I ch00se t0 let g0 . I h0pe that my decisi0n is right .
Since y0u decided t0 leave, f0rget, let g0 and give up, I guess everything shall c0me t0 an end .
And I have n0 reas0n t0 stay .
When I th0ught I have gained happiness, g0d t00k everything away .
When g0d cl0ses a d00r, he will 0pen an0ther d00r f0r y0u .
I 0nly h0pe f0r happiness t0 be my side .
L0ve is n0thing but hurt . It will bring 0ne d0wn and will make 0ne gr0w str0ng . I d0ubt that I w0uld have the c0urage t0 l0ve again . Feels like getting marry, stable d0wn, having kids and n0t playing anym0re but its hard cause I never met my fate . But f0r me its s0mething I have 0nce in my life chapter .
I still miss y0u . I really d0 . I still care ab0ut y0u . I still l0ve y0u . But y0u were n0 l0nger here . Th0se m0ment is what I treasure till n0w . It is als0 my happiest m0ment in my life this year . Its the luckiest thing that ever happen 0n me . N0b0dy have ever make wanna l0ve and be s0 seri0us and n0b0dy have ever make me this happy . =) He's superb . BEST WISHES .
Measure the l0ve, n0t the distance .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Wo bu kuai le .
I g0t int0 a arugement with a stupid b*tch MINA .
Damn her, she sc0lded and push me first !
I was like WTF, s0 I sc0ld and push her back .
An eye f0r an eye .
~!@)(*&#$%^ All the vularities just came 0ut fr0m 0ur m0uths and the security tried t0 st0p us . They were being KP0 at the m0ment, I just d0n't care wh0 the pers0n, h0w 0ther pe0ple l00k at me, I'm very angry with her, but luckily the security were there t00, if n0t things were n0t be what I expected, maybe things may turn 0ut even uglier .
Finally I kn0w there's is pe0ple wh0 cares f0r me . S0 happy, the staff fr0m Pr0fess0r _______ I can't just wh0 they are 0r where they w0rk . (: They knew that I am being bullied s0 they were quite w0rry ab0ut me and they say I sh0uld tell them s0 that they can bring f0rk and sp00n t0 g0 scare her ! L0ls .They're s0 cute lahs .
Bl00d d0nati0n, any0ne ?
Bef0re I g0 f0r bl00d d0nati0n, I must get my full b0dy check up first .
T0 make sure that I g0t healthy bl00d . (:
http://www.sixlives.sg/
G00d English Pr0gramme .
http://www.formula1.com/video/
http://www.singaporegp.sg/
C00l and h0t .
I feel s0 retarded !
I'm g0ing sh0pping with 0ne 0f my c0lleague t0m0rr0w !
But she say there will be an0ther c0lleague g0ing with us since she is engaging s00n . T0 get her heels and make up .
I h0pe that I c0uld be a tai tai . L0ls .
Simple happiness .
Even if it just last f0r 5 mins I'm happy and c0ntented .
I want y0ur w0rth 5 milli0n bucks smile .
Give me 5 mins 0f laughter and 10 mins 0f happiness .
I remember that when I was y0ung, Mummy 0r Aunt like telling me drinking l0t 0f water will give y0u g00d c0mplexti0n, wh0 says s0 ?
Its n0t 100% true !
Excessive 0f water can kill y0u ! Due t0 water p0si0n0us .
80% 0f 0ur b0dy c0ntains water, that why we need water everyday but n0t every0ne's b0dy can take 1.5 litres 0f water everyday, take f0r eg, human with unc0mf0rtable gastric, pregnant w0men, diabetes patients, high bl00d pressure patients . They can't take t00 much water .
Bf, g0 0ne c0rner and em0 lahz .
Idi0t .
Naughty G .
W0rk hard . Play hard .
Energy, stamina and perf0rmance .
H0t h0t b0dy . =)
C0l0ur crash is very in n0w .
Dare t0 wear cl0thes l0ud and eye catching . Be b0ld .
G0ld access0ries is m0re trendy .
Just blink my eyes and happiness is g0ne .
All back t0 zer0 .
G0nna spend this year's Christmas and next year's Valentine al0ne, I guess .
G0nna reflect 0n what I've d0ne this year . And I'll type it here next time I bl0gged .
Y0ur hands in mine seems like a nice sh0w . ;D
Chicken wings ~ ! Yeahs .
Mummy is c00king chicken wings f0r me .
Been eating unhealthy .
Eat mac f0r tw0 days straight .
Will eat t0m0rr0w again . Casue I want t0 c0llect the stickers game !
If I g0nna win $50, 000 cash, I'll d0nate $10, 000 t0 certain charity ! =)
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
I supp0se t0 bl0g yesterday 0n Hall0ween but didn't manage t0 be able t0 use the c0m 0n time . L0ls .
I think I'm being rand0m here .
Cause I d0n't wish t0 have any p0st f0r N0vember .
Actually n0t much t0 bl0g . I kn0w that my bl0g is n0t as attactive as 0thers, I d0 n0t need unwanted attenti0n, I'm n0t a attenti0n seeker, f0r y0ur inf0rmati0n ! ;D
Just wanna say: HAPPY HALL0WEEN ! (:
Anyway, its happy belated hall0ween ALREADY !
T00k the wr0ng bus again, this is the sec0nd time this m0nth .
Think I'm t00 tired 0r my lens is expired, I always wear expired lens 0r wear them f0r m0nths .
Waste m0ney 0n transp0rt recently all thanks t0 the interviews and my super blur directi0n, my weakness is directi0n, d0n't ask me that ! (:
Alth0ugh I've experience in Retail, but it's still hard f0r me t0 get a j0b ! Sighs, started t0 feel stress, I sh0uld get a pub j0b perhaps ?
Give l0ve a chance .
Give future a h0pe .
If y0u d0 care, why leave ?
If y0u kn0w, why pretend ?
Heart br0ken, m00dless, em0 .
Mixed feelings .
L, I d0ubt that I'll never get t0 see y0u again .
Very much f0r l0ve at first 0r sec0nd sight, I wanted t0 tell y0u h0w I'm feeling t0wards y0u but fear 0f rejecti0n cause I kn0w where d0 I stand in y0ur heart and I d0n't have faith in l0ve anym0re . As much as I feel like being in l0ve again, I'm like 0ther girls, I'm wanted a bf t00, wh0 d0esn't want t0 be pampered and d0te 0n ? But I guess I'm always n0t the lucky 0ne . Y0u're the pers0n I wanted . Y0u're my type, my everything . I can't be in l0ve . That is my fact . I w0n't have any happy ending .
The truth lies . The truth hurts . That is the fact .
N0 m0re l0ve . F0rget ~ !
I can't blame any0ne f0r the state I'm in right n0w .
W0 bu kuai le . I've f0rg0tten ab0ut the miserable past . I've f0rg0tten that s0me0ne wh0 just br0ke my heart 0ne m0nth ag0 .
I'm enduring all the pain, tell me h0w t0 release it 0ut ?
D0wn with flu .
Needs t0 rest already .
Z0uk0ut, any0ne ?
Jennifer's b0dy, any0ne ?
Diet, diet, diet .
I'm skipping breakfast, lunch and dinner . Hahaz !
I find that I'm n0t a very feminine girl . Alth0ugh I l0ve dressing up and make up, but I w0n't waste m0ney 0n branded g00ds 0r beauty pr0ducts and d0 manicure and pedicures, in fact I've never d0ne it in my life bef0re . L0ls . Seri0us, n0 j0ke . Hence, I hate myself f0r being s0 weak in R/S . F0r the cry baby girly tears . I HATE CRYING ! Superb em0ti0nal . I want t0 be the str0ng girl ! Y0u will see me start crying 0ver sad l0ve st0ry, damn I super em0ti0n sia . Hate myself f0r falling in l0ve . I hate tears in my eyes .
Given up 0n my future, given up 0n life, given up 0n l0ve, given up 0n trusting and believing, given up 0n everything .
Each day I live I'm waiting f0r a miracle that d0esn't exist .
Each day I live I'm l0sing h0pe and giving up .
W0nder h0w l0ng I still can take it .
N0w I d0n't have much expecti0n in life, I just want a peaceful and perhaps a happier life .
And what 0ther girls expected 0r want, I d0 n0t want any .
I think I'm the unique 0ne . I'm n0t the friendly girl next d00r . N0t perfect . And etc .
It takes time t0 really get t0 kn0w me . I can be nice . I can be happy t00 . I'm very r0ugh .
N0 matter what I d0 and say, I've never ever regret in my life .
Perhaps at times I will get th0se feelings .
Its my pr0blem I guess in this state . N0t any0ne's fault, I'm partly t0 blame t00 .
I feel l0st and all al0ne . Will any0ne be there ?
I'm always al0ne, I'm used t0 it .
Being l0nely isn't scary, what fears y0u m0st is n0b0dy is there when y0u need help .
I guess I've already given up 0n life and a l0t 0f things which I used t0 pin f0r .
I kn0w I'm very negative, but I can't help but have this feeling cause my life is really sucky, everything will g0 wr0ng, definite, I w0nder if I'm a JINX, unhappiness is always by my side .
Why can't g0d let me stay happy f0r 0nce ?
If y0u understand h0w I feel after s0 much happen, y0u'll kn0w h0w much I been thru and the pain inside .
I hate the fact that I'm n0t being happy at all yet I've t0 pretend t0 be happy .
Th0ught 0f cutting my hair, reb0nd and dye my hair .
Sh0uld I cl0se all my ear-h0les ? I've 16 0f them . L0ls . A l0t sia .
Fcuk th0se pimples 0n my f0rehead . Arghhhhhhhhh .
0h g0d, I'm hungry at this h0ur, guess I'm sleeping after typing this p0st .
Feel like killing myself, I'm d0ing st0cktake later, have t0 wake up superb early but I'm still using the c0m, h0w stubb0rn ~ !
N0te: This is n0t a EM0 p0st . (: My mind is very clear ab0ut what I type here .
PS. I'm getting that French C0nnecti0n watch s00n ~ ! (; Wait f0r me, 0kays ? I'll bring y0u h0me . =D
L0ls, I ended up typing a l0t . :))
0kays, I shall end here .
Till we meet again .
Update my tagb0ard with c0mments ! (: W0n't entertained t0 n0nsense ! L0ves l0ves <3>
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Feel like crying that time, I f0rg0tten t0 p0st ab0ut all this .
Cause I t00k the wr0ng bus h0me and went h0me really late .
Was really em0 that day, h0ping y0u were there with me, was wearing my killer heels that day, s0 I was walking really sl0w !
I w0re my tw0 inch high heels f0r tw0 days straight, 0ut 0f sudden, I feel I've gr0w taller but my legs hurts !
The feeling is w0nderful but I get unwanted attenti0n . Hahas ~ !
M0re vintage bags, killers heels and dresses, pls ! (:
An0ther time is I supp0se t0 meet 0ut 0ne 0f my c0lleague 0ut f0r a m0vie, t0tally sp0ilt m00d sia . Th0ught she is eight-teen but she's just 17 ! Wanted t0 watch Hall0ween II but is M18 . Sians . She keep talking 0n the ph0ne and she is talking l0udly 0n the ph0ne and I feel like I've asked the wr0ng pers0n 0ut .
Depsite wearing a tw0 inch high heels, I still make a eff0rt t0 meet her and she keep c0mplaining and I never c0mplaint anything . Damn disapp0inting . M00d was ruin that day, needless t0 say .
Scared t0 hell, was h0lding the sh0p's key .
S0 there was certasin days where I've t0 0pen the sh0p early 0r al0ne .
I always g0t this scare feeling after hearing s0me eerie st0ries fr0m my previ0us in charge .
Especially few days back . Th0se feelings can't be explained .
Learning t0 f0rgive and f0rget, th0se unhapiness m0ments .
I've f0rg0tten the l0ve we 0nce have .
N0 l0nger that em0 . (:
I just want my happiness . And being happy ! I h0pe I can d0 it !
JIA Y0U, CHARLEEN ! =)
I might went MIA f0r awhile s0 I'm n0t g0ing 0nline as 0ften . 0r n0t at all .
M0ney and careers c0mes first, I'm earning my vacati0n m0ney f0r next year Taiwan's trip . (: L00king f0rward t0 it s0 much ~!
S0 n0t l00king f0rward t0 Hall0ween, can't f0rget last year's Hall0ween, that is pe0ple tried t0 scare me and they sh0cked the hell 0ut 0f me . I even sc0lded the pers0n . Scared me fr0m behind, I was like What the fish___ .
0h yeah, I'm turning int0 a adult w0rld next year . And I've received a letter fr0m Ministry 0f Health . Inf0rming me ab0ut the Human 0ran Transplant Act (H0TA) . H0TA all0ws f0r the kidneys, liver, heart and c0rneas t0 be d0nated 0ut after death . If I d0 n0t wish t0 have y0ur 0rgans rem0ved after death, I can register my 0bjecti0n with the Ministry 0f Health . Regarding this, I might d0nate my "useful" 0rgans after death . (:
I h0pe I can save lives t00 !
My way f0r c0ntributing t0 the patients wh0 needed it .
PS. I can't decide t0 get DKNY, CK 0r FCUK watches, I l0ve all ! But I just need 0ne f0r all 0utfits, perhaps I'll get the FCUK which I set my eyes 0n . =)
Y0u sure g0nna miss me after this p0st, I might n0t be 0nline f0r a l0ng time .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
The diaryFINAL P0ST . FINAL G00DBYE .
Thursday, December 31, 2009 ( 12/31/2009 11:40:00 PM )
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! (:
It is a new year ahead !
2o m0re minutes will be year 2o1o !
H0pe every0ne will be safe, happy and healthy ! =)
Cheers . Peace ! =D L0VE L0VE .
Take care always . X0x0 .
Anyway, just t0 inf0rmed every0ne 0r th0se wh0 read my bl0g, I will n0t be bl0gging here anym0re 0r sh0uld I say f0r n0w . Will keep this bl0g f0r mem0ries . Well, I've m0ved !
Let this p0st end the bl0g and marks the last day 0f year 2009 . (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
It is a new year ahead !
2o m0re minutes will be year 2o1o !
H0pe every0ne will be safe, happy and healthy ! =)
Cheers . Peace ! =D L0VE L0VE .
Take care always . X0x0 .
Anyway, just t0 inf0rmed every0ne 0r th0se wh0 read my bl0g, I will n0t be bl0gging here anym0re 0r sh0uld I say f0r n0w . Will keep this bl0g f0r mem0ries . Well, I've m0ved !
Let this p0st end the bl0g and marks the last day 0f year 2009 . (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: FINAL P0ST . FINAL G00DBYE .
The diaryG00DBYE ?!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ( 12/29/2009 12:46:00 AM )
Seeing him 0nline again makes me happy .
But we are b0th silent, didn't chat with 0ne an0ther .
Perhaps he have already m0ve 0n with his life and have f0rg0tten me t0tally .
Its g00d .
This might BE the last time I'm bl0gging ab0ut ______ .
Anyway, tw0 m0re days and its year 2010 .
N0t much wishes just the usual wishes I make .
I h0ped pe0ple ar0und me t0 be safe, happy and healthy always ! (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
The diaryBad m00d .
Monday, December 28, 2009 ( 12/28/2009 11:30:00 PM )
Updating bl0g late t0day cause I went 0ut in the aftern00n and did s0me sh0pping .
But was s0 pissed, sh0uld have received pay t0day but was delayed again .
Supp0se t0 g0 sh0pping but ended up buying m0re with0ut planning what t0 get bef0rehand .
Luckily I br0ught my 0ther bank ATM card al0ng if n0t die ... 0nly can see but can't buy .
I br0ught 0ne l0ng sleeve shirt f0r w0rk, black skinny jeans f0r w0rk, tunic dress, eyelash glue and earpiece f0r my I p0d t0uch .
0h ya f0rget t0 say that t0day is a special day .
Its Mummy and Sister's birthday !
Yeahs, y0u didn't heard wr0ngly .
Its THEIR birthday .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY T0 MUMMY & SISTER ! (:
L0VE L0VE . <3
Can't help but think ab0ut ____ again .
Tw0 is N0T better than 0ne . After the breakup, I realize a l0t 0f things, d0esn't mean y0u stay faithful in a relati0nship y0ur partner will stay faithful t00 .
I grew str0nger c0mpare t0 bef0re .
S0 much I wanted t0 say 0ut, I guess this time I am hiding all my em0ti0ns inside . I w0n't tell any0ne fr0m n0w 0n . Its the best way 0ut this way .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen (:
Labels: _____ ., delayed pay, Mummy and Sister's birthday
The diaryFestive Seas0n .
Thursday, December 24, 2009 ( 12/24/2009 12:51:00 AM )
Merry Christmas t0 all !
Desprite t0day is Christmas Eve . Just wanna wish that every0ne I kn0w is happy, healthy, safe, g00d and s0und . Peace ! =)
Eye g0t infecti0n again . S0 have t0 wear glasses again . Damn .
C0mputer damn laggy . Sl0w .
S0rry I can't be perfect .
Miss hearing y0u call me baby .
L00king back at the chat l0gs we used t0 chatted till late nights th0se mem0ries is still there, my feeling still unchanged but why are y0u the 0ne wh0 changed ?
I still can't get 0ver y0u .
Y0u said that y0u are willing t0 d0 everything f0r me, will never lie t0 me, make the relati0nship w0rks, l0ve each 0ther as much as we can, y0u pr0mise me that y0u will be there f0r me but I'm al0ne n0w .
I d0n't l0ve y0u en0ugh and d0esn't treat y0u better than y0ur ex gf that why y0u're leaving me ?
I can't believe that y0u have changed .
All just bel0ngs t0 the past .
D0n't ever turn back anym0re .
Treasure y0ur life, Charleen.L !!!
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: Christmas, eye infecti0n, Rand0m .
The diarySh0rt p0st .
Monday, December 21, 2009 ( 12/21/2009 05:58:00 PM )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY T0 DADDY ! (:
L0VE L0VE . <3
I'm staying at h0me, playing c0mputer again .
S0 sians, everytime 0ff day stay at h0me I als0 sians .
Last few years I am al0ne, last year I am al0ne and this year I'm spending my Christmas and year end al0ne again .
I guess its meant t0 be in this way .
Br0ke, waiting f0r pay .
A l0t 0f items wanting t0 buy .
I think ...
If 0nly ...
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: Daddy birthday, spending al0ne .
The diaryReflecti0ns . (:
Thursday, December 17, 2009 ( 12/17/2009 04:19:00 PM )
Even my 0ff day I can't get t0 sleep peacefully 0r rest at h0me .
Sighs ):
Was supp0se t0 be able t0 sleep till aftern00n, perhaps ?
But was being w0ke up .
Damn .
Daddy upgrade his ph0ne line s0 I g0t new ph0ne ! =D S0 HAPPY !
Celebrated Daddy's birthday in advance . (:
He treated us 0ut t0 eat, we even invite Aunt al0ng .
After that we went t0 Sheng Si0ng t0 sh0p . =)
Daddy paid everything . Hahas .
Br0ught a l0t 0f ch0c0lates, Sister and Br0ther keep c0mplaining that I been eating unhealthy, and then n0t excerising and keep c0mplaining that I am fat !
I must diet n0w, cut d0wn 0n fast f00d, ch0c0lates and sweets !
L0ls, if 0nly I success .
I've been very g00d, why d0esn't g0d grant my wish by helping Grandpa t0 rec0ver ?
N0thing lasts .
Especially pr0mises .
Reflecti0ns 0n what I've d0ne and have happened this year:
1. Waste m0ney 0n items I d0n't need
2. Grandpa legs being amputated
3. Fall in and 0ut 0f l0ve
4. Br0ken hearted
5. Reshufflement in w0rk l0cati0n
6. Arguements
etc etc etc ...
Can't remember .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: 0ff days, new ph0ne ., Reflecti0ns
The diaryHAHA .
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ( 12/15/2009 01:24:00 AM )
I'm getting lazier and lazier each day t0 bl0g, cause I find n0thing interesting t0 bl0g . L0ls .
0kays, I'm s0 excited t0 g0 club t0m0rr0w, can't wait .
H0pe I w0n't be m00dy t0m0rr0w ! PMS ! ):
Last Wednesday I started t0 g0 clubbing again .
I can enj0y myself with0ut have t0 think I'm being c0ntr0lled 0r what-s0-ever . And guess wh0 I saw in the club ?
I saw my ex, the jerk .
H0w dare he g0 club with his gf (I guess) luckily I was smart, didn't patch back with him when he asked .
Still pretended n0t t0 see and kn0wn me .
The m0re I av0id seeing him, I sees him . Freaking me 0ut .
Few m0nths later I'll turning my 20s . (; Arghhhh, time really flies . I feel like I'm getting 0lder and 0lder .
Well, t0night will be my last day at N0vena Square w0rking after that I will be transfered 0ut t0 0ther place . I will n0t state the place I g0 here . Ask me if y0u wanna kn0w the asnwer .
I will miss the pe0ple I kn0wn there and the nice security I just g0t t0 kn0wn, nice friendly pe0ple . (: A bit bu she de t0 leave . But new changes is g00d f0r me .
S0re thr0at . Sick s00n .
Upl0ading my current ph0t0 s00n . =) Stay tuned !
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: changing 0f w0rk l0cati0n, clubbing, Lazier, ph0t0 upl0ading s00n ., sick, turning 0lder s00n
The diaryUntitled .
Sunday, December 6, 2009 ( 12/06/2009 12:33:00 PM )
Deleting unkn0wns c0ntacts in MSN .
Can't make up my mind whether t0 delete ____ .
I supp0se t0 f0rget him, but here I am thinking ab0ut him again .
Silly me keep thinking that we c0uld get back t0gether again but all al0ng I'm just his spare tyre and his t0y . He just wanted a status f0r that, a GF indeed .
Why am I feeling this way again ?
Is it because I can't get 0ver him ?
I hate the way I feel n0w .
He is such a jerk, I mean l00k at the way he treated me, I am utterly disapp0inted . N0 matter what, a le0pard will never change its sp0ts and w0uld never changed .
Sighs, sighs, sighs .
Things always d0n't turn 0ut t0 be the way I wanted . N0 matter what I d0, n0 matter what I say . I shall end it all here . Given up 0n him .
En0ugh talking ab0ut it . Lets n0t talk ab0ut unhappy things .
Talk ab0ut happy things !!!
Yesterday met up with Mr Han S0ng, and he was late, I reached there early, felt panicked cause I d0n't wanna wait like a idi0t s0 kept calling him but t0 n0 avail, text him he didn't reply, such a idi0t, was supp0sed t0 catch a m0vie but the tickets at Cineleisure is selling fast s0 we decided t0 g0 t0 Plaza Sing t0 try 0ur luck instead but the h0urs there sh0wed is late t00, s0 we have 0ur dinner instead . He treat me Swensen . (: Happy happy . But I still prefer catching m0vie, its a l0ng time since I watch 0ne .
L0ve l0ve .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: dinner ., Happy 0r sad ?, him, unhappiness
The diaryLifeless, restless .
Friday, December 4, 2009 ( 12/04/2009 12:49:00 AM )
0kays, I'm lazy with bl0gging lately, s0 the p0st y0u see in my bl0g is un-edited and I didn't c0l0ur my f0nt .
I have n0t yet edit my previ0us p0st .
I will edit when I g0t the m00d t0 bl0g again .
I think I must be stupid t0 trust y0ur w0rds again .
But ...
I'm being t00 s0ft-hearted .
Sighs ):
But I knew that y0u're n0t seri0us at all . S0 n0 p0int talking it anym0re . I w0n't trust y0u .
Hate myself f0r being s0ft-hearted time and time again . And always being taken f0r granted like a piece 0f sh*t .
I've decided n0t t0 buy I p0d Nan0, FCUK watch and have decided t0 fix my FCUK watch that have scratches .
Cigarette and music is my life .
0h n0, I'm craving f0r p0pc0rn and m0vies .
Damn, everything I d0 is unsuccessful, very sick and tired 0f life .
I really hate it when pe0ple was supp0se t0 meet me 0r whatever but last minute cann0t make it, I mean, wh0 likes being put aer0plane last minute . Damn pissed lahs .
I swear n0t t0 trust, believe pe0ple w0rds and n0t ask pe0ple 0ut anym0re .
Pe0ple always t00k me f0r granted and I've en0ugh !
M00d n0t g00d n0w .
Em0 .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: lazy ., my facts ., s0ft-hearted
The diaryThis is life .
Thursday, December 3, 2009 ( 12/03/2009 02:01:00 PM )
Fcuk the bl00dy c0nnecti0n . Pr0xy and firewall, what the heck !
Damn Singtel !
I hate Singtel lahs !
First, I can't c0nnect t0 the Internet, then I can c0nnect t0 the MSN, n0w I wanted t0 visit pages like Faceb00k, Y0utube and Yah00, just can't access . I need help badly !
And I think my deskt0p kanna virus . What c0uld I d0 ?
The wh0le c0mputer just feel very laggy and sl0w .
S0 I hate using the net n0w .
Back t0 n0rmal (Internet) . Damn pissed 0ff, I typed everything 0ut and the fcuking internet c0nnecti0n went insane !
0ff t0day, went t0 visit Grandpa with Sister just n0w in the aftern00n .
It breaks my heart t0 see him like this .
B0th his legs is amputated . He keep c0mplaining that his legs is painful .
I remember last time when we are y0ung, he will n0t f0rget t0 buy l0llip0p, sweets and yakult f0r us . But s0meh0w, Mummy d0esn't like him t0 d0 that .
He d0te 0n us a l0t last time .
Regretted f0r n0t spending m0re time with him when he is able t0 walk, n0w he can 0nly use wheelchair and the saddest part is that he can't rec0gnise me and my Sister, he 0nly remember Br0ther . But Br0ther is busy with w0rk s0 he d0 n0t have time t0 see him . All his excuses . If we c0uld visit him 0ften when he is healthy, at least we c0uld catch up with him and his health . I l0ve my family a l0t . But s0metimes find it hard t0 sh0w care and c0ncern t0wards them, perhaps is because I'm t00 shy and n0t g00d at expressing myself .
What is happening t0 me ?
Why d0 I feel this way ?
My c0nfident level dr0pped . Have n0 c0nfident d0ing anything .
What 0n earth is happening t0 me ?
I can't seem t0 have any c0nfident and c0urage d0ing things .
Where have the real me g0ne t0 ?
And my c0nfident ? Why w0uld this happen t0 me ?
L0neliness can spread just like a flu .
y0u might spread it t0 y0ur friends and y0ur friends will spread t0 their friends and it will be like a cycle, with n0 ending .
S0 l0neliness kills .
N0w I kn0w the real reas0n why I'm a s0 in-secure and n0t trusting pers0n . Cause I'm l0nely .
S0metimes I feel extreme l0nely in this w0rld . As th0ugh I have n0thing .
H0pe s0meday I can be truely happy and find my happiness ! Hahaz .
Let happiness find me . (:
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: c0nfident level dr0pped, fcuking c0nnecti0n, grandpa legs being amputated, happiness find me ., l0neliness
The diaryr a n d 0 m
Monday, November 30, 2009 ( 11/30/2009 12:43:00 AM )
Sister claimed that this is s0-called ART . L0ls .
Wa, sh*t lahs, I accidentially dr0pped my FCUK watch and there is scratches 0n it . Damn !
S0 unlucky after I br0ught the watch, it is either that isn't any pr0tecti0n f0r the screen 0r the "diam0nds" dr0pped 0ff .
The staff must be find me very ann0ying, keep g0ing them f0r help . ):
I really l0ve this watch t0 bits, I h0pe they can d0 s0mething f0r me when I sh0w them t0m0rr0w . (:
* Pray * * Pray *
Is there somebody who still believes in love?
I know youre out there
Theres got to be somebody
I search around the world
But I cant seem to find
Somebody to love
You fall in love?
Then let me show you love
Give me the key to your heart
I can give you what you want
When youre waiting for love
And youre lookin for someone
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: raannndddd00000mmmmmm .
The diary
Sunday, November 29, 2009 ( 11/29/2009 09:27:00 PM )
Ph0t0s again !!! =)
My mind is blank, right n0w .
S0 I d0n't kn0w what t0 type .
Anyway, I'm happy that I will be able t0 wear my c0ntacts again 0n M0nday .
But I g0nna wear them 0n Tuesday, which is 0n the 1st .
I'm 0ff t0day, like finally !
S0 happy lahz, received my pay already !
Th0ught I c0uld sleep till 11 0r 12 am but Mummie wakes me up early in the m0rning, saying that we w0uld be visiting Grandpa later . I was telling her t0 let me sleep m0re but sh0rtly after she step 0ut 0f my r00m, I w0ke up, I remember telling her that I wanted t0 visit him (Grandpa) when I 0ff . N0w the chance have c0me !
And s0, I sh0wer, g0t dressed up, makeup and 0ff we g0 .
I was s0 sh0cked t0 see Grandpa . He bec0me m0re skinny . My heart aches t0 see him like this and his leg g0t amputated . But the 0ther leg may be amputated t00, up0n hearing that, I feel very sad, he can't g0 anywhere he like, like he did in the past, 0ther than staying at h0me .
The ward he is staying in is very h0t and there's n0 TV . If its f0r me, n0 TV, n0 gadgets, I w0uld die .
Recently I met a l0t 0f cute guys, I mean, they are really cute, they're my type .
I feel extreme shy when I saw them especially when I l00k ugly in th0se nerdy spec .
S0metimes when I'm w0rking, I can't help but hunt f0r cute guys, then my c0lleague will say that I'm "hua chi" (mandarin f0r crazy 0ver men) . I was like, WTH lahs .
I mean I just feel happy when I saw them n0t t0 the extreme that I will get their c0ntact n0 0r stalk them .
But s0meh0w, I am still afraid 0f getting hurt, again . After all, the previ0us w0und is t00 deep f0r me t0 rec0very within a sh0rt peri0d 0f time .
0kays, d0n't talk ab0ut unhappiness anym0re, it will bring me d0wn m0re .
0h n0, I missed the IT fair this year !
S0 many things I wanted t0 get ! Hahas .
S0 I d0n't kn0w what t0 type .
Anyway, I'm happy that I will be able t0 wear my c0ntacts again 0n M0nday .
But I g0nna wear them 0n Tuesday, which is 0n the 1st .
I'm 0ff t0day, like finally !
S0 happy lahz, received my pay already !
Th0ught I c0uld sleep till 11 0r 12 am but Mummie wakes me up early in the m0rning, saying that we w0uld be visiting Grandpa later . I was telling her t0 let me sleep m0re but sh0rtly after she step 0ut 0f my r00m, I w0ke up, I remember telling her that I wanted t0 visit him (Grandpa) when I 0ff . N0w the chance have c0me !
And s0, I sh0wer, g0t dressed up, makeup and 0ff we g0 .
I was s0 sh0cked t0 see Grandpa . He bec0me m0re skinny . My heart aches t0 see him like this and his leg g0t amputated . But the 0ther leg may be amputated t00, up0n hearing that, I feel very sad, he can't g0 anywhere he like, like he did in the past, 0ther than staying at h0me .
The ward he is staying in is very h0t and there's n0 TV . If its f0r me, n0 TV, n0 gadgets, I w0uld die .
Recently I met a l0t 0f cute guys, I mean, they are really cute, they're my type .
I feel extreme shy when I saw them especially when I l00k ugly in th0se nerdy spec .
S0metimes when I'm w0rking, I can't help but hunt f0r cute guys, then my c0lleague will say that I'm "hua chi" (mandarin f0r crazy 0ver men) . I was like, WTH lahs .
I mean I just feel happy when I saw them n0t t0 the extreme that I will get their c0ntact n0 0r stalk them .
But s0meh0w, I am still afraid 0f getting hurt, again . After all, the previ0us w0und is t00 deep f0r me t0 rec0very within a sh0rt peri0d 0f time .
0kays, d0n't talk ab0ut unhappiness anym0re, it will bring me d0wn m0re .
0h n0, I missed the IT fair this year !
S0 many things I wanted t0 get ! Hahas .
Can't wait f0r the 0ne next year !
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: blank, cute b0ys, IT fair ., visit grandpa
The diaryLife . . .
Thursday, November 26, 2009 ( 11/26/2009 09:38:00 PM )
Upl0ading ph0t0s, like finally, the latest me at h0me . (:
Enj0y, d0n't dr00l, l0ls . Kidding .
W0rk is alright .
Life is ?
Still g0ing 0n . Alth0ught life sucks .
It's the heart that matters . 0h I kn0w that I'm being rand0m here . Hahas .
But I hate the way I l00k n0w .
N0w I s0meh0w can't mind the way I l00k .
Cause recently I g0t eye infecti0n s0 I was being f0rced t0 wear glasses everyday instead 0f c0ntact lens and eye makeup and lashies . Hmmm, well, I miss them . I l00k ugly in glasses .
Sh0uld I cut bangs ? L0ls can't make up my mind after much c0nsiderati0n .
Be g00d t0 y0urself . Be true t0 y0urself .
If y0u c0uld create a miracle f0r me, what will it be ?
I just can't resist y0u . I can't f0rget y0u .
Y0u kn0w that I was tr0uble, but y0u c0uldn't resist .
I kn0w that y0u were tr0uble but I c0ulsn't resist .
Life is ?
Still g0ing 0n . Alth0ught life sucks .
It's the heart that matters . 0h I kn0w that I'm being rand0m here . Hahas .
But I hate the way I l00k n0w .
N0w I s0meh0w can't mind the way I l00k .
Cause recently I g0t eye infecti0n s0 I was being f0rced t0 wear glasses everyday instead 0f c0ntact lens and eye makeup and lashies . Hmmm, well, I miss them . I l00k ugly in glasses .
Sh0uld I cut bangs ? L0ls can't make up my mind after much c0nsiderati0n .
Be g00d t0 y0urself . Be true t0 y0urself .
If y0u c0uld create a miracle f0r me, what will it be ?
I just can't resist y0u . I can't f0rget y0u .
Y0u kn0w that I was tr0uble, but y0u c0uldn't resist .
I kn0w that y0u were tr0uble but I c0ulsn't resist .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: c0l0urs life, changing 0f image, true, unresistable .
The diaryRAANNDDD0000MMMMM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ( 11/24/2009 11:57:00 PM )
Aunt's BIRTHDAY . (:
0h n0 pay will be delayed this m0nth by 0ne 0r tw0 days, can't wait f0r my pay ! S0 br0ke !
Even I've leave with n0thing, I feel that its w0rth it as l0ng as y0u're happy, anything I d0 w0n't matter .
A pure g0ld heart is w0rth a milli0n bucks than a g00d l00k but black heart .
Y0u say y0u d0n't want me, I feel ugly .
I want a c0untd0wn party !
I want a diam0nd ring !
Starhub Max 0nline 35% 0ff, cable TV 5o% 0ff . D0 PM me if y0u're interested .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Even I've leave with n0thing, I feel that its w0rth it as l0ng as y0u're happy, anything I d0 w0n't matter .
A pure g0ld heart is w0rth a milli0n bucks than a g00d l00k but black heart .
Y0u say y0u d0n't want me, I feel ugly .
I want a c0untd0wn party !
I want a diam0nd ring !
Starhub Max 0nline 35% 0ff, cable TV 5o% 0ff . D0 PM me if y0u're interested .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
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Thursday, November 19, 2009 ( 11/19/2009 02:07:00 PM )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY T0 AUNT ! (:
She's my g0dma .
Half 0f my m0ther .
I feel guilty f0r n0t d0ing anything f0r her .
G0nna buy her a birthday cake later .
Help ! I'm br0ke !
R0ck my happiness ; r0ck my w0rld .
Y0u are wh0 y0u hang 0ut with .
Absence makes the heart gr0w f0nder .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
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Sunday, November 15, 2009 ( 11/15/2009 12:09:00 AM )
W0rked m0rning yesterday was supp0se t0 g0 0ut f0r m0vie but kanna put aer0plane by pe0ple . Last minute .
Damn . Wasted . Th0ught will have a chance t0 be happy and enj0y myself .
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See the prizes 0nline . F0r m0re inf0rmati0n, simply click 0n the link typed 0ut here . (:
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Buy the leg0 bricks . And help the less f0rtunate family . =) D0 supp0rt ! Just $2/ brick .
Have n0 time f0r new sh0pping centres like Tampines 1, I0N, 0rchard Central, and the upc0ming 313 S0merset .
* Y0u left with0ut a w0rd that day, I can't accept that y0u left f0r s0me0ne else, still h0lding 0n, waiting f0r y0u, waiting f0r y0u t0 say y0u still l0ve me, but y0u never did . And w0uld did . All I left was a empty, br0ken heart .
I have n0 right t0 st0p y0ur decisi0n at that m0ment, I didn't want t0 leave y0u but either d0 I want t0 see y0u unhappy .
S0 I ch00se t0 let g0 . I h0pe that my decisi0n is right .
Since y0u decided t0 leave, f0rget, let g0 and give up, I guess everything shall c0me t0 an end .
And I have n0 reas0n t0 stay .
When I th0ught I have gained happiness, g0d t00k everything away .
When g0d cl0ses a d00r, he will 0pen an0ther d00r f0r y0u .
I 0nly h0pe f0r happiness t0 be my side .
L0ve is n0thing but hurt . It will bring 0ne d0wn and will make 0ne gr0w str0ng . I d0ubt that I w0uld have the c0urage t0 l0ve again . Feels like getting marry, stable d0wn, having kids and n0t playing anym0re but its hard cause I never met my fate . But f0r me its s0mething I have 0nce in my life chapter .
I still miss y0u . I really d0 . I still care ab0ut y0u . I still l0ve y0u . But y0u were n0 l0nger here . Th0se m0ment is what I treasure till n0w . It is als0 my happiest m0ment in my life this year . Its the luckiest thing that ever happen 0n me . N0b0dy have ever make wanna l0ve and be s0 seri0us and n0b0dy have ever make me this happy . =) He's superb . BEST WISHES .
Measure the l0ve, n0t the distance .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
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Thursday, November 12, 2009 ( 11/12/2009 09:37:00 PM )
I reserved this watch, will get it when I get my pay this c0ming 25th . (:
This is n0t bad t00 . But the w0rd U and K cann0t be seen pr0perly .
Yell0w 0r red ?
Red 0r yell0w ?
Went f0r tw0 interviews t0day but n0 avail .
This is my l0ve ! I br0ught this ~ ! S0 in l0ve with it ! B0yfriend watch is s0 in n0w ~ !
Yell0w 0r red ?
Red 0r yell0w ?
Sh0uld I get the yell0w 0r the red 0ne ?
I l0ve b0th c0l0urs, yell0w is my fav0urite ~ !
Went f0r tw0 interviews t0day but n0 avail .
I received the c0mm0n reply .
We will called y0u if y0u're sh0rtlisted .
But 0ne 0f the interviewer say s0mething that makes me really upset .
The interviwer said: I'm afraid that I might have t0 declined this j0b applicati0n .
I feel s0 disapp0inted, and l0st that I break d0wn, really break d0wn, d0n't kn0w wh0 t0 tell . And I cried .
I feel s0 disapp0inted, and l0st that I break d0wn, really break d0wn, d0n't kn0w wh0 t0 tell . And I cried .
0ften, I always h0pe that there is always s0me0ne t0 share my g00d and bad news .
But in my mind, I c0uldn't think 0f any0ne . Except ____ .
We used t0 share everything t0gether . N0w, I c0uld tell n0b0dy .
Anyway, I'm used t0 it . Used t0 l0nely .
Guess what ?
I have already br0ught my FCUK watch h0me ~ !
S0 damn happy . Ha0 kai xin w0r ! ;D
S0 damn happy . Ha0 kai xin w0r ! ;D
I will be buying my sec0nd FCUK watch s00n ~ !
M0st pr0bably my next upc0ming pay !
Lately, my spending p0wer is back .
I br0ught tw0 perfumes, FCUK and CK . (:
s0 0bsessed with them and FCUK ~ !
Recently I g0t s0 many things t0 buy . Feel like ch0pping 0ff my hands . L0ls .
But I feel very happy as th0ugh I have everything in this w0rld and feel like I am the w0rld happiest pers0n ever . But th0se feeling is 0nly temp0rary, 0nce the feeling is g0ne, I feel unhappy and regretted f0r the items I br0ught .
M00d f0r party . Any0ne keen ?
Christmas party ?!!!
I th0ught 0f taking up c0urses ab0ut Design 0r Fashi0n 0r Make-up .
But have t0 make up seri0us c0nsiderati0n bef0re d0ing it .
These three are my 0nly interest . (:
Will y0u make it a wish c0me true f0r me ?
F0rget the past, let g0 0f unhappiness .
Why d0 I feel s0 uneasy ?
Th0ugh we b0th have m0ved 0n, but Ican't wait t0 think ab0ut him, like take t0day f0r eg, cause I been t0 the places that he w0rk and the places we went t0gether . Th0se mem0ries c0me back .
N0w I have t0 search f0r my happiness and smile back . I am glad that I have get 0ver . Start everything afresh .
Hence, we start 0ur life afresh, d0n't turn 0r l00k back .
I w0uld ch00se l0neliness rather than sadness .
I may l00k like having everything, but I have n0thing .
Appreciate all the little things I have . In life . Alth0ught its n0t a l0t .
Everyday 6 h0urs 0f sleep is killing me !
Restless everyday .
TV drama and newspaper everyday is a MUST ~ !
0bsessed with H0t Sh0t @ Channel U at 11.3o pm but 0nly half an h0ur .
And, and, and, The Unbeatables III !!! =D
I l0ve Li Nan Xing . (: Best Act0r Ever .
And s0me 0ther act0r and act0ress, can't remember what is their name .
I gave up my seat again . =) Feel extremely happy as th0ugh I have d0ne a g00d deed . (:
Human beings are selfish . Just think ab0ut themselves .
Instead 0f giving up their seats t0 pe0ple wh0 needs it m0re, they pretend t0 sleep 0r read .
But I d0n't need unwanted attenti0n after giving up the seat, pe0ple keep staring at me .
When I've d0ne s0mething, 0r s0mething g00d, I d0n't expect pe0ple t0 kn0w .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: c0urses, fcuk watch, Happiness is, i p0d, interviews, l0neliness, restless .
The diaryC0l0urful life ?
Thursday, November 5, 2009 ( 11/05/2009 05:01:00 PM )
Wo bu kuai le .
I g0t int0 a arugement with a stupid b*tch MINA .
Damn her, she sc0lded and push me first !
I was like WTF, s0 I sc0ld and push her back .
An eye f0r an eye .
~!@)(*&#$%^ All the vularities just came 0ut fr0m 0ur m0uths and the security tried t0 st0p us . They were being KP0 at the m0ment, I just d0n't care wh0 the pers0n, h0w 0ther pe0ple l00k at me, I'm very angry with her, but luckily the security were there t00, if n0t things were n0t be what I expected, maybe things may turn 0ut even uglier .
Finally I kn0w there's is pe0ple wh0 cares f0r me . S0 happy, the staff fr0m Pr0fess0r _______ I can't just wh0 they are 0r where they w0rk . (: They knew that I am being bullied s0 they were quite w0rry ab0ut me and they say I sh0uld tell them s0 that they can bring f0rk and sp00n t0 g0 scare her ! L0ls .They're s0 cute lahs .
Bl00d d0nati0n, any0ne ?
Bef0re I g0 f0r bl00d d0nati0n, I must get my full b0dy check up first .
T0 make sure that I g0t healthy bl00d . (:
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G00d English Pr0gramme .
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C00l and h0t .
I feel s0 retarded !
I'm g0ing sh0pping with 0ne 0f my c0lleague t0m0rr0w !
But she say there will be an0ther c0lleague g0ing with us since she is engaging s00n . T0 get her heels and make up .
I h0pe that I c0uld be a tai tai . L0ls .
Simple happiness .
Even if it just last f0r 5 mins I'm happy and c0ntented .
I want y0ur w0rth 5 milli0n bucks smile .
Give me 5 mins 0f laughter and 10 mins 0f happiness .
I remember that when I was y0ung, Mummy 0r Aunt like telling me drinking l0t 0f water will give y0u g00d c0mplexti0n, wh0 says s0 ?
Its n0t 100% true !
Excessive 0f water can kill y0u ! Due t0 water p0si0n0us .
80% 0f 0ur b0dy c0ntains water, that why we need water everyday but n0t every0ne's b0dy can take 1.5 litres 0f water everyday, take f0r eg, human with unc0mf0rtable gastric, pregnant w0men, diabetes patients, high bl00d pressure patients . They can't take t00 much water .
Bf, g0 0ne c0rner and em0 lahz .
Idi0t .
Naughty G .
W0rk hard . Play hard .
Energy, stamina and perf0rmance .
H0t h0t b0dy . =)
C0l0ur crash is very in n0w .
Dare t0 wear cl0thes l0ud and eye catching . Be b0ld .
G0ld access0ries is m0re trendy .
Just blink my eyes and happiness is g0ne .
All back t0 zer0 .
G0nna spend this year's Christmas and next year's Valentine al0ne, I guess .
G0nna reflect 0n what I've d0ne this year . And I'll type it here next time I bl0gged .
Y0ur hands in mine seems like a nice sh0w . ;D
Chicken wings ~ ! Yeahs .
Mummy is c00king chicken wings f0r me .
Been eating unhealthy .
Eat mac f0r tw0 days straight .
Will eat t0m0rr0w again . Casue I want t0 c0llect the stickers game !
If I g0nna win $50, 000 cash, I'll d0nate $10, 000 t0 certain charity ! =)
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
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Sunday, November 1, 2009 ( 11/01/2009 12:07:00 AM )
I supp0se t0 bl0g yesterday 0n Hall0ween but didn't manage t0 be able t0 use the c0m 0n time . L0ls .
I think I'm being rand0m here .
Cause I d0n't wish t0 have any p0st f0r N0vember .
Actually n0t much t0 bl0g . I kn0w that my bl0g is n0t as attactive as 0thers, I d0 n0t need unwanted attenti0n, I'm n0t a attenti0n seeker, f0r y0ur inf0rmati0n ! ;D
Just wanna say: HAPPY HALL0WEEN ! (:
Anyway, its happy belated hall0ween ALREADY !
T00k the wr0ng bus again, this is the sec0nd time this m0nth .
Think I'm t00 tired 0r my lens is expired, I always wear expired lens 0r wear them f0r m0nths .
Waste m0ney 0n transp0rt recently all thanks t0 the interviews and my super blur directi0n, my weakness is directi0n, d0n't ask me that ! (:
Alth0ugh I've experience in Retail, but it's still hard f0r me t0 get a j0b ! Sighs, started t0 feel stress, I sh0uld get a pub j0b perhaps ?
Give l0ve a chance .
Give future a h0pe .
If y0u d0 care, why leave ?
If y0u kn0w, why pretend ?
Heart br0ken, m00dless, em0 .
Mixed feelings .
L, I d0ubt that I'll never get t0 see y0u again .
Very much f0r l0ve at first 0r sec0nd sight, I wanted t0 tell y0u h0w I'm feeling t0wards y0u but fear 0f rejecti0n cause I kn0w where d0 I stand in y0ur heart and I d0n't have faith in l0ve anym0re . As much as I feel like being in l0ve again, I'm like 0ther girls, I'm wanted a bf t00, wh0 d0esn't want t0 be pampered and d0te 0n ? But I guess I'm always n0t the lucky 0ne . Y0u're the pers0n I wanted . Y0u're my type, my everything . I can't be in l0ve . That is my fact . I w0n't have any happy ending .
The truth lies . The truth hurts . That is the fact .
N0 m0re l0ve . F0rget ~ !
I can't blame any0ne f0r the state I'm in right n0w .
W0 bu kuai le . I've f0rg0tten ab0ut the miserable past . I've f0rg0tten that s0me0ne wh0 just br0ke my heart 0ne m0nth ag0 .
I'm enduring all the pain, tell me h0w t0 release it 0ut ?
D0wn with flu .
Needs t0 rest already .
Z0uk0ut, any0ne ?
Jennifer's b0dy, any0ne ?
Diet, diet, diet .
I'm skipping breakfast, lunch and dinner . Hahaz !
I find that I'm n0t a very feminine girl . Alth0ugh I l0ve dressing up and make up, but I w0n't waste m0ney 0n branded g00ds 0r beauty pr0ducts and d0 manicure and pedicures, in fact I've never d0ne it in my life bef0re . L0ls . Seri0us, n0 j0ke . Hence, I hate myself f0r being s0 weak in R/S . F0r the cry baby girly tears . I HATE CRYING ! Superb em0ti0nal . I want t0 be the str0ng girl ! Y0u will see me start crying 0ver sad l0ve st0ry, damn I super em0ti0n sia . Hate myself f0r falling in l0ve . I hate tears in my eyes .
Given up 0n my future, given up 0n life, given up 0n l0ve, given up 0n trusting and believing, given up 0n everything .
Each day I live I'm waiting f0r a miracle that d0esn't exist .
Each day I live I'm l0sing h0pe and giving up .
W0nder h0w l0ng I still can take it .
N0w I d0n't have much expecti0n in life, I just want a peaceful and perhaps a happier life .
And what 0ther girls expected 0r want, I d0 n0t want any .
I think I'm the unique 0ne . I'm n0t the friendly girl next d00r . N0t perfect . And etc .
It takes time t0 really get t0 kn0w me . I can be nice . I can be happy t00 . I'm very r0ugh .
N0 matter what I d0 and say, I've never ever regret in my life .
Perhaps at times I will get th0se feelings .
Its my pr0blem I guess in this state . N0t any0ne's fault, I'm partly t0 blame t00 .
I feel l0st and all al0ne . Will any0ne be there ?
I'm always al0ne, I'm used t0 it .
Being l0nely isn't scary, what fears y0u m0st is n0b0dy is there when y0u need help .
I guess I've already given up 0n life and a l0t 0f things which I used t0 pin f0r .
I kn0w I'm very negative, but I can't help but have this feeling cause my life is really sucky, everything will g0 wr0ng, definite, I w0nder if I'm a JINX, unhappiness is always by my side .
Why can't g0d let me stay happy f0r 0nce ?
If y0u understand h0w I feel after s0 much happen, y0u'll kn0w h0w much I been thru and the pain inside .
I hate the fact that I'm n0t being happy at all yet I've t0 pretend t0 be happy .
Th0ught 0f cutting my hair, reb0nd and dye my hair .
Sh0uld I cl0se all my ear-h0les ? I've 16 0f them . L0ls . A l0t sia .
Fcuk th0se pimples 0n my f0rehead . Arghhhhhhhhh .
0h g0d, I'm hungry at this h0ur, guess I'm sleeping after typing this p0st .
Feel like killing myself, I'm d0ing st0cktake later, have t0 wake up superb early but I'm still using the c0m, h0w stubb0rn ~ !
N0te: This is n0t a EM0 p0st . (: My mind is very clear ab0ut what I type here .
PS. I'm getting that French C0nnecti0n watch s00n ~ ! (; Wait f0r me, 0kays ? I'll bring y0u h0me . =D
L0ls, I ended up typing a l0t . :))
0kays, I shall end here .
Till we meet again .
Update my tagb0ard with c0mments ! (: W0n't entertained t0 n0nsense ! L0ves l0ves <3>
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
Labels: al0ne, b0ring bl0g ., changing 0f image, fcuk watch, Flu, Halloween, pr0per diet ., unhappiness, weakness, wr0ng transp0rtati0n
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Thursday, October 29, 2009 ( 10/29/2009 12:11:00 AM )
Feel like crying that time, I f0rg0tten t0 p0st ab0ut all this .
Cause I t00k the wr0ng bus h0me and went h0me really late .
Was really em0 that day, h0ping y0u were there with me, was wearing my killer heels that day, s0 I was walking really sl0w !
I w0re my tw0 inch high heels f0r tw0 days straight, 0ut 0f sudden, I feel I've gr0w taller but my legs hurts !
The feeling is w0nderful but I get unwanted attenti0n . Hahas ~ !
M0re vintage bags, killers heels and dresses, pls ! (:
An0ther time is I supp0se t0 meet 0ut 0ne 0f my c0lleague 0ut f0r a m0vie, t0tally sp0ilt m00d sia . Th0ught she is eight-teen but she's just 17 ! Wanted t0 watch Hall0ween II but is M18 . Sians . She keep talking 0n the ph0ne and she is talking l0udly 0n the ph0ne and I feel like I've asked the wr0ng pers0n 0ut .
Depsite wearing a tw0 inch high heels, I still make a eff0rt t0 meet her and she keep c0mplaining and I never c0mplaint anything . Damn disapp0inting . M00d was ruin that day, needless t0 say .
Scared t0 hell, was h0lding the sh0p's key .
S0 there was certasin days where I've t0 0pen the sh0p early 0r al0ne .
I always g0t this scare feeling after hearing s0me eerie st0ries fr0m my previ0us in charge .
Especially few days back . Th0se feelings can't be explained .
Learning t0 f0rgive and f0rget, th0se unhapiness m0ments .
I've f0rg0tten the l0ve we 0nce have .
N0 l0nger that em0 . (:
I just want my happiness . And being happy ! I h0pe I can d0 it !
JIA Y0U, CHARLEEN ! =)
I might went MIA f0r awhile s0 I'm n0t g0ing 0nline as 0ften . 0r n0t at all .
M0ney and careers c0mes first, I'm earning my vacati0n m0ney f0r next year Taiwan's trip . (: L00king f0rward t0 it s0 much ~!
S0 n0t l00king f0rward t0 Hall0ween, can't f0rget last year's Hall0ween, that is pe0ple tried t0 scare me and they sh0cked the hell 0ut 0f me . I even sc0lded the pers0n . Scared me fr0m behind, I was like What the fish___ .
0h yeah, I'm turning int0 a adult w0rld next year . And I've received a letter fr0m Ministry 0f Health . Inf0rming me ab0ut the Human 0ran Transplant Act (H0TA) . H0TA all0ws f0r the kidneys, liver, heart and c0rneas t0 be d0nated 0ut after death . If I d0 n0t wish t0 have y0ur 0rgans rem0ved after death, I can register my 0bjecti0n with the Ministry 0f Health . Regarding this, I might d0nate my "useful" 0rgans after death . (:
I h0pe I can save lives t00 !
My way f0r c0ntributing t0 the patients wh0 needed it .
PS. I can't decide t0 get DKNY, CK 0r FCUK watches, I l0ve all ! But I just need 0ne f0r all 0utfits, perhaps I'll get the FCUK which I set my eyes 0n . =)
Y0u sure g0nna miss me after this p0st, I might n0t be 0nline f0r a l0ng time .
X0x0
L0ve me, Charleen . (:
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